Aubree's Pov
My friends used to tease me, whenever they found out that I was hearing to Eminem. They said that being a cheerleader, I was expected to like girly songs, but I disagreed.
Why does the society get to decide what we like? Or what should we like? I was girly enough to like Eminem. And they were bitchy enough to make me feel bad that I liked him.
Discrimination
We begin discriminating people not because we love to. We do it because this is how we are brought up. This is how society works. They fill shit into children's minds ever since they take their first steps, and then as they grow up, they begin to work on their parent's footsteps.
They learn it when they see their mothers throwing away the first slice of bread, because it is burnt and it is not good, not telling the child that it got burnt up so as to keep the rest of the bread pieces safe. They learn discriminating when they choose what colour is their favourite. A
Aubree's Pov"It has been four days Laura. I don't think Jaden would come now." I told Laura while we were sitting in a nice small coffee shop, sipping cappuccinos."Trust me, he will come. He just needs time okay?" Laura said, trying to keep my hope alive.The day I left Jaden, I went to my parent's house. But I did not tell them about our fight. I just said that I needed some time to spend with them, and they were more happy than ever.I got to know more about them, and also that my younger brother was in a college and was going to visit me as soon as possible.I never knew I would miss Jaden this much. It was only four days and yet I missed him so badly. Maybe this was because he was with me since the day I got up, but all I knew was that I was dying to see him again.I was dying to feel the softness of his lips upon mine, I was missing the way he used to hug me and tell that everything was going to be fine. He was the mo
Aubree's Pov"Laura I know that I don't remember anything, but I'm sure about the fact that I would never cheat on you with Nathan." I said. Even in a thousand years, I could never think about cheating on her. She was my friend and I cared about her, just they way she did for me."I know Aubree, that you won't cheat on me intentionally. But at that time you were totally depressed. You did not even talk with people at that time, and hence you slept with him because it was the only way to get that all out of your system. I don't care whatever happened that night because now I'm over it." Laura heaved a sigh and I realised that no matter how many times she said she was over it, she never would be."You still love Nathan right?" I asked her. As this was the most obvious thing in this world. Their relationship had drowned because of me, so maybe, I should be the one to mend it again."It doesn't matter now Aubree. He's seeing someone else now.
Jaden's Pov"So let me begin, I will tell you everything that I know. But in turn, you have to promise me that you won't even think about suicide." I said and looked at her pale face, trying to solve out the puzzle that she was. I knew her better than everyone else, but I never knew what was on her mind anymore."I promise, now you can begin." She said, and looked at me, waiting to spill out all the beans before her."This all began when I started to date Isla. So let me begin with how we began to date." I said.*Then*Jaden's PovI was still sitting in the cafeteria while I saw Aubree rushing out of the place as if she were hit by a hurricane. A moment ago, she was all fine, excited even, but as soon as I told her that I have a crush on Isla, she became silent for a while and then rushed away.I wonder what the problem was.And I wonder
Jaden's Pov*Then*I was getting worried about Aubree day by day. Four years had passed by, and we had finally graduated from the university with our respective degrees.As time changed, our friendship also changed.Laura had become totally distant, and and then she moved out of the country, for her job. The only way I connected with her was through facebook.Nathan and I were good now. Better than before, but still not the same. We used to hang out together, but still we too were distant.And well, Aubree was a totally different case. I hadn't spoken to her in the past two years. She had become totally focused in bad boys, and all she did was to hang out with them. Whenever I tried to call her, she ignored and moved away.So one day, I called Isla."I'm worried about Aubree. She isn't behaving normally. She sleeps over at random guy's places an
Jaden's Pov*Then*"Hey Jaden, I did not expect to meet you, hey Isla, and hey sir." Aubree said as she got into the car and sat next to Sebastian, while Isla was next to me.The way she said my name, I knew that she was taunting me, and the way she called him sir, she was verbally trying to seduce him. What did I do now?What the hell was my fault? It felt as if she was blaming me for something wrong that I had done. I wish I knew what that was."Hey Aubree, I'm so glad that you came." Isla said."I'm glad too." I whispered."I'm sure you are." She said, loud enough for me to hear.While we drove towards the resturant, I heard Aubree flirting with Sebastian, yet she ignored each and every sentance that I said. And being a jerk that Seb was, was, even he started to flirt with her, and he ignored me too. Why she did this was beyond me. She wasn't like this
Jaden's Pov*Then*The worst came over one day, when I was sleeping and suddenly, my phone began to ring. At first, I ignored it, but later I thought it might be important. I got up and saw the name Aubree flashing over my screen. And in an instant, a smile came over my face. And I realised that I was already in love with her, it just took me five years, to finally realise that.I instantly picked up the phone."Hello Aubree." I said into the speaker excitedly,maybe, it would be the start of something new for us."I.. need.. help." She whispered into the phone, and a cold chill ran down my spine. Her voice indicated that she was in trouble. I instantly got up, forgetting my sleep and realising that it was a serious issue."Where are you?" I asked her as I ran into my car, fumbling with my keys. I was too worried that I could not even
Jaden's Pov*Then*Sometimes, looking for answers only leads to more questions. And sometimes, you are better off not knowing.I had just realised how much I loved Aubree, but now she laid on her hospital bed, refusing to meet anyone. Refusing to eat, her body stayed their, paralysed until the fifth day, when she finally decided to see other people. She met Laura, she met Nathan.I was dyning to see her, not because I wanted to love her, but because I wanted to protect her from the world.I went in and the look on her face broke my heart. She looked so innocent, so pure. A life that was shattered by some external force.Do you know what it feels like to be so near to lose someone you love too much?Do you know what it feels like? Like a hundred million shards of glass are piercing your very soul. Like you are a stranger to your own life. Like your heart was livin
Aubree's Pov*Now*"I'm sorry Jaden, I had no idea." I said, looking into those eyes, which were full of fear and anxiety.How could I even think that he, out of all these people would hurt me? How could I even deny the love that he gave me, when his love was all that I desired for, since the beginning of time? Why? What had happened to me?Had I never thought that if he falls in love with me, my life would be all right, it would be the best part of my life. Knowing that the one I loved, loved me back. But then why did I tell him that I hated him, when in reality, he was the one I desired for, all my life.I had always thought that those ten years of my life would be the best time of my life. But seriously, was it? I was almost raped by the dance instructor that I trusted the most. What if Jaden hadn't come in time that day to rescue me? I had been doing drugs. I was sent to the rehab centre, from where I ran. I w