Karl Westman: Hi there. I just logged in and saw your green dot. I've made it to London for the Games and hope we can reconnect while I'm in town. Just got in yesterday morning, actually. Still recovering from jet lag. :/ How are you? Karl... He'd found me on Facebook shortly after the funeral and we'd chatted a tiny bit since then. I remembered he said his company was sending him for the Games, and Jess had reminded me too. She was disappointed, really, that she wasn't able to come with him, as she was a huge sports fan. TheOlympics were her thing far more than they were mine. Still, having the Games of the XXX Olympiad in your home city is exciting stuff, no matter how you look at it.Brynne Bennett: Things are better... thanks. Where are you staying in Lon- don? Karl Westman: In Chelsea, of course! I'm not going to miss getting in my his- tory of Jimi while I'm here.Brynne Bennett: Ha! I remember. It's funny because Ethan's dad is taking me to lunch later today. He used to drive
Jonathan was quiet in the car while driving me to my studio shoot. He seemed to be thinking and I wondered... How did he feel about the nude modeling? What had Ethan told him about it? Had he ever seen any of my pic tures? I guess I wouldn't know if I didn't ask him, and that was something I didn't get into with people. My modeling was personal and not open to negoti- ation.In no time, it seemed, Jonathan pulled up to the address in Notting Hill and waited for me to enter the elegant white house that was hosting my photo shoot today. I waved to him as I went in, and then I was off to work, my focus shifting smoothly to what I'd been hired to do.The inane questions people ask during conversations are so ridiculous at times I wonder how I manage not to leap on the table and shout, "How can you be so fucking stupid and manage to still be breathing?!" Alas... I've learned to keep my flap shut even when it has pained me greatly to do so.I was just about to sneak in a much-needed nicotin
My phone went off just as I was heading out of the dressing room. I could tell it was Elaina calling from work by the ringtone, so I let it go to voice mail without listening to the message. I sent her a fast text instead: Can't talk...on photo shoot now. Call u later. -BI silenced my cell but left it powered up as Ethan had told me to something about the GPS app he'd activated-slipped it into the pocket of my robe, and didn't give it another thought. I had a job to do and found my focus.The hair extensions tickled my back and the floor was downright cold under my ass. I wasn't wearing any string thong today either, but I did have some re- ally gorgeous black stockings with pink ribbons laced around the top of my thighs and tied into bows.Simon, my photographer for this shoot, was an unconventional dresser at best, but with his electric-blue skinny jeans paired with a lime-green shirt and white patent-leather ankle boots, he not only had me in need of retina protection but attempti
ETHAN'S POV"Brynne! What in the fu- My speech cut off. It just up and died a quick and silent death once I got a good look of my girl fully naked with her legs spread and some toff with his hands on her!I reacted and moved. That's pretty much all I can recall. I got Brynne flying to her feet and the bloke in the green shirt flying into the canvas backdrop."Ethan!" she screamed, "what are you doing?!""Trying to find you! Why don't you answer your goddamn phone?""I was working!" she screeched, standing fully nude except for some black stockings and something added to make her hair appear much longer."You're finished here. In fact, this whole mess is finished!" I waved my hands and stalked toward her. "Get dressed, you're leaving.""I am not leaving. Ethan. What in the hell is wrong with you? I'm working right now!"Oh, yes, you are leaving, my beauty! In fact, I'm dead certain you are, because I'm taking you out of here myself.The photographer wearing all the colors decided to ma
Fuck that! My temper was getting the better of me again as I struggled with how to bring us back together on the issue. One idea came to mind of how I might accomplish it, though. I could tear off that yellow silk robe she had on and fuck her into next week, and then we could have this conversation, or argument, or whatever the hell this shit was right here. That might work.I pulled her up from her seat by the shoulders instead, trapping her arms to her sides so she couldn't fight me. She still struggled, though, even as I had her gripped tight against my chest, our faces an inch apart, her soft curves melting into me and making my cock rock-hard. "I'm trying to understand why my girl needs to take off her clothes and let people see photographs of her like that!" I said with more anger than I wanted to...and then I crushed my mouth against hers.I pushed my way inside her with my tongue first. I'd get more later, but for now I just needed to be inside her body in any way I could mana
"Explain it to me so I can understand, then."I don't know how I got the words out, but I managed it somehow. Through the tears, which grew stronger, and because of his quiet strength and patience as he held me and stroked my hair. I finally told another person my horrific truth. "Because the video of me was so very ugly. The images were ugly. I was ugly in it! And if I have something beautiful to replace the ugliness with, I can let go of my experience a little more each time I create something new."Ethan rolled me underneath him and propped himself above me, holding my face up to his. "There is nothing about you that is ugly," he told me. "Yes. On that video I was." He got quiet, his eyes flickering back and forth as he studied me. "Is that why, baby? Is that the reason you tried to... kill yours""Yes!" I sobbed into Ethan's strong chest and let him hold on to me. He knew truth now. My hang-up. My dysfunctional quirk. The motivation that my drove me on a daily basis and that I ass
"How does it feel to breathe, son?" Dad raised his glass with an ecstatic grin. "Like the three-ton elephant has moved off my chest and now just sits on my feet." I answered truthfully and toasted him back."I bet you do. But really, the ceremonies were the most magnificent feat of organization. Absolutely brilliant show, that. Bravo, I say." I guess we could all assume my dad had been thoroughly impressed with the opening ceremonies because he couldn't seem to stop talking about them over our midnight dinner. I just felt immense relief that they had gone off without a hitch.Even if I was exhausted and longed for my bed with Brynne in my arms, I found I was actually enjoying the celebratory evening tonight at Gladstone's. Ivan had got us a reservation somehow, despite the insanity of the city, but then everyone loved Lord Ivan, Britain's golden arrow, with his good looks and cele- brity name. It'd had been a long time since we'd gone out for anything nice to- gether and I knew that D
He left the bed and started dressing throwing on some sweatpants and a shirt."What are you doing?""I have to go outside now," he said weakly."Outside? But it's cold out there. Ethan, stay here with me and talk about this. You have to talk to me!" I begged him.He acted like he didn't even hear me, but I think he did because he came over to where I was sitting up in the bed and touched my head. Very gently and for just a moment, but I felt him shaking. His hand was shaking violently, and he looked so lost. I reached my hand up to take ahold of his but he pulled it away out of my reach. Then he walked out of the bedroom."Ethan!" I called after him. "Where are you going? Come back here and talk to me!"I got silence.I laid there for a moment and tried to decide what to do. Part of me wanted to confront him and force him to share with me, but another part of me was scared to death of doing that. What if I caused him more pain and suffering, or made things worse for him? Ethan needed