ARWAAH'S ANGER

“I can't believe he lied to me. I lived a lie for all these years. How could a father do such a disgusting thing to his son? What kind of father do I really have!

He didn't think about how his lie would affect me mentally.

Yes, I always pretended to be strong before everyone but deep down, my soul was always in tears. I always felt guilty for mother's death since he lied to me that I was the reason for mom's death.

I remember him shedding crocodile tears while putting the blame on me. I was scared, I knew everyone would hate me after finding out about it that's why I never asked anyone about my mom's death.

All I always knew was that she died because of cancer infection that she got after surgery.

I can't believe my own father labelled me a murderer at such a young age and I grew up with that guilt.

I always blamed my existence and was always like...had mother not given birth to me, she would've been alive.

Due to this reason I never enjoyed my childhood. I would feel small since I wa