My virginity

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Entering the room, I start pacing back and forth, feeling flushed and overwhelmed. That kiss has affected me so much. Oh my goodness! I thought I could control myself, but now that I'm in the room, I feel lost.

I must be completely insane! If it weren't for his grandmother, I'm sure I would have given in. I can't control what my body feels. Noooo... I promised myself I wouldn't be with any man, wouldn't mix work with sex, and definitely wouldn't indulge in so many kisses.

What am I doing? Lucero was right. She warned me that my blessed and desperate body could take over at any moment.

"Is everything okay?" he asks seconds after I entered, "my grandmother is worried."

Is he following me? No, I requested to come alone, not for him to accompany me.

"Umm, no, not at all."

"My grandmother advised me to accompany you and not to leave you for anything in the world," he says after closing the door, "you should have waited for me."

"No, it was better that I left, but now that you're h