Aurelia

The sky seems a lot brighter than usual. It would be a good day if Rune was here.

Thinking of him made me cry but I can’t even cry anymore. After taking him to the hospital they had told us that he was no more. They couldn’t do anything, it was too late.

Usually, I would always try to stop myself from crying because I hated crying, but this pain that I’m feeling now hurts so much I actually want to cry because then maybe I could release the pain. But I’ve been crying so much that nothing will come out anymore and it hurts more than anything I’ve ever felt before.

I want to cry. I want to release my pain, but no tears will come out and I can feel it’s starting to drown me.

For so long I deluded myself. I somehow convinced myself that what Kane thought he was seeing was false and absurd when all along he saw the truth. I was so blinded by all the drama I forgot how to feel.

I was so blinded by Kane I forgot how I felt for Rune.

I forgot that he was the only one that was mostly