" why can't you be like Cassie ? " , As soon as I heard him ask that , l raised up my head and glared at him angrily . " Harriet again ! , I have seriously had enough with you , all you do is to treat me like shit and praise others , I'm meant to be the mother of your kids , your wife but that's not what am I , l have tried so hard Mark to be the person you want " , l have never had the guts to talk boldly to him but at this time it was worse . I was tired of being taken as a slave . " I'm done , l can't do this , l can't have you treat me like this , the kids are noticing the way you treating me , it's not right , you need to change or l'm going to get the kids and leave you " , I added but at that , his face immediately went red with anger . If looks could kill , l would have been a thousand feet down in the ground . " God ! You just foolish , Do you think that you can live without me , let's face it , you can't and you will never leave me " , He hissed out while glaring harshly a
ADRIAN'S POV .As soon as I had her alone in the room , l couldn't hold myself anymore . I spent the entire night craving for her and there was no going back this time . The moment l heard her tell me to kiss her , l immediately crashed my lips over hers . As soon as I did , a throaty moan escaped out of her mouth and she gripped my neck .With her fingers curled up around my neck , I felt a fire of desire sore through my veins . There was raw emotion in the way her fingers were curled up around my neck , she was really acting strange . For a lady that respected a man like Mark , she was serious now . It was evident that she was in need of me.With her lips on mine , the kiss was slow at first , l wasn't that participating . Right having her all to myself was something l badly wanted but per now l wanted to see how far she could take it with me . Silently standing up , l felt her as she closed up the space and the more she pressed herself against me, was the more the kiss got deeper .
ADRIAN'S POV ." Mr Adrian , right ? " , The woman who just seated next to me , uttered out in a slutty voice . " I need some one for tonight " , l replied forwardly before taking a sip of wine . I was forward because I knew it that sleeping with me that's what she wanted . Ever since she walked on the dance floor in her slutty outfit , she had her attention on me , eye fucking me as danced " Ohh " , She sighed no doubt shocked by my boldness . " Just one night with no strings attached , the money you need will be sent to your account ", I spoke again with out turning to look at her . " Huh ! I can't wait " , she excitedly replied and shook my head in disgusting . I was only doing because of Justin's advice .He was perhaps right , forgetting Alexa was needed , she is already married and now l wanted a lady to replace her . " No kissing , just pleasure me and receive the money " , l uninterestedly spoke out again . " I can do that , anyway Jane is my name ", she replied again before
ALEXA'S POV .It has been a week since the dinner party . Mark hasn't been at home a lot , he has been sleeping in the office . Of course I knew that wasn't the truth but l wasn't interested , I now cared less about him . The family was now seriously falling apart because even the kids haven't asked about him . Ever since we drove away from the dinner party , they spend their time chatting about the way they played with Eva , the way Ivan felt happy when he was with Adrian . To Ivan's side , he only keeps asking me about Adrian , asking me whether he will meet him again . Through out the week , l have always tried to ignore his question , because I honestly didn't know whether l was going to see him again though l wanted it badly . Per now , the only thing l needed to do was to speak to mark . Though l no longer have any feelings for him , l just wanna see if there's anything that we can change for the kid's sake . The kids are now forgetting him , they no longer ask me about him .
ALEXA'S POV ." Alexa talk to me what's wrong , tell it to me , you don't seem yourself " , Bella insisted on . " Bella l don't think you will understand this ", I replied. " Alexa you really think .... " , " Mummy " , just as she was talking , l heard Ivan calling my name . " Nothing is wrong Bella , l'm just emotional that's all but l will call you later , the kids need me " , I quickly uttered out . " Sure l will call you later , l love you Alexa never forget that " , she answered " I love you too " , I hung up the phone quickly before she could hear my voice break . As soon as I was done Ivan walked in my room , crying loudly . " What's wrong sleepy head " , l said as l stroked his hair which all smelt the wee . I weed myself mummy , I'm sorry mummy , l didn't mean too " , He cried as he laid his head more into my chest . " It's fine I'm going to shower you " , I responded calmly while running my fingers through his hair . " It's okay these things happen , l'm not mad at you ,
ALEXA'S POV ." Is it because of the kids ? " , He asked but with a hint of harshness in his voice . At his question , l closed my eyes tight and shook my head. " You don't have to pretend Alexa , I know you want me just like l do " , He huskily whispered . Before l could respond his hands all of the sudden went softly to my face . As soon as I felt his fingers on my cheeks , I instantly sucked in breath in hunger and need for him . Knowing it , l gritted my teeth , l didn't want him to see how the slight touch of him was affecting me but it was all useless because l could tell from his mischievous grin that he had noticed it . With no word said , he still didn't stop , he went on with softly stroking across my cheeks until when his fingertips came to rest against my lips . When I felt them on my mouth , I unknowingly parted my lips and lightly kissed his fingers. " You want me Alexa " , As soon as I heard him say that , l instantly pulled away from him and walked back to where the k
ALEXA'S POV .After my talk with Michelle , the next weeks went fast . l dropped all the kids and suitcases to Bella's mom and now l was only alone in the house. With them away, I didn't think l would get this emotional but now seated in a quiet house was making me feel lost . Without a job the only thing I currently do is to clean the house and then sit down in the quiet house. To make it worse Mark told me that he has to work for the next four days and that only meant that l will be on my own for those days . I was happy for that but still l felt lonely . I could have texted Bella but then she started getting another man meaning that she is always busy with him. There is Michelle but l remember her talking about going west to see her parents with Justin .With that , it now made me realize how am alone in this world . Just as l was seated lost in my thoughts , the ringing tone of my phone distracted me . It was Mark Calling . " Hello " , He murmured but then before I could reply t
ALEXA'S POV . " I'm sorry I called you , l just needed to talk to someone and l wanted to see you " , After watching him take a sip , l began nervously as l bit my lip . " It's fine I don't mind , now why don't you explain what has gone off " , He uttered out. At his response , l didn't hesitate , l instantly began to tell him everything . I told him how Mark always treats me like shit together with the kids . With him intently listening , l told him how he only focuses on work and then I told him how he wished I was like Harriet . " From now on , lam going to cheat just like he does " , My voice broke at that point and the tears fall but l was serious . Cheating wasn't for me but my situation was honestly unbearable .I didn't look at him through out the moment , l knew it that all l would see would be pity . " I don't regret giving birth to those kids but I wish I could leave when I wanted to but l can't , l won't have any job when l leave , no company will accept me , I will nev