I need her

ALEXA'S POV.

How could emptiness be so heavy , to feel unworthy of love , to feel lost . That's how I have been feeling since that night . It has been two weeks since l slipped out of his bed while he was asleep . While sleeping with him , l felt good in his warmth but I instantly changed my mind when I recalled that Mark was going to come back home at 11am . I didn't want him to notice that l was away .

After that night , Mark and l haven't spoken yet which l was glad . After having a good pleasurable night with Adrian , It made me realize that it has been me who always tried my level best to make things work out with Mark . I realized that he felt happy to ignore me , he felt happy for me to be his cleaner , his maid that is what am l to him.

That night l got home at ,4 am with a thought that l was early but shockingly l found Mark already sleeping soundly in the bed . At first while standing up in the door l felt my body freeze the instant l saw him asleep in the bed . I went out