Chapter 33 : Romantic Fantasies

Sara

Laying in my bed and staring at the ceiling, I felt numb and chilled. Jaxon said he understood it wasn't my fault and didn't blame me. But now that I'd come upstairs, it was like every single emotion in my body just let loose.

I felt like my heart was breaking-no, not just my heart. Everything felt like it was breaking. I felt like my body was shattering. I couldn't handle knowing that my father had f*cking betrayed me–again. I thought I couldn't be any more hurt and furious than I was when he sold me to Jaxon. I thought I was never going to believe him or let him back in. But here he was, back in my broken heart, back in my safe house with Jaxon. Back to messing up everything.

I let the tears flow.

After a few minutes of emotional release, I staggered up off the bed still shaking and crying wildly and headed toward the shower. I wanted to forget and let go of everything. I turned the water on and brushed my hair while it got warm. I didn't realize what a mess my hair was