"Nine Inch Nails I Wanna Fuck You Like an Animal. They made it like a music video with the lyrics to the song printed out over the screen in big letters... You let me violate you-You let me penetrate you "She faltered, and my heart just broke in two for what she'd suffered. I knew only how much I wanted to make it work between us. I stopped her then. I had to. I couldn't listen to any more and restrain myself in public. We needed privacy for this. I just wanted to take her home with me and hold her close. The rest could be figured out later. I squeezed her hand so she would look up at me. Big luminous eyes, in colors that all blended together, filled with glassy tears I only wanted to lick away, looked into mine. "Let me take you home, please." I nodded to make her understand it was what we needed. "I want to be alone with you right now, Brynne. Everything else doesn't matter so much."She made a sound that just ripped my heart apart. So soft, but injured and raw. I stood up from the
That's how my mind worked with her. This was battle strategy and I could do this all day. There would be no running away from me anymore, no hiding, no quarter given. She would be mine and let me love her.Brynne melted under my lips, grew soft and submissive, found the place she needed and drew comfort in, just as I did in taking control. It worked for us- very, very well. I pulled back and sighed deeply. "Let's go home now!""What happened to taking things slow?" she asked softly. *All in, baby," I whispered, "it can't be any other way with us." If she only knew the thoughts I had on my mind for the future she might have got skittish with me again, and I couldn't risk it just yet. There would be time enough for that discussion later."We have a lot to talk about still," she told me."So we'll do a lot of talking." Along with other things.She turned in her seat and leaned back, getting comfortable, and just looked at me as I pulled out of the parking lot. She watched me throughout t
"I want you too." She nodded and leaned up to kiss me. "Take me to bed, Ethan." The most beautiful words I'd heard in days and days met my ears. I took those sweet lips she offered and scooped her right up off the floor, her body tight against my chest.She wrapped her legs around my hips and buried her face at my neck. I groaned out loud and started walking. When I got us to the bedroom, the sight of the bed made up with clean sheets had never been more welcome. Monday! Annabelle had come, thank the blessed gods! If those sheets from this morning had still been there with the evidence of my pitiful wanking session all over them, I don't know what I would have done. I made a mental note to give Annabelle a nice thank you for being discreet-tip.I laid Brynne out on her back and just looked down at her for a moment. The need to go slow was important this time. I wanted to cherish her and accept this gift she was giving to me. I needed to savor her. Her hair swept over her shoulders and
"Oh, God, Ethan!" she cried softly, convulsing as her climax took over. "Uh-huh," I groaned, barely able to speak. "Now you're going to do that again!" I told her as I moved up and aligned my cock. I flinched when our parts touched, like a jolt of electricity charged me. Our eyes met and hers widened in that instant before I took her.I buried my cock on a hard, slick thrust, unable to deny myself for another second. She moaned the sexiest sound I've ever heard when I sank down into her. Fuck, she felt good-tight and hot and swallowing me in, her inner muscles clenching around me through the force of her ongoing climax. It was some thing so fine it frightened me to understand the power she held over me. Brynne held me captive as she had done from the first. Sex was no different. She held me captive all of the time.She moved with me, accepting every stroke like she needed it from me to live."I'm going to fuck you until you come again!"And I did.Brynne took it all; every pounding dr
"I never went back to my high school again. Only six months from graduation and I quit. My parents were in shock at the change in me. It didn't take long for them to find out about the video either. They argued about what to do, and had very differing opinions. I didn't care. I was someplace else in my head and very, very sick. It's hard to admit about myself, but it's the truth. I was destroyed emotionally with no way to escape the demons."I kissed the back of her head and held on to her a little tighter. I knew all about demons, the evil cocksuckers that they were. "Can I ask why your parents didn't try to press assault charges on the three of them? I can't imagine it would have been difficult to get an arrest. You were underage and they were adults...and there was videotaped evidence.""My dad wanted them in prison. My mom didn't want the publicity. She asserted that my slutty reputation would only drag our name through the mud and upset the social order of things. She was probabl
Brynne was kissing my hand this time. I felt warmth flush all throughout my body and tried to hold onto the wonderfulness of the sensation while it lasted, because her gesture made me far too emotional to speak."I never knew that my dad went to Senator Oakley and basically blackmailed him. He was livid that he'd nearly lost me and blamed Lance Oakley for every- thing. My dad wanted to press charges but realized I was in no shape to with- stand a trial and probably never would be. And the added bonus of my mother telling him to leave it alone, and allow me to heal in peace, convinced him to let the idea of a formal prosecution go. But Daddy still wanted retribution of some form. Senator Oakley just wanted all the ugly to go far, far away from his political career, so he forced his son to enlist in the army and solved his biggest problem when Lance was shipped off to Iraq. Then he arranged for my acceptance at the University of London when the time came that I was well enough to leave
I opened my eyes in the dark to the scent of Brynne up my nose and smiled when I figured out where we were. She's in your bed with me. I was careful to be still so as not to disturb her sleeping. She faced me, but her head was turned down and curled around her arm. Entranced and content for the first time in days, I just watched her breathe for a few minutes. I wanted to touch my girl, but I let her sleep. By God she needed it.Need. So much need inside me now. Needs only Brynne could satisfy, and that scared me. I couldn't imagine feeling this way about any woman just a month ago, and now I couldn't imagine not having her in my life. The time apart had changed me forever, I feared.I inhaled deeply and held it. The faint smell of sex was in the sheets from earlier, but mostly it was just her clean, flowery scent that intoxicated me. It intoxicated me now just as it had intoxicated me on the very first night we met. She smelled so good I hated to leave her alone in the bed, but I got
I stayed at my desk for a bit, wrote up some notes, and sent some emails before shutting down my laptop. As I turned out the light, Simba fluttered madly from the aquarium glowing behind my desk. I went back and tossed him a treat before heading out to the balcony to sit for a while. I passed the bedroom and heard nothing but silence. I wanted Brynne to sleep well. No more nightmares for my girl. She'd been through enough for a lifetime already.The night sky held millions of stars tonight. It wasn't often they were so sparkly, and I realized it'd been a long time since I had sat out here. I lit up another clove. This one was a throwaway, though. If I smoked outside, then no- body had to know about it. I shouldn't smoke inside with Brynne here anyway.I crossed my feet up on the ottoman and leaned back into the lounger. I let my mind wander into thoughts of today and all that had happened. I thought about Brynne's tragic story and just how things had altered now. For both of us. Yeah.