11

I prepared my belongings for a holiday on the island of Siargao when I decided to go there. The following morning, I left Oakley in my suite and went to the airport to get away.

I'm also perplexed as to why I've been hiding like a criminal ever since that fateful day. I'm sorry for all I've done in the last two years. What makes you think you're so smart, Elisha? You have the ability to be a player.

I took a cigarette stick and pressed it against the inside of my lips. I needed to get away from it all. I'm itching to get drunk once more. But I was apprehensive.

What if I make a similar error again? I'm sure I'll be able to shake it off again soon!

I'm unable to contact China. I'm still a little ashamed of it. She is the cousin of Edward. I remember him bending down in front of me and proposing marriage to me that day. I felt that was a nice touch. Having a marriage proposal accepted and then everything going boom. It was a nightmare come true.

I took a deep breath and expelled the smo