Maxine's Point of ViewWhat the fuck is that? Why was Alyn kissing another girl? Am I really just one of his playthings like the others saying?Fuck it.I trusted him with all my heart but he just hurt me in return. Bullshit! He said he loves me but what was that? Why do I have to see him kissing an unknown woman? Why? Just why?!I ran and ran until my knees got tired. I panted as I stopped running. I looked around and that's when I realized that I'm in the playground. It's dark here because there's no lights. I don't think someone will see me if I hide here. I sat down at the swing and cried. I covered my face while crying. I tried to not let out any sound but I couldn't suppress it. I know Alyn was an asshole but I didn't know that he could do that to me. I... I still can't believe what I saw. We were just dating for like a month for fuck's sake!How could he do that? Is he tired of me already? Is that it? He never even touches me. We always stopped with just a kiss, how could he
Louis Point of View"Alyn!" Sid yelled. He ran to Alyn who's soaked from the rain. While Bryon, Giles and I followed Sid. "Where's Wendy? Why hasn't she been here yet?" I asked. "It's raining! What if something happens to her?" Said Sid. "We can't find her on the campus, we thought that she went home first but when we arrived here she's nowhere to be found," Byron uttered. "Did you guys fight?" Giles asked. We waited for a few minutes for Alyn to answer but there was no word coming out from his mouth. Instead, he remained silent while his head was bent over. "Answer us, Alyn!" I yelled and grabbed his collar. Damn, if anything bad happens to Wendy, I will never forgive him. Never. "Hey, Alyn! D-Don't just shut your mouth off," Sid's voice shook. "Y-You're scaring us.""Does something bad happen?" Giles asked. I let go of Alyn's collar and turned to Giles, "Are you stupid? Why would something happen to Wendy?!""Why are you yelling at me?! I was just asking Alyn!" Giles talked
Maxine's Point of View"Hey, you okay? Your eyes are swollen," Ferries mumbled. I nodded and bowed my head. We're walking in the hallway. We went to school together with Angela. "Gosh, I was surprised when you suddenly cried," Angela said. "I thought the whole world was going to collapse.""Tch," Ferries clicked her tongue, "It's not the time for your jokes."Angela put her hands up, "Okay, okay. Sorry.""You know, why did you fall in love with Alyn? Don't you hate him?" Ferries suddenly asked, she's not looking at me. She's looking at the way."Hmm... I don't know either. It just... suddenly happened," I replied. "Does his cousins know?" Angela asked. I turned to her, "About what?"She shrugged, "You know, what happened between you two.""Oh, I don't know," I answered and looked down again."Why did you fall for that asshole? Tch, and isn't he your boss? You can just fall to Troy instead," Ferries said, irritated. Oh, right. They didn't know my real relationship with those five.
Alyn's Point of ViewIt's time to go home. I went straight to Maxine's classroom to fetch her. I'm scared that she won't go home again so I hurried to her classroom. Thank God, they just ended their class. I hid in the corridor and waited for Max to go out of the classroom. If I immediately show my face to her, she might not go out. Damn, it feels like she's afraid of me. Like I was kind of a monster that she didn't want to cross paths with. Sigh, I'm afraid of losing her. I'll explain everything to her when she finally wants to listen to me.Her classmates started to walk out of the classroom. I'm staring at them one by one, to see if Maxine was one of them. When I saw the woman who was Max earlier walking out, I looked at her back but Max wasn't there. My heart is pounding with nervousness.I took a deep breath after deciding to go inside. When the students saw me, they immediately gave way to me. As I entered the room, I saw Maxine sitting in her seat. She turned head to my directi
Maxine's Point of ViewAfter the talk with Alyn, I don't know what our status is right now anymore. I was... disappointed when I heard from him saying he was confused. He said that I am the only one he loves but why is he confused? That's why... When he said that, I was also confused. I don't know if I should fight him or if I should let go. Others will think I'm weak if I let go but I know most people will be happy because they prefer Alyn to end up with Elaine. Also... I'm scared that Alyn would choose Elaine over me before I make a decision. It's been a week and I still refused to talk to him after that day. I also refused to meet my biological parents for the reason that I don't think I can talk to him well given my current situation. Gosh, if I only knew that love could be hurt like this, I wouldn't have let myself fall in love. Where am I living? I'm still living in the mansion with the five. It's not because I tell them to let me stay here until I get better and go back to my
Byron's Point of ViewI went to the dentist. I laid down in the dental chair while the Ms. Dentist was doing something with her equipment. Maybe she's readying them. That James, he's been bothering me for 2 weeks now. I think he lost his mind. The fuck is he saying that he likes me? We're both guys, and on top of that, I'm straight! He has gone mad. The dentist approached me, "Okay, open up."I took a deep breath, "Fuck. I don't know where to start. I'm thinking that he has gone mad but I think I'm the one who will lose my sanity here. One day, I went to the bar and met him there for the first time after so long. I got drunk and you know what happened? Damn it. He bottoms me! I'm staring for fuck's sake! He's my childhood best friend, how can he do that to me? I like girls, I like to fuck girls! And in just one day, I was fucked by my guy friend! Then, he's been bothering me for weeks now after confessing to me that he likes me. Damn, what should I do?""Oh, uhm..." the dentist scra
Alyn's Point of ViewI went straight to my room when I got home. I want to visit Maxine in her room but I don't want to have a fight with her. I know that she's still carrying what she saw that day. I know that it's not easy to just forget when you saw your lover kissing another woman with your own eyes. If we were to exchange bodies, I would be hurt as well. If I were her I would feel betrayed, and cheated on. Seeing her hurt hurts me more. Damn it, what's the reason for Elaine to come back? And ruin the things between Max and I.If I were to lose Max, I don't know what would happen to me. I prayed for her. I've always been, so I don't know what to do if he loses. Our relationship was only one month old, and I had no intention of ending it just because Elaine was coming back. Yes, I was confused the first time I saw Elaine. However, when I looked back at Max's face, it's doubtless that I can't afford to lose her in my life, even though our relationship has been short.Damn, I missed
Alyn's Point of ViewI was about to walk towards the paper when my head suddenly ached. The fuck? I even closed my eyes and touched my temple because of the pain. As I closed my eyes, a vague image appeared in my head. The image showed Maxine crawling under my blanket. The hell. What's wrong with me? I was okay just a minute ago so why did my head hurt suddenly?Did I drink alcohol last night? But I don't remember drinking or going to the bar. Therefore, why do I feel like I have a hangover? Oh, damn it.I forced myself to walk even if it's hard for me. The surrounding seemed to be shaking, man. Damn, maybe it's not my head that's the problem? Maybe there's an earthquake that's why this is happening to me."Damn it," I cursed to myself.When I couldn't take the headache anymore I just crawled. When I finally got closer to the paper, I immediately took it and rested my back at the door.I breathe out heavily before I open the folded paper, "Maybe this paper is cursed. Fuck." I mumbled