Marriage conditions

Kade

“ God she is gorgeous,” I thought when I entered my room. The way my body reacted when she closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around my neck left me struggling to keep myself under control. I didn’t care that she was literally clawing her nails into my back because she was frightened, that was actually something I liked. 

I hit my chest as I looked in the mirror and told myself, “ Good job Kade! You can’t let her know just how hopeless you are when it comes to your feelings for her. The best job to you too big man…” I said as I pointed at my crotch. 

I recalled how I had to think of the plainest thoughts just so she doesn’t know that I was already rock hard because of how her full chest was glued to me for the first few seconds she grabbed me. 

I frowned at myself and sighed as I pushed my hair out of my face angrily. Just why am I unable to hate her after what she did, I mean, there was I time I deeply hated her but now when I s