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Why is it that you feel suffocated? Dane says to me, and I let go to folk to look at him.

“I don't even know how to reply to that question because my whole existence has been suffocation.” I've been suffocated by everything and everyone at every single area of my life.

It has been nothing new. “It has been nothing different and neither will it be by this time.” I want to answer that question and tell him…obviously.

I do not even have the strength to make him not see through me. I am obviously going through something tremendous and I don’t need words to let someone else see it.

Instead, I nod my head and I agree with him, it is what I'm going through.

I’m stupid for asking!

“Of course, I know what you are thinking about.” Dame says.

I nod my head so that he cannot know how it feels. It's not some kind of thing that everyone is able to understand. I wouldn't even wish it on my enemy.

“That is how bad it has gotten.” I think to myself and push the plate aside because at this point I