Chapter 21

In a short time, so much has changed. The wind seemed to blow my life. And it turned out to be a whole chaos. It seems like a while ago we just got married. It seems like a while ago we just moved into a new house. Everything seem so perfect and everything we plan went well. I have nothing more to ask for. I was happy with my family, Auden and the short time left for me.

But how quickly I was happy for a moment was so quickly how it all took away from me. What happened make me question myself. Did I do something in my life to make me suffer all this? It’s just sad that I wasted my whole life spent building myself. It’s sad because I’m here at the point in my life that is gradually being crushed and destroyed because of the person I thought was the ‘right person’.

Despite all the chaos happening in my life, I'm thankful that I'm not losing my whole self yet. This is the only one who will love me completely,