48- "Silhouette."

"Noah… Trey… Noah!" Here I was again, gushing in sweat and waking up in the middle of the night with dreams that, until now, I couldn't still seem to get or understand.

I decided to get up, not minding how my eyes still felt tired and super sleepy, wanting my whole body to be glued lying on my bed.

I went to the kitchen to get a glass of water and sat on one of the chairs in front of the dining table.

It was dark because all the lights in this house were turned off before I went to sleep, and I didn't want to turn it on again.

I sighed after I drank the water from the glass and put it on the table. I admit that for the past years, I have always been thinking about my ex-boyfriend Trey Gregori. Always. It was him I was thinking most of the time, and while I made myself believe I have fully moved on from my late fiancé Noah after I met and fell in love with Trey.

Living away and surviving all by myself in another country, there had been so many concurring times that I would have dream