Pains.

Olivia and Edward got back to the mansion and headed straight into their rooms.

Edward slumped flat on his bed, holding his favorite pillow close to his chest but for some reason he was unable to sleep.

His mind and heart were restless.

He sat up at the edge of the bed with his feet on the tiled ground.

"Fuck!" He cursed, rubbing his hand harshly over his face, and then raked his dreads backward away from his face.

"What's happening to you Edward?! Just fucking forget about her. She is married already so why is it so hard to let go?!" Edward yelled out at himself as he tugged his dreads from the end of his scalp harshly.

He felt pains in his heart. He was the first person to set his eyes on Stacy so why didn't he end up having her?!

Why must everything he ever had and love be taken away from him every single time?

He tried to forget about Stacy after he had lost contact with her. It was so hard to do it but he did.

"It's been so many years already and you wer