Later that day I was discharged from the hospital. I made sure that uncle Ian made Cole go away because I knew I wouldn't be able to handle seeing him.When we got home the house was quiet. I went up to my room and took a hot shower before getting into my PJs.I went into my mom's room and laid down next to her. She put on a movie before covering me with the blanket.The rest of our weekend flew by and soon it was Wednesday. I pulled on my cheerleading outfit and tied my hair into a ponytail. I slipped into my white sneakers before applying my face cream.I went downstairs and ate a slice of toast before I heard honking outside."Bye, Mom," I said before placing a kiss on her cheek. "Bye Uncle Ian," I said before hugging him from behind and skipping outside.I feel happy today and free. Maybe it's because I haven't seen Cole yet."Morning sunshine." Griff greeted me while holding a milkshake out to me."Morning, thank you," I said before sliding onto the seat. Tyler and Rook were sitti
I sat at the cheerleading squad's table and boy do I regret ever coming over here. It's like we're the monarchy of this school."You look so cute in your outfit," Natalie said and Nina nodded."I still can't believe you fucked Cole," Natasha said and I rolled my eyes at her."For the last fucking time. We did not fuck." I said angrily. She's pushing me and I'm really in the mood to punch somebody in the face."Okay, chill out," Nina said and I just sighed."Oh shit. Am I dreaming?" We heard Brianna ask."What?" We all asked before looking at where she was looking. Oh no."Cole is coming over," Paige said and they started fixing their hair and make-up. No respect. I turned around and faced the Coke in my hand.I know he stopped behind me because everyone in the cafeteria was silent."Can we talk?" Cole asked and I took a sip out of my drink. Didn't I tell him to never talk to me again?"Liv?" He called and I ignored him. "Everybody, listen up!" Cole said and my eyes widened so I took a
"I need space," I said and he let me go. He nodded before walking away from me. "Liv!" I heard Griff calling me and Cole stopped in his tracks. He had a grim look on his face when he turned around. His jaw clenched."What the fuck are they doing here?" Cole asked angrily."We're hanging out," I said blankly. Cole started walking towards the den but I pulled him back by his arm."Don't you fucking dare," I said angrily. "I swear to God I will never speak to you again." I threatened."Fine." He said with flared nostrils before storming outside. Phew...I went into the den and sat on the couch next to Griff. "Who wants to go against me?" I asked and they laughed at me before continuing their game. "I'm serious," I said before grabbing the controller from him."Fine," Griff said before starting the game over. "And spill the tea bitch." He said and I looked at him weirdly."You're full of shit aren't you?" I asked and he shrugged. I told them what happened and by the end of my story, th
I felt somebody gripping my arm before taking me outside. He finally stopped when we were outside and my eyes widened when I saw that it was Cole."Why?" He asked angrily. "Why did you fucking kiss him?" He asked and I stayed quiet. "I would never do that to you Liv." He said painfully."But you did, Cole!" I yelled in his face. "You kissed my best friend, and now you show up together at the mid-year party," I said before running a hand through my hair."You don't love her," I told him in a sure tone."I don't?" He asked with a single eyebrow lifted."No." I shook my head before Cole's lips came crashing against mine. He picked me up so that my legs could circle his torso. He placed me on the hood of his car before lifting my cheerleading skirt."Just tell me when to stop." He said before placing kisses on my inner thighs. I shuddered as I watched Cole remove my thong.He spread my legs on the cold metal beneath me before licking my clit. I moaned out loudly and his tongue started maki
The next morning I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I got up and took a shower. I pulled on my cheer outfit before tying my hair into a ponytail.I suddenly felt my heart skip a beat before a sharp pain shot through it.I gripped my cupboard to keep myself from falling. I frowned while catching my breath. Something's wrong.I went outside into the hallway, Cole wasn't in his room so I went downstairs my mom was crying at the kitchen island while Uncle Ian rubbed her back.Cole stood at the glass wall staring outside with his hands in his hair. I frowned deeply before running downstairs."What's wrong?" I asked wildly."Liv-" My mom said painfully."What's going on?" I asked in fear."It's Jade she committed suicide." My mom said and the world stopped around me. My breathing stopped and I started crying."No!" I screamed. "No! Jade!" I cried in pain. "Why would she do that?" I sobbed."Liv wake up!" My mom yelled and I violently sat upright in bed."Oh my god mom." I cried and my mom f
Later in the evening, I went home, even though I didn't want to leave Jade alone I "had" to be at home."We need to tell you, guys, something." My mom announced to Cole and me and Uncle Ian nodded excitedly."Sure go ahead," I said while standing as far away from Cole as possible. He ate me out in public so I don't trust him right now."We got the deal in Russia." My mom said and my eyes widened."What that's great," Cole said blankly while looking at my mom and his dad. "I'm happy for you guys," I said before hugging them."But-" Uncle Ian started."There's a but?" I asked in confusion and my mom nodded."They need us to fly down tomorrow to sign the deal. So we're gonna be out of town for a week, maybe two." Uncle Ian explained."Wait what?" I asked."Sounds fine to me," Cole said under his breath and I glared at him."No parties." My mom told him and he shrugged."When have I ever thrown a party without asking for permission?" He asked and my mom smiled at him."You're right darlin
Yesterday my parents left for Russia. I laid in bed staring at the ceiling, like every morning I woke up.Nobody has seen or heard from Cole ever since he left. I miss him.I keep replaying his words in my head. They cut me like a thousand knives. I'm certain that I love him more than I loved Ajay. And now I think it's too late to tell him this. He'll probably just tell me that I'm lying.Tonight is the night of the bonfire. The boys were right I've never been to one by myself. I always went with Ajay and when he died I simply stayed at home.Ryan asked me to be his date so I agreed to go with him as friends. I'm waiting for Cole, I want to be with him and nothing is going to stop me from getting what I want. If I have to wait forever, I will.I rolled out of bed, already one pm. I've been feeling depressed lately and I haven't been to school either. Like I give a fuck.I took a long shower to pass the time. I wrapped a towel around my body when I was done before going back to my ro
"I'm not the fucking flyer," I whisper yelled at Paige. "Yes, you are. Since you had Jade kicked off the team you're replacing her." Nina said while doing a jump with Natasha and Natalie. They suddenly formed a circle before holding their hands out."Plus you're as light as a feather," Brianna said."Fine," I said with a tight-lipped smile.I climbed onto their hands and they lifted me into the air. Holy shit I'm the new flyer! I smiled at the crowd before shaking my poms in the air. Please God let them catch me.I twisted my body before falling.I breathed out in relief when they caught me and the crowd erupted into cheers. We then continued to dance until the second song ended. This is kind of fun.We walked off the stage together before hugging each other and laughing."Liv Cole is looking for you," Chris said and I frowned at him."If I were you I'd run," Shane said before they disappeared."Wait what do you mean?" I asked after them."They're bluffing," I told the girls. "Why