"I never meant to..." "It doesn't matter! Your intention doesn't change the outcome. Apparently, you didn't anticipate that I'm not the kind of woman who stays quiet when she sees you screwing whoever your damn and freaking penis wants. I'm tired. I'm standing here now, telling you how I feel about how you humiliate and make fun of me. So, please, enough." "Things aren't as you imagine," he covers his mouth with a hand, lowering it forcefully and letting out a loud sigh. "I was being polite. A greeting isn't a sin for which I should be judged. Your intentions will shine through and get what they want. Since you got mad for nothing, because I have nothing with her, I assure you and confirm it!" Wow, he really looks puzzled. No... I shouldn't fall for it. It could all be a coincidence, but I won't allow him to speak to me. To hell with manners! "I want you to understand that I'm not your toy, and I won't play that game." "Gisela..." "What?" I roll my eyes, trying to stop staring
Those words are completely sincere, I don't want to let the lady down, despite the disaster I've caused. "Not feeding her" is my first mistake as a caregiver. The employees are the ones who help me take care of her, even though it's not their job, and for that, I will always be grateful to them for their help. Could it be that they realized I can't take care of a small animal? "Sir, you can sit down, we can all sit down," ending the topic of the little dog, Lucero comes up with a great idea for us to sit down. "No, Gisela and I wanted to tell you to come with us, and if you accept, you can live with us. It's clear that we will have separate rooms. You can come now or whenever you want." Like the owl itself, I turn to look at Adal, approach him, and ask him when he asked me. "My intention is for Gisela to spend more time with me. She's having a hard time adapting to the house and the apartment." Damn liar! Awwww... He has a good heart, he wants to invite her to the house because he
လ It's been a nice week in the company of Lucero, even though it will end soon because she has asked Adal to give her job back since there's no marriage holding her back. Just when things were going well, she decides to go back to work. For once, I'm being selfish, but unfortunately, there's nothing I can do to stop her. Things are what they are, and to keep myself from getting bored, I should start doing what I enjoy: watching movies, series, or even writing. Writing? I can't be serious, that's complete madness. I can't write, that's insane. Besides, what would I even write about? My life? No, this may all be crazy, but I have no right to reveal something that shouldn't be revealed. A few days ago, I called my mother, and thanks to Adal's money and my contract, I was able to send her money each month. And... I want to take the liberty of asking Adal to let me go to my parents' house, but I can't seem to find the right moment to do it. It's better if I wait. Oh, I just remembered, I
"Can I know what's causing you so much laughter?" I hear a familiar voice and turn around, my mood skyrocketing. "I got distracted, I was coming for you and if you'll excuse me, I can leave fifi to her bed and take a shower now." ++Adal++ လ Accepting the truth is complicated, I don't feel ready to admit what I feel and what I want. Lucero and my friend Alfonso are telling me that I can end the marriage, that it's no longer necessary for us to pretend, given that the money and power of the inheritance have been handed over to me and I can end the contract without any problem. That hit me like a bucket of cold water, I wasn't ready, and I don't feel prepared to let her go. Why now? Hmm? I don't understand why both of them insist that I end my marriage with Gisela, why can't I wait for the year I had stipulated? I don't see it as necessary, not when we're more united than ever. I'm trying to understand this damn sign. A moment ago, I had come from work, I was in the room with Gisel
These two believe I am capable of such a thing, I don't want to admit it, but I'm also afraid of the separation that we might have. Darkness deep within me tells me that separation is better at this moment before it's too late, however, there's another side that tells me to live day by day, not to dwell on fears and insecurities. "I don't even consider it. I'm sure things will end badly, and not for you." Am I really that bad? Well, that's their thinking, and I can't do anything about it. I'll try to be a good person to her, and I believe I have been, but now that Lucero and my friend have been insisting on how bad I am and the suffering I can cause Gisela's heart. I'm going to talk to Gisela, I want her to tell me herself that she's afraid I'll hurt her, that I'll be a fucking bastard. "I'm leaving, don't worry, and don't forget to pack your bags," I say with a playful tone, heading towards the exit. "Don't forget the suitcases, don't forget them." "No, I don't want her to die,
+GISELA+ My heart squeezed with worry over fifi's health, I'm still not convinced she's okay. Why haven't they given her to me? To hell with everything, "she'll be fine with me, she'll recover soon." No, I'm sure he's lying to me. Lucero and Adal have asked me to calm down and trust the vet's words. It's been a full day now, and I regret not being able to visit the puppy. I lay down and hugged my face to the pillow, analyzing how the puppy could have gotten sick, how I could have been so careless, or the cooks. No, the cooks have nothing to do with it. A few minutes later, the bathroom door opened, and he stood there, half-naked with water dripping from him. He lay down without being bothered, as if giving me time to enjoy his face, and lay down beside me. Ah, he'll get bored soon, I haven't stopped talking about the puppy and how bad she's doing. He hasn't said a word since we entered the room, we were having dinner in complete silence. I admit it's my fault, then he locked hims
+ I let Adal have a few minutes to himself, to brush his teeth without feeling like I'm breathing down his neck. I don't want him to get bored or feel like I'm suffocating him. While I wait my turn, I take the opportunity to change into my SpongeBob pajamas. When I come out of the closet with my clothes, I'm surprised to see him leaning against the wall outside the bathroom door. "Is everything okay?" I ask, but he just tilts his head with a mischievous smile that interrupts what I was about to say. I admit, it makes me nervous. I try to act normal, to get used to his words and his gaze. "Um, sorry to be bold, but I can't keep quiet. I have to tell you that you look really cute," he confesses, making my skin tingle and my cheeks flush. I feel embarrassed, I didn't expect him to say those words. Why does he do this? I would expect him to make fun of my favorite pajamas. "Um, I'm going to the bathroom, you can change into your pajamas while I'm gone," I point to the bathroom. I
By Lucero's request, I had to quickly leave the house, and to my dismay, Rolo had to accompany me. It's obvious that he is my personal driver, and I shouldn't protest because it would be like going against Adal. The first thing I did when I left the house was go to the beauty salon. I asked like a lady, or rather like a gallant wife, that they give my feet some love, that they give my nails color and life, because what I'll wear tonight has to be impactful for that man's eyes. The last thing I told the stylist was to give my hair a radical change, to make it shinier, and if possible, to cut it, as I was tired of having long hair. "I have changes in my life, I want changes in my body." After asking for what I want and need, she tells me that I've earned a massage and that there's no need to touch me to know that I'm stressed. "The girl was a witch, how could she tell that I was stressed? The call I have to make to my parents is driving me crazy, I want to bite my nails, but I can't be