64. Cal (0.0k)Men will do an awful lot of things for sex. I’m no exception. I once jumped off a cliff straight into the sea trying to impress a woman whose name I can’t even remember years ago, in the hopes that after the bonfire on the beach that night she’d find me irresistible.It worked, of course. But it was a stupid, foolish, idiotic thing to do all the same.Yet I would take on that cliff again rather than head willingly towards Vera. Every day Hope continued to mention how bedraggled she was. How miserable life without Ervin was making her. The risk of her doing something crazy from grief grew every day. Somehow a problem only me and a wide paddle brush could fix.Not in the way Vera ever hoped for.Laughing at my grumpy expression, her hand ran over the bulge in my pants, “thank you for doing this, Alpha,” threatening to send me feral. Fuck she’s just exquisite when she laughs. All eighty-seven of the freckles of her face enchant me. “What exactly are you going to be doin
Unpacking reams of bandages with Elvie in her suite, I waited. I figured, like Cal with his hairbrush, the longer we stuck at a menial task together, someone would break and start talking first. “Peel these,” she muttered, placing a bucket of potatoes on the counter. “What, for dinner?” “No, we’re making a poultice. It’s worked for generations. Draws out pus.” I looked down at the bucket and grimaced. Just how bad is poor Sol’s infection if we mash up enough potato to cover his body. “Will you be performing the ceremony when we get out, see if the good light comes down?” I asked casually. Elvie sighed, her long silvery hair tied up in a huge bun, sitting on the top of her head like a crown. “It’s too early to test the ice. We should be out before the sixth full moon, so yes, I think I will lead it.” “I hope it works.” “It should do. The readings have suggested the issue…the issue is the host, not the ceremony itself.” So Mireille is the problem. “I’m sorry about Mireille’s ce
I never really met Sol, both of us were injured during the night the Rogues took Mireille. Yet his death cast a long shadow over the following weeks. Reu ordered the beige clothing be abandoned for grey for a start. It made the elderly ones who liked to meditate resemble statues. Or gnomes. Apart from that, it was an improvement, a slight de-culting of the place. Unfortunately Hope’s nightmares returned too. Waking up clutching at my chest, panting, eyes wide with fear for at least a week. It killed me to know there was nothing I could do. Embraces, my arms, my kisses aren’t enough to soothe what’s going on in her head sometimes. It also meant there was no opportunity to mention what fully happened with Vera, and what she suggested Ryan was capable of. As far as everyone knew, I left her room, smashing the mirror because she tried to seduce me. Vera hasn’t said a word to challenge that rumour either. Reu and Elvie tutted away at my actions as you would expect but nothing more wa
You’re not meant to find out you’re going to be a father straight after you’ve roughly slapped your angels’ ass, ready to ravage her with a raging, powerful knot. I had cancelled all thoughts of my own children from my mind the instant I lost Skylar. A legacy of blood and failure was all my future offered. Before then, I had dreamed of it, the same as any man with a heart and a love of tiny, wonder-filled little faces. Of course, I had envisaged seeing my woman, ideally my mate, being a bit poorly on a morning, perhaps paler and more delicate. A wonderful realisation together and cause for celebration, flowers, every food and treat they could wish for. Not like this. Not me gripping her hips until they bruise sputtering out, “Knotting might hurt the baby,” in a dank, moss-riddled concrete prison. My poor angel. Finding out that way. Her eyes widened, and her mouth hung open for just a second. There was no way to tell if she was happy or sad. Her expression was pure shock. A second
Every morning, I wake up smiling. I know Cyrus is keen for us to get back above ground and away from the dankness of the bunker but waking up, surrounded in furs, in the humongous arms of the man I love is a hard thing to give up. Above ground seems so much more hard work now. My parents for one. I can easily picture my fathers face dropping in surprise. I doubt my giddy explanations of being in love will thaw their reception towards the father of my child. There’s the small matter of me wreaking a grey light of death down on all those innocent pilgrims. Plus, the fact there’s a plague out there beyond the mountains. I want to search for Skylar with Cyrus, yet at the same time I’m terrified to venture beyond those borders. Above ground Cyrus isn’t only my hero. He’s a criminal. Possibly notorious for his lycan rampage on his own village. He was dumped in prison by his own mother and surviving friends. Here he’s as cuddly and loving as a bear. Up above, I know I’m going to end up
I knew something was wrong before I even woke up. My dreams were shifting, dark, and dreary. A coldness, like the ice from above, had seeped into our cosy little world. Like the idiot I am, I woke up and smiled, stretching into the covers like a cat. Silly me thought his absence was a test to see if I really would let my feet touch the floor before he’d had his deliciously wicked way with me. Instead of questioning, I’d wrapped blankets around me,, expecting a cup of coffee, maybe some snacks. A cheesy joke about needing to keep my energy up for sure. I even put my coppery hair up in a high bun because I love it when he kisses my neck and shoulders. But then nothing. Without his presence, his bedroom is as sterile and miserable as everywhere else in this place. I felt his pillow, and it was icy cold. He hadn’t just left. He’d been gone a while. Unease building, my gaze travelled across our room, well, his room, and noticed his grey hooded top had moved. Nothing else. Still
With minimal ceremony Laurel and Rex, my two gnarled students from my pathetically short-lived art class came in with a bundle of warm clothing. I put on everything, feeling like a chunky seal as a third long sleeved shirt fit over my head. A sleek black fur, topped with a circular, low-sitting hat that covered my ears and forehead snugly. I took everything they gave me, braced for the whipping wind and pain in my chest that was sure to follow. “How has the clearing gone?” “It’s been hard,” Rex grunted, unboxing a sturdy pair of boots, taking out the preserving wrappers. “Every year is a little harder, this year, without the young guns…” “He’s trying to say he’s absolutely exhausted, and we’ve barely got anything done,” Laurel chimed in, her thick grey woollen mittens matching mine. “I wouldn’t say we’ll be able to move back into the fortress until the others come back.” “WIll they return? If Elvie and Reu gave them gold to get to safety, do you think they’ll make the effort?” L
It’s been a while since the weight of expectation has been placed upon my shoulders. Knowing everyone is packing up, waiting for Sven, Ryan, and I to create an acid strong enough to weaken the metal hinges. If I fuck this up, we’re looking at desperately trying to machine-gun a metal door open. “How sure are you about this? Making acid, I mean,” Sven asked, his blue eyes narrowing in confusion at the collection of glass bottles I had gathered. “It’s worked twice before,” I growled. “The hinges are iron, decades old, it might take a few hours but it’s about weakening, not dissolving entirely.”“Why didn’t you get out of prison then, why did Raze have to get you out?” Ryan asked, arriving with a clinking stack of bottles and funnels. When he’s rooting for information his brown eyes take on a weasel-like, taking on a shine too cold to be likeable.“Because there’s more to it that just the door to your cell, the walls, the guards, there was always something in the way.”Ryan spat into t