Natasha
We are swimming at a slow pace. Half of Hayden's face is above the water's surface, and I'm dangling my feet down into his forehead. Blonde, thick strands act like safety ropes in my palms, a precaution so that I won't tumble down into his focused face.
"Do you want to see the harm done to New Tortuga before we find someplace to steal a ship from?"
Hayden doesn't reply. If he would, his face would no longer be half-submerged in the water, and I would probably fall from the throne I've made on his head.
Zafira is exploring underwater, and I'm alone with Hayden.
I silently peer down at his face, stop on his lips, and hot heat circles around my senses like a snake.
Stop, I try telling myself. Hayden is a beast, and I shouldn't think back on our nefarious activity—but I can't deny how insanely good it felt!
I lose track of time as I think about a million reasons I shouldn't be in a relationship with a merman and shriek when
Natasha We make it to an island by nightfall. The dark sky is filled with twinkling stars, and I climb out of the boat. It feels great having sand between my toes again, and I stretch my legs. "We are finally here!" I smile with my eyes closed. "I can't wait to grab a proper meal!" While still smiling like a fool, I scan the area. It seems we have found a lovely little pirate town. Lanterns are swaying in the calm winds, lighting up something resembling New Tortuga, and parrots are croaking out into the night. Palm trees are dancing, and the houses are tiny—some have roofs made of leaves, meaning the islanders are practical. I wonder if their food is good? I inhale deeply, smiling when I can smell the ale. It's a pirate town, alright—I can already imagine the burly men partying and celebrating on the street, talking about how they survived their latest raid. My mouth waters, and I'm forced to lick my lips repeatedly as
Natasha I chug down an entire beer and brush my mouth with the backside of my hand. The man who thought I couldn't get it down like a man is clapping his hands. His smile is growing, and he places a coin on the bar desk in front of me. "Nice job, lass," the bearded man says. He must be in his fifties, way too old for me, yet it doesn't stop him from flirting. He winks at me. "Tell me, where are you sleeping tonight?" I resist the urge to punch him. "Not with you." The bartender stifles a laugh, and I pick up the coin, ordering another beer while the bearded man gapes at me. He appears offended by me turning him down, but he backs off when I lift a questioning eyebrow. "I wouldn't dare fight with captain Roger's daughter," the bearded man mutters, glaring down at me. "Your step-father is the most bloodthirsty pirate that I've ever met. He would kill me if I attempted anything." I meet his eyes. "Have you seen captain Roger around this i
Natasha My heart wants to spend the night with Hayden. I like him, and my gaze swirls into his green eyes as if it's their home. We stand facing each other in silence, staring as if it would magically give us all the answers needed to solve our problems. Realizing I'm being weird, I straighten my shoulders and force my heart back into rhythm. Only I can't make the pounding stop. Every nerve, every goddamn brain cell yells at me to throw caution to the wind and sleep with Hayden, but I can't. My eyes find him again. Mistake. I think my knees buckle. I'm not sure because my brain has screeched to a halt and died. Holy hell, Hayden is beautiful. Heat and stamina swirl around him in waves, and his intense stare makes me sway a bit. There is no oxygen left in my lungs, and a smile spill out over my lips. "She is super drunk," Hayden walks forward, and with gentle movements, he picks me up into his arms. He smells fantastic—l
Natasha I have this jarring feeling in my gut that something terrible is about to happen when I walk down to get breakfast. But I probably imagine things since I'm safe with Hayden and Aiden around. Scylla will have to beat two sea monsters to get to me. While wearing a smile, I grab some juice and bread. The hotel is empty, and I don't see any other guests, but I'm not worried. I prefer the peaceful silence in the morning. I only wish Hayden was here. He is still sleeping in the hotel room, and I swear the view of him sprawled out over his pillow will stick with me to the grave. He had this smile on his lips while his blonde fell into his face, and I didn't have the heart to wake him. I'm also conflicted and still turned on from seeing the massive bulge in his boxers as he lightly snored. Hayden was rock hard this morning, and I had to fight like hell not to jump over him like a wolf over a sheep. Sexy merman. A smile graces m
Hayden I wake up confused and alone in bed. Light seeps in through a crack in the curtain, and although there is the sound of birdsong, something feels wrong. The place where Natasha slept is empty, and my heart goes cold. Why didn't she wake me up? I pout while putting on clothes. "Didn't Natasha want to eat breakfast with me?" My heart squeezes. I thought we were making progress yesterday. We joked and laughed, and Natasha accidentally called me her boyfriend. I was in such a state of shock I stopped breathing. Her words warmed my heart, and the blush that spread over her skin like a rapid forest fire was endearing. But now I don't know what to believe. I'm disappointed Natasha she didn't push me awake. I would have grabbed her and forced her to cuddle with me. I'm soft in the morning and would have loved to inhale the scent of her hair. But perhaps Natasha would have hated that? Where is she, anyway? With Aid
Natasha I’m exhausted, and my lungs are burning from all the crying, screaming, all the sounds I’ve made during the journey here. “Some woman you are!” Aiden pulls us up on some golden beach, and I’m already halfway into the grave when he throws me on top of the sand. I’ve fought him during the entire way here, and the siren is furious with me. “I can’t believe you fucking bit me! And that was after you punched me in the eye—in the eye! I’m probably already blind! Is that what you want? A blind mate? Because I can’t hunt anything if I’m blind, Natasha! And who will feed you then? Huh?” Aiden keeps yelling at me, but I tune him out and focus on the birds circling in the cloudless sky. I can barely see them. My eyelids are swollen and bruised and battered. It’s a miracle that I’m still breathing. I’m not sure what came over Aiden, but he acts like a psychopath. After I tried to escape from his stupid neck where he had placed me, he grabb
NatashaI passed out after Aiden beat me, and now I steer my tired eyes toward the fire he has breathed to life. Night has fallen, and we are still on the beach. It's freezing."You're such a hard woman to deal with..." Aiden mutters into the flames, probably not even aware that I'm awake. "But I will shape you..."I close my eyes because fear is rattling my bones.Aiden is the sickest person I've ever met. He took me from behind earlier, and the pain made me blackout. I'm still sore from it, and my eyes are swollen from the tears I shed. Anal sex isn't for me.I hate Aiden.If I possessed enough strength, I would flee from him.But my only weapon, the necklace, is gone from around my neck. I tried to reach for it in our fight, but oddly enough, the pearls wouldn't respond to me. No matter how I cried or wrapped my fingers around them, nothing happened—I don't understand what I did wrong!A thousand thoughts race through
Natasha I squint my eyes, barely able to see. The pain in my limbs is excruciating, and I think death would be a kinder fate than to keep breathing through heaving lungs. My skin is on fire, and the two glowing orbs belonging to Hayden study my physical state. "I know you're afraid of me, but if you meet my eyes, I could remove that ugly fear from your heart." "No, don't take my fear," I say, despite being afraid. My voice is weak and exhausted, but it's honest and filled with emotion. "I'm tired of running. It's everything I do. When things get hard, I find a way out..." Hayden is silent for a while, then he inhales. "You don't want that anymore?" "No," a giggle slips out through my lips, and I meet his eyes, smiling with genuine feelings not caused by hypnosis. "You frighten me, but maybe that's because I like you. I've feared what other people will think, terrified of—" I hesitate. My head is spinning. I know what I want to say, but