Ariana's POV
I looked at my reflection in the mirror, which showed my whole body in a beautiful white dress. My mind was still thinking about Sean's sensational kiss at the villa, for some reason I enjoyed it and didn't reject it, I had never let a man touch my body before, but when I was with Sean I couldn't move and his charm made me sink deeper. Who wouldn't be attracted to a man like him? I exhaled a little loudly through my nose.
When I arrived at Ranila's bridal boutique, my mother and Aunt Ramia were already there, all looking at me in amazement at my current appearance. Aunt Ramos and my mother left the fitting room after we decided which dress I would wear on my wedding day, Ranila also helped me take off the wedding dress I'm currently wearing after Aunt Ramia and my mother left us alone.
"I don't want to see red marks like this again when you wear this dress on your wedding day," she snapped which confused me, Ranila rolled her eyes then she made me look in the mirror, I was surprised when I saw the red marks on my neck which were so obvious because of my white skin, I don't know what color my face is now which is clear at this point, I'm very embarrassed, Sean cursed in my mind. He casually kissed me and tagged me.
"I will warn Sean not to pounce on you before he becomes your husband, this child needs to be tamed." Ranila looked annoyed, I smiled awkwardly in response to her annoyance.
When Ranila and I came out of the dressing room to meet my mother, Aunt Ramia, and Sean, Ranila quickly approached Sean and asked him to talk privately in the dressing room. Me, my mom and Aunt Ramia were immediately busy choosing wedding accessories.
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Sean POV
" WHAT DID YOU DO TO ARIANA??!!" Rani snapped, confusing me with her current attitude.
"Me? Do what?" I asked confused and didn't understand at all, Rani giggled and showed me her annoyed expression.
"How dare you mark her while she's not yet your wife!" she said, which made me look at her without any guilt. Rani knows my habits very well, since I broke up with Atika I have often been seen with different women, not infrequently I have one night stands with the women I date.
"She doesn't-"
"I don't care if he refuses or not, but just be careful, if you hurt her, you're not just dealing with me, you're dealing with mom and dad, do you understand, Mr. Arrogant?" Rani looked at me with her horrible expression, I nodded with a horrible expression that I made up, apparently Ariana managed to captivate my whole family, just look how everyone is defending her now.
I sighed as Rani left me in the dressing room, I remembered my caressing of Ariana, I touched my lips again and then tried to remember her intoxicating scent and her chewy mound that seduced me, she was very seductive, just thinking about it made me excited. I rushed out of the dressing room before Rani caught me daydreaming, she was like a clairvoyant. She can guess what I'm thinking and it's really annoying, you seem to have no privacy even in your own thoughts.
When I came out of the dressing room, my eyes fell on Ariana who was laughing with Rani, the girl had her own charm in my eyes. She always showed her natural face and appearance as it was, except for her nervous attitude, which she always showed to me as if I was her first man, but I don't think it's possible, considering she's a famous singer, there must be a number of men who have been her boyfriend. Imagining that makes me unwilling, just seeing her fans hugging and kissing her makes me want to turn into the Hulk, let alone seeing her with another man.
While I was daydreaming, our eyes met and she gave me a beautiful smile before turning her attention back to the magazine Rani had shown her. I want that smile to be mine forever.
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Ariana's POV
Caroline looked at me with a serious expression. At the moment we were in one of the cafeterias, which was quite quiet. The woman urged me to talk about my relationship with Sean privately and seriously.
"Ana, marriage is not an experiment, don't be reckless, you don't know him, let alone love him." Caroline started, I could tell she was holding back her emotions right now, I could feel the aura of real annoyance she was radiating. I can only stare.
"I don't have the balls to argue, everything was what my parents wanted and this seems to have been planned since I was little, well, before I was even born," I said honestly and resignedly, Caroline chuckled in disapproval.
"Where is your assertiveness? Where's the independent Ariana? Do you love each other?" Caroline bombarded me with questions, I shook my head.
"I don't know, but I didn't hate him when I first found out, if he's my future husband, it's not like most people would reject him right away."
We were silent for a while, then Caroline broke the silence between us. My mind is full.
"If one day you start to love him, be honest with your own feelings, don't hurt yourself." Caroline took my hand and I nodded.
"And I hope you don't experience unrequited love again."
I also remembered Phillip, you could say he was the first person to make me feel like I had a boyfriend, but my feelings were not reciprocated. Phillip only thinks of me as his younger sister and he likes another girl. Since then, I have been traumatized to start new feelings for other men, I was afraid of being rejected. I rest my chin on my palm, I'm still confused about my decision to have a relationship with Sean, who is about to enter the marriage stage.
My cell phone rang, Sean's name was on the screen, I just stared at my phone lying on the table without wanting to answer it, I needed time to think about all this, finally the phone went silent again."Why wasn't it answered?" asked Caroline, I took a deep breath."I need time to think." That's all I can say, and it's true, I need some time to think, I don't know how much time is left for me before I let everything go according to the fate(?) that has been determined for me, I'm not sure. My phone rang again with the same caller, I decided to put it on silent mode. "What if he doesn't love me?" The question just came out because I was thinking the worst. "You guys are just getting started, why do you always think the worst first?" I shrugged. Sometimes it becomes a habit of mine to think the worst so I can be prepared if it happens, but Caroline always raves about it and tells me not to think that way, she says it dampens my optimism, I'm just getting ready instead of wanting to
On the way to the printing press, Sean was still curious about my sex life and my relationship. I started to open up to him, it's better than hiding something from him, but can I get him to open up to me like I did?"Sorry if I'm not what you imagined." Suddenly I was nervous because I was afraid that Sean didn't like women like me, that I was clumsy and not like women in today's world who have a wide and free relationship. Sean smiled and that made me ask. "Maybe that's why you became the ideal daughter-in-law candidate for my family," Sean said, there was a little pride in me, but why only the future daughter-in-law? Why not a future wife? "I had a serious relationship with a woman once, but it failed, maybe we weren't meant to be," he said, I just listened quietly, not wanting to interrupt. We arrived at our destination, after our business was done, Sean took me to his office. All eyes seemed to be on me from head to toe as Sean and I entered the elegant skyscraper. As if he und
Everyone applauded when Sean kissed me after we said our vows. I was lost in that kiss, burning and full of sensations, if Ranila hadn't reprimanded us with her throat pretending to itch, I'm sure I would have stayed with that kiss. I saw Sean's face, perfect for me, perhaps, perfect for this universe. A god seemed to be standing in front of me with a sharp, cold, passionate and burning gaze. I blushed at the fact that this almost flawlessly handsome man was mine."Are you done admiring me? Since we have a dance," he said, waking me from this beautiful fantasy, I nodded with an embarrassed face and blushed. "Are you happy?" he asked as we danced, I smiled and nodded sincerely."You?" I asked, still caught up in his charms, and always will be."I married the woman I've wanted for a long time, of course I'm happy, I promise this relationship will work and be successful," he promised, I smiled a little disappointed."No, just make sure that you're always with me," I continued quickly,
My mom looked at me with a melancholy state, I rolled my eyes when she came over and hugged me, she has been like this since my wedding started this morning, I feel her eyes are swollen and her nose is red. I can't hide my sadness either, she's the only person who stays with me when everyone leaves. My mom unfolded her arms and looked at me with teary eyes, we smiled silly as we stared at each other. Caroline came to interrupt us, she was confused by our situation, then she came over to me and I moved to hug her."We will always be with you no matter where Sean takes you, home is always home baby." Caroline smiled and my tears didn't stop, like a broken faucet. Rani came closer so we were like a girl group, they all hugged me."We're a family now, I'm happy about that." Rani said sincerely and once again my mother cried, we all laughed because we saw what a crybaby my mother was, oh! my mother is a crybaby but very caring and independent."Mom, don't cry, this is not a funeral, this i
Waking up from hunger is a rare thing for me. I looked at Sean sleeping next to me with a peaceful face, I rushed out of bed without causing anything to wake him up. I walk like a limp because of the pain in my groin, making love takes a lot of energy, I regret my recent behavior of rarely exercising. I opened the wardrobe in this room, I didn't find a single outfit that I deserved to just walk into the kitchen, who really has the heart to put so much lingerie in this closet??! I rolled my eyes as Rani and Caroline's faces crossed my mind. Desperately I closed the cupboard whose contents were indecent, then I looked around me, bathed in the dim light of this bedroom lamp, I managed to find Sean's white shirt that he wore yesterday at our wedding, I immediately put it on to cover my innocent body. The shirt looks huge on me, but it's better than having to go into the kitchen in that damned underwear, I'm going to look like a bitch. I rolled the sleeves of this shirt up to my elbows,
"Ariana, don't be like that." Sean stopped me as I was about to leave the kitchen. I looked down, not wanting to look at him, because at that moment my anger turned to sadness. Oh, shit! I don't want to appear weak at times like this. "What should I do, Sean?" I asked as I lifted my face to look at him, tears stinging the back of my eyes. Sean grabbed me and took me in his arms, tears came out without being asked, Sean inhaled the scent of my hair and kissed the top of my head, I cried for a few minutes without him trying to stop me. I looked up at him, Sean was also looking at me with his glowing golden eyes. "I thought you were a quiet woman who didn't like to argue, but quite the opposite," she commented with a smile that tried to cheer me up and it seemed to work, it infected me. "Do you regret marrying a woman like me?" "Do I look sorry now?" he asked to which I only answered by looking into his eyes which were now like twinkling lights, I laughed easily and he laughed with
Author's POVA little girl stared at a group of children who were kicking a boy in tattered and dirty clothes, then the little girl screamed, "What are you doing? Get away from him!!" The little girl managed to stop the torture that the group of boys were doing right in front of her. Bravely, the little girl picked up the pebbles that were around her feet and then threw stones at the group of boys until they all left, leaving the boy lying helpless in a pathetic condition. The little girl immediately approached the poor boy and sat down beside him. She took a handkerchief from her pocket and carefully cleaned the boy's injured and sand-covered face. Slowly, the boy opened his eyes."Can you hear me? You are safe now," the little girl said with a happy smile. Then, with great difficulty, the little girl tried to help the poor boy stand up and support him so that she could take him to a safe place and treat his wounds.**Memories of rescuing Sean from a group of boys who were torturin
Sam interrupts our passion as big as an iceberg in Antarctica. Sean took his hand away from my dress, then the wild look turned into a passionate look full of warmth. Sam was on the side where Sean was sitting and the man opened the car door for us. To my surprise and astonishment, we arrived at a pier where several cruise ships were berthed. Sean took my hand and we walked from the car down the pier until a man, probably about Sam's age, walked up to us and shook Sean's hand. "Terry, this is my wife, Ariana Alexandra, Ana, this is Terry, she takes care of Sangria." Sean introduced me to a man who looked fit for his age and who I knew wasn't young. "Sangria? Who is she?" I asked, looking at Sean with a confused look, "Am I going to sail with someone named Sangria? Is she a girl or a boy? Sean's lips twitched with laughter. "Sangria is not Mrs. Valentino's person, but a yacht." Terry answered my curiosity, my eyes turned to him and I could only smile in embarrassment. "Congratulat