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A selfie with Jim and Liam granted them the nurse’s unconditional assistance, and Silvia didn’t hesitate to abuse it openly. First, she asked for a safe spot to smoke. Next, she put Ron to the task of getting trash food for the musicians, to smuggle it into their room with the nurse’s help. Then she went back to Deborah’s room.
“Jim’s downstairs,” she informed, and turned to Jo. “D’you think you can walk a few steps?”
“What are you up to now?” asked Deborah, narrowing her eyes.
“Taking Jo to see Sean, if she can get up.”
Jo was sitting up before Silvia was done talking. She helped the girl out of bed and grabbed the IV bag. They paused at the doorway and looked to the nurses’ station, where the young nurse had taken over the screen showing the hallway cameras. As soon as she waved her hand discretely, they came out.
Sean opened his eyes the moment they walked
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