Though it's a usual thing for my Dad and Brothers to be in the living room early in the morning my mom isn't always with them but today she is which means that we are going to be discussing a serious issue.
I noticed that my little sister isn't in the room, perhaps she's still asleep, I can't blame her though as it's still very early in the morning for a Five years old girl like her to be awake.
As usual, my Dad was Drinking Palm wine I wonder why he often drinks it in the morning before dinner, won't it upset his stomach? , I often wondered but I never got the courage to ask him.
My two brothers, Cyril and James were playing the card game as they always do. All they do all day is play but that's probably going to End soon as my Dad had already planned that he'll give them a plot of land each once they turn fifteen So they can start cultivating on it.He wanted them to become Independent early in life as he always claims that a man shouldn't be lazy and must be hard working as he's going to be the head of his family.Well, I agree with him on this though.Am not being partial as even the Bible says that the man is the head of the household.
As soon as I walked in all eyes fell on me and I felt very uncomfortable, though we are family and have been living together for years I can't help but still feel uncomfortable with their gazes.I immediately went on my Knees When I noticed that they were already aware of my presence.
" Good morning, Dad. Good morning, Mom. " I greeted while on my knees.Well, it's part of our tradition and culture that when greeting, the female child must be on her two knees as a sign of respect to her elders. " Can't you greet your siblings too or do you want to pretend to not notice them in the room? How disrespectful! " My dad Scolded, He was displeased by my behavior.I sighed deeply hearing this, I should know better, I was about to speak up but was interrupted by my younger brother, Cyril.
" We can't blame her Dad, Her upcoming marriage is what's boosting her ego, she believes that she's getting married soon so she doesn't need to respect us. " He said.
" Really? " " Yes, Dad. "" Oh, do you think your husband will be happy with this disrespectful Character of yours? , I guess you don't know him too well because if you do then you won't be like this. " ' He's not my husband! We aren't even married yet! So don't call him my husband! Husband? As if I am even going to get married to him. ' I ranted inwardly, I didn't dare refute my Dad's words when it's not like I am seeking for Beating, though I don't think he'll lay a finger on me as I am of much use to him now.It hurts me to realize that my parents only see me as a tool for money-making but what can I do apart from being hurt? , Nothing I guess, I just have to bear with it, for now.
" I pity her, Dad. " James sullen voice Interrupted my thoughts.
' Pity? , Do I need that? , Of course not. ' " Am very Sorry, Dad, I was wrong, Please please me, Dad. " I said and Earning no reply, I turned to face my two siblings who sat down on the Sofa like Two Royal Highness.Even the king of our village isn't as arrogant as them, it's not like they have money or anything but just because they look Very Handsome, they got their genes from Mom who could be tagged as a Disney Princess.Too bad she didn't get to marry her Prince Charming.Though not all Disney Princess got married to their Prince Charming as Ariel the mermaid died for her prince instead.Well, I am not bad either but I won't rate myself, I don't want to be tagged as being proud so I'll leave that for my Prince Charming to say.
That's If I'll ever get a Prince charming, I hope my life doesn't become like Mom's, that would be brutal." Good morning, Bro Cyril, Good Morning Bro James. " I greeted them still on my knees though they weren't my elder, they are my younger Brothers for pits same but yet I have to greet them like my elder! and I could see the Smirk on My brother Cyril's face, James on the other wore a blank Expression, They both didn't nod in acknowledgment but that's not any of my business, the fact that I have greeted them remains the same.
" I guess you aren't that dumb after all, well I can't blame you, I'll only blame your mother who didn't train you well, I just hope that you don't bring shame and disgrace to our family. " My Dad replied" I hope so too Dad, I don't know how I'll be able to show my face to my friends if she does. " Cyril said.
" Same here's "I just Kneeled silently listening to them, I badly wanted to refute but I don't dare to, I don't have a voice, I am nothing but a female child with no voice.
I looked towards my Mom's direction and then I realized that she was also listening Attentively to them though she had a bored expression on her face, she wasn't looking in my direction but my Dad's.
She didn't look displeased at all it felt like she was Enjoying it.' Is this Woman my Mother? ' I asked myself for the umpteenth time that day.Chapter Five." You can have your seat on the sofa over there. " My Dad's voice Interrupted my thoughts.I quickly stood up but because I have been kneeling for about Twenty minutes or so my Knees felt numb so I ended up stumbling a little but I was quick to regain my balance. " Lazy girl. " I heard Cyril say.I just ignored him, he doesn't deserve my time.
After Settling down on the Couch, I looked in my Dad's direction and saw that he had dropped the glass of Palm wine on the small glass table in front of him.
' Time to talk business. ' I thought." The reason why I summoned you here today is to inform you all that Malisa's Marriage has been brought forward, she's now going to get married in seven days." What? " I squealed.
I felt my heart sink hearing my Dad's word, I felt my whole world Crashing down at that moment.' 7 days? What will I do in seven days that I couldn't do in 17 years? , What will happen to me? My dreams? My aspirations in life? , Is this my fate? ' I sobbed inwardly but didn't dare to show it, I just putted up a blank Expression on the outside, the only thing I did was clench my fists tightly in anger, it was so tight that I felt my Fingernails piercing through my palm.Though the pain came I didn't have time to think of that, pain is nothing compared to my shattered dreams." Why what? Why are you so Suprised? You are going to get married anyway so what's the need for Prolonging the day or don't tell me you are planning to escape? , Am sure that you wouldn't dare to as you know the consequences, am sure you remember Gloria? "
Of course, I remember Gloria, she ran away a day to her marriage but what happened? She ended up being brutally raped to death by Some drunken men and that was her end, no one even bothered to bury her dead body not even her family, her Corpse was just carelessly thrown into the Bush for wild animals to feed on." She wouldn't dare to run away Dad, she's not as Brave as that. " James Said as if he knew me that well." Good, anyways you need to start preparing for it as you'll be married off Two days after your circumcision so you gotta be ready, go it? " " Yes, Dad. " " Better... And you " he said referring to my Mom." Make Sure you get her A set of beautiful clothing for her marriage ceremony, make sure that they are top class, I don't want her Tarnishing my name because of her poor dressing. "" Yes, Sir. " My mom replied bowing a little.
She's always a scary Cat when it comes to my Dad." Good, so you guys can leave now, go and start preparing for the big day, and Malisa, Your Husband is coming over to see you tomorrow evening, he claims that you guys should get to know each other better before marriage. "
' He's not my Husband! He's nothing but a Shameless old man who wants to marry a girl younger than his daughter! ' I thought inwardly." Alright, Dad, I'll be prepared, thanks for telling me this. " I replied as respectfully as I can." Good, I know that you'll always listen to me, go to your room now and take a bath, Breakfast will be ready by the time you are done with freshening up. " He said." Okay, Dad. " I nodded as I then walked away.Anyone who heard my Dad last statement would think he cares a lot about me but he doesn't, the truth is that he wants me to be well-fed and healthy so he'll be able to demand more money as a diary from the groom's. Family.He's treating me just like a woman Rearing a chicken, she buys the chicken and feeds it regularly not because she loves it but because she is aware that she'll earn a lot from it in the future.
I went back to my room and took a bath and changed my clothes as instructed.
I then went to the Dinning room to have my breakfast.The meal was Jollof Rice and Fried Fish, it was tasty as always.Though my mom can't be termed as the perfect mother one thing I love about her is the fact that she knows how to cook delicious food, of course, she'll know how to since she had been practicing how to since she turned ten years old.After Breakfast, I was about to go back to my room when I heard my ' Friends ' voice.
' what are they doing here now? ' I thought.Since they are three to four months younger than me, they still have more time before they get married off so they still have the privilege to move about as they like unlike me who has to remain locked up in my Home every day.
" Hello, Malisa. " One greeted Smiling brightly at me, she was wearing a wine-colored Long Dress.Women and young girls putting on Trousers are completely forbidden in my village as they believe that it should be only Worn by Whores.But I am sure that that's not the only reason why it's forbidden because well, Married women are not Permitted to wear panties indoors as it's believed that it's a kind of obstruction for men when they want to have sex with their woman.It's believed that as long as a married woman is indoors she should be ready and prepared to have sex with her husband at any time and anywhere in the house including the kitchen and Dining room as long, the kids are not present there.Back to the present." Hi, what brings you here? " I asked straightforwardly, I don't need to pretend since I am very well aware of the fact that the Trio don't like me." Don't be such a bore, Malisa, we heard about your marriage ceremony Being brought up so as your friends, we must get you ready and prepared for it, right? "
" Really? " " Yes, that's what best friends are for, right? " ' Best friend my foot. ' I thought." Okay, if you say so, you can head in. " I said as I ushered them in after which I offered them water and they drank it quickly in a haste, it's very obvious that they raced here, the three of them are always competing with one another, they'll never change.We then went into my Room and expected they started gossiping.
I don't know how I got myself this kind of friend who only Knows how to gossip about other people all day like they have nothing important to do with their time." Aren't you listening, Malisa? " One asked when she realized that I wasn't." I am not. " I replied truthfully." Anyways, Have your mom bought the pain Reliever Medicine for you? " Kate inquired." Pain Reliever Medicine? Why would I need that? What will I use that for? " I asked Confused." Don't act dumb Malisa, I know you know what I mean. " " But I honestly don't know. " " Whatever, as you are aware, after your marriage ceremony is over you are going to be having your wedding night when you and your husband will consummate your marriage. " " Oh, but what does that have to do with the Pain Reliever Medicine? " I asked." Well, since you are still a virgin, the first time a man penetrates you will be very painful so you have to use the medicine to ease the pain. " " Oh." " And yes it'll be better if you learn how to massage your body yourself before your marriage. "." Why? "
" Well, Your Husband wouldn't just go one round on your wedding night nor will he go one round each throughout the first week of your marriage so you have to be well prepared. " " Okay. " " Btw, I have a question to ask you. " " Ask away. " Kate replied quickly." What do you think about getting circumcised? , Do you think it's a good idea? " " Of course it's a good idea, you know when you are already circumcised you wouldn't have the urge to have sex so you'll be able to control yourself and not be at the risk of ' Turning on ' When you aren't supposed to. "" Also, it prepares you for your marriage, it makes you feel like a grown-up, you feel like a woman who is ready for marriage. "
" But there are effects of this act on women, isn't it? " " Of course, have you forgotten about the fact that everything that has an advantage also has a disadvantage but the effects of circumcision are not that difficult to bear, that's part of being a woman, we have to bear the pain of it all. "" Hm, thanks for telling me all this, thanks for the enlightenment. "
" You are welcome. " Though my ' Friends ' can be selfish and bad at times they are not that bad, I just have to be very careful with them as they are the type of people that won't think twice before selling me off for money and jealousy.Having them as friends is better than not having any friends at all in this village.Wedding bells are ringing, would I get circumcised and get married to an old man?
Continue reading the next chapters to find out.
The next day.I woke up very early in the morning as soon as the cock crowed, I checked the old wall clock and saw that it's just 4:00 am. ' 6 days more to go. ' I thought sadly.The morning was a little colder than usual just like my mood, who would be happy to know that they'll get married off soon to an old geezer. ' What a life! ' I mumbled.I then decided to do some meditation before going back to bed as it's too early to be awake.I stood up from my bed and walked towards my cupboard and after searching briskly for minutes I finally found what I was looking for.It was a book with a black hardcover. It's The Bible.I kept it in a secluded place because I knew that I'll be dead meat if my mom or dad should find it there. My village
Chapter Seven: Circumcision.* Happy new month, readers! I hope and pray that this new month brings you lots of joy and happiness! , Happy new month my Dearests! *Days went by and now it was the day for my circumcision.I was very nervous and sad.I don't want to be circumcised, I don't want to be violated.I don't want to alter God's creation.He created me perfectly so why should people go to lengths just to alter his creation? Why? He created the Clitoris in women because he knew that it was needed and necessary so why should I be removed? It wasn't stated in the Holy Bible that women should be circumcised so why?Why should we have to go through pain and torture just because of some useless culture and tradition? Why? Women are humans too? ,
MeanwhileLittle Mary walked towards a large mango tree nearby in a secluded area, she sat on a small bench beside it and after relaxing for a minute, she spoke." I have done as you instructed, brother. " She said and almost immediately a Young Man with a Rasputin -blue eyes which were as clear as a calm lake, he had a Wavy black hair, bristly eyebrows, he was very light-skinned and tall about 200cm. he also had a hawkish nose, he looked quite handsome and dashing in a casual White top and Sweatpants." Alright, I hope you are finally happy and satisfied now? " He asked in a deep but soft voice." Not yet, brother, I can't be happy yet as Sis is still going to be forced to get married to an old man in two days. " " I know, Mary but what can you do? This is not our territory remember? We are just Strangers here so you can't
In case I didn't mention it readers then note, Malisa Bree is a Black girl, an African actually, I'll post the picture I imagined her to be on my Instagram account.Follow me on Instagram @qebunoluwa to see it.So see you there.******It's been two days, two whole days and I had been thinking of my life, my situation.I was still left wondering how someone took my place and was circumcised instead of me as I was told by little Mary and what was most amusing about this whole scenario is that I realized that little Mary always arrive just in time to save me though it was only being twice.Lest I forget, though there's no way in hell I was going to forget the fact that today is my wedding day.I was to be married to Mr. Aldron Jones though I don't want to.I have no other choice.
---- Malisa -----I had been debating on the pros and cons of running away and after hours of thinking, I realized that running away is indeed the best solution for me at this moment.I decided to escape after breakfast as it would be a very stupid move for me to escape before then.As I didn't even know where I was going to escape to or whether I'll be able to eat while I am at it.'' Lord, please show me away. '' I muttered.Perhaps it's because I have been crying all night as I just couldn't hold back my tears.I found out that crying makes me light-hearted and better.So well.My voice feels very hoarse now from all the crying.I badly needed a cup of brewed tea.As if my Wish was granted the next moment.
Chapter 8.The next time I awoke, I found myself back in my room.I was tied to my bed from all sides like a mentally ill patient.I tried to recollect what happened earlier but failed.' How did I get back here? ' I thought.Then I heard the door opening and my mom's displeased face came into view.' Did they know about my escaping? ' I thought." I never knew that you will still attempt to escape despite knowing the consequences of your actions, I am very disappointed in you, how could you do this? Don't you care about the reputation of our family? , How dare you to try to drag us down with you! " As she said this, her eyes were blazing red with anger." If not for the fact that you are getting married today, I would have given you a tight slap. " She added.As expected.She then moved closer to me on the bed and carefully untied
Chapter 9The men came into view.They were just five in number.One teenage boy of about my age or older probably.While the rest were old men." Stop this Wedding, now! " They Announced." Why should we do as you say? , How dare you to barge into this temple during this auspicious ceremony and order us to stop the wedding? " The groom said harshly." Well, well well, it's for your good, Mr. Arnold. "" Meaning? "" You wouldn't want to be shamed on the Red Ritual right? "" Stop speaking in parables! Go Straight to the point! "" Hm, we have a case here, this young guy here claimed that both he and Your so-called pure and the innocent bride had been in a sexual relationship for about a year now. "" What! " Almost everyone echoed.' What's going on here? '
Chapter 10At the village square.It was just a large area of land surrounded by Young Trees and shrubs.From afar, it looked like a forbidden Forest but when you get closer then you'll realize that it isn't a forest.I was tied to one of the trees in the middle of the forest.The place was now crowded with our village people.Some were Sympathizing with me while some were mocking me.The men there were cheering as they were very excited to see me get publicly disgraced.Others were judging me with their eyes.I felt so ashamed of myself though I was Innocent.I wished that the ground should just open up and swallow me up but oh, well is that even possible?Or is it just a figment of my imagination?I wept but no one paid attention to me, they all looked at me with disgust.Even my mom, who gave birth