Chapter 61 Anders / Michael

Anders POV

I groan as I wake up. I hear the familiar beeping sound and I blink my eyes open to look at it. I sat there for a moment, just staring at the damn thing....

"You've gotta be fucking kidding me!"

I said then ran my hands down my face.

I dropped my hands in my lap and stared at them. I thought for certain that would have worked. I really thought I would've been heavy enough to at least snap my neck.... Maybe I didn't have it around my neck right?

I thought to myself then looked at my hand. I reached up with my other hand and ripped the IV out.

He doesn't get it! He doesn't know what it feels like to go through this.

He doesn't know what it feels like to love someone so much and not be loved back. But instead, to have them rip your heart out and step on it. To toss you aside like garbage.

I grab my chest, still feeling the pain inside. I don't want to do this. I don't want to live like this. I wanted a mate so bad. I wanted my happy ending. Someone I can live with an