It is absolutely not insane.

Luxiana walked behind him silently, he knew he must have frustrated her with his earlier attitude, even scared her. And the fact that after calming down, he didn't try to reassure her completed the picture. He just moved forward letting her follow him when he should have told her that everything is fine. That she didn't need to apologize as she did, and she didn't do anything wrong. It's up to him to name their relationship, should she call him Lord or Master? What exactly does he want from her? It would be easier if he could understand this desire he has to possess her as a servant but at the same time, not want her to treat him as her master.

Yet it is the relationship that is indeed theirs, that of a master and a servant. But deep inside him, an embarrassing feeling commands him to treat her as one of his possessions, but for her not to act as his servant. It is a perverse and twisted feeling that he cannot and does not want to restrain, but he thinks, since she was brought to him a