The moment I open my eyes, the first thing I remember is what happened yesterday. Basically everything that happened, and how things do in front of me to give orders. Once again, one would think that I'm one of his pack members, someone who he could just tell him to do this and do that. I don't understand. Doesn't he have Victoria to control now? Why is he trying to control me? How could he even show up here? How did he know that I would be at the nightclub? Now, that I'm stating everything to myself, I'm realizing that almost everything that happens did not make sense. He found me. How exactly did he you know, to track my phone? When did he begin to track my phone and what was his excuse when he left Victoria to confine me. Honestly, the last thing I need right now is him bringing himself into the new chapter of my life. I didn't want to have him in the new chapter of my life. It is just toxic to my lifestyle right now. And that is alone. While I'm sleeping, I can smell pa
I cannot believe that they're making us go to a school trip. That is last thing—literally, they wanted to do go on a trip. As soon as I close my locker, I look at Georgina who feels the same exact way. I mean… now that I think about it, it has been long since we have gone on a class trip. The last class trip we went on, I heard some students got injured and almost every student were high and some got laid. Georgina says and we shine our eyes to very crucial information. I look to the left and I see Victoria, she is walking with no other than Sophie the cheerleader who is the head of the Hellcats team and I turn my face away. “No, in no possible way will I be inferior or intimidated by someone who is with a maniac.” I say to myself, and I'm about to walk away with Georgina when they both stop in front of me. Hi, I'm sure you've met Victoria, right? She's the new girl in our class, except you haven't since you're such a dork. Sophia says and I shake my head. “Ah, just shut up.
“I can't stop but think about what Victoria told me.” I know she's probably saying it from a place of displeasure because…I don't know. I'm still making Dane come to meet me even if he's with her? Honestly, I don't care. And I do not understand why she will come and meet me in the first place. But I've heard what she wanted to say. And I've got the message she wanted to blow across,telling me to be careful of Jonas. She is basically telling me that he is hiding something, and they understand the theory behind it. Not that I do not understand that. I'm wondering how I should manage this whole scenario. Like what exactly is going on? What am I up against? Here is the question that I have to answer for myself. I feel like there is a lot that I need to understand right now. And not anyone can help me. I have to do this all by myself. I'm basically just getting to know him. And if things like this are going to happen, that means it means that I should better go back to the root probl
I definitely do feel okay after the conversation that I've had with Jonas. I do not feel the need to make it seem as if he's weird or there is something I do not know about him. There is nothing like that when it comes to the relationship. I think I and him are currently in together. “Let me tell you, the kiss was the best part of the conversation.” I've never kissed and felt so passionate and amazing at the same time. It felt surreal, the attraction was out of the world and out of the place. And there is nothing I could have more desire than that sort of connection. I'm happy. I'm happy to be evolving and loving in a way I never thought I could love before. So, the first thing I did after leaving Jonas's place was take a taxi to the pack house. “First of all, I got to the crescent moon Pack, and I'm not here to make everybody know that I'm here.” I'm basically here to take the last remembrance of me out of here. I know I told Rose and Michael that we would stay together. In orde
I and Georgina are making sure we get ready for what is to come next. So, for this class trip we're planning to look exotic, cute and basically everything. We went shopping got cute mini dresses we also got ourselves a pedicure, manicure massage, skin prep. Basically, everything that girls do to make themselves look delicious for the next day. I also waxed for the first time, up and down. And once we're done, we come out of the shopping mall and we get into a jeep. There were some guys, looking at us and we were laughing our minds off because of how he was gazing at us, honestly it was such an intense gaze. And to think that I'm the type of girl who doesn't get looked by anybody. “Like no one ever takes a second look at me but this time someone did it makes me feel so energetic.” And then the outcome, someone that really saw me and thought about talking to me. I can't even begin to understand where that came from but I'm glad that someone saw me and thought, Oh, let me have a hon
“Today is the first day of the class trip and everyone is already packed before the bus leaves. And honestly, they're all staring at me.”I'm not the type of guy that grabs the attention of the old school. “Now, what I mean by that is, no one ever looks at me twice. It's probably because I'm always in a hurry.”Second, I do not care. And third, because I'm just not looking. So I do not know whether you're looking at me or not. But in this scenario, they are all looking at me. “Basically, everybody has their eyes on me. It is so surreal.” I've never seen it happen before. And the fact that it's happening right now is just drop dead. And Georgina sees it too. “Oh my god, everybody's staring at us!0 She says to me, and I use my shoulder to touch her a bit to acknowledge the fact that I know that everybody's telling us. “Tell me about it.” I say to her as we move together and I can see no one else other than Sophie, the stupid cheerleader and her team of humans or whatever I should ca
So, the teachers and monitors have put us through a series of exercises that will definitely be demanding to start our day on a rough part, I take in breaks that I actually need because I feel so tired.Honestly, right now, the only thing I want to do is get out of this game and basically never look back but with the way things are looking, it is going to be hard to do that.I look right at my side and I Georgina, who is currently pretending to faint so that will give her access to go and rest. But it's not working. She has tried everything she could possibly try and none of the teachers are even paying any single attention.“They are not gonna let you go.” I say and she looks at me. “You think I don't know that!” She says and I begin to chuckle because I was worried about going for this trip. I definitely was. I did not even want to come, I thought about it several times and it did not just make sense to be here.“But now that I'm here I think it's not that bad.” In fact, I do not t
I'm done paying attention to Victoria or her epidemic. It is better for one to watch their own back than focusing on doing something for another person. Anyway, it has decided how this was going to play out and there is nothing exactly I can do about the problem at hand. As much as it seems like there wouldn't be anything that would happen. I feel like it's going to be slowly but something is definitely going to have to happen, something that will make everyone fixate their eyes on something, or someone else.Sophie, owes it to them. “For me, I'm glad that I have a friend who is Georgina because imagine be bullied in a center of people and you literally have no one in the crowd, who can stand up for you.”“One has got to have someone you can trust in high school otherwise it would be a bad experience if you don't have any friends.” And then the popular girls hate you because they will they would want to bully you or they would want to intimidate you. “It's just the way of our lan