Katja
A week later, I have embraced my human life. Natasha still hates me, and we are sailing the ocean, heading for Scarlett's domain with the mission to kill her.
I'm afraid of meeting Scarlett again. In truth, Natasha is right. Scarlett is dangerous, and I'm not the only monster she is in control of—she has plenty of kaiju pets.
And although I've said it's a bad idea to face Scarlett, both Natasha and Hayden are convinced the crew can challenge her.
"Kat, you're slacking," John is peeling potatoes in the scrub, observing me with a tiny smile over his lips. "Those potatoes will not strip themselves of their skin."
I sit down in my chair, sighing. "If you hadn't followed the others to that bar yesterday when we visited that island, the potatoes would be done. I worked the entire night alone while you were busy screwing some woman. You still smell like her perfume."
John lifts his attention to me. His arms are bent and resting over his
Katja"I will get some fresh air..." I say and turn around on heels so quick it's as if someone has set them aflame.John's words are circling inside my mind. He doesn't care about me. I'm nothing to him, and those eyes, searing, dislike me with a passion while I'm falling in love with him.I grab the railing, pulling myself up toward the shining sun. I must be out of my mind because nobody on this boat would love a monster! What was I expecting to happen, allowing my heart to pump for John?I hurry the last steps and run past a few crew members. The wind is in my hair, and I step to the side of the boat, royally puking from the anxiety and stress wrecking my body.John doesn't like me.It was all an act.He has been nice to me for the hell of it, pretending to be my friend, and although I deserve it, I'm sad. At some point, I stopped getting irritated seeing his grin early in the morning, and now, I love his face.John is gorg
NatashaWe are sailing the ocean to find Scarlett. I'm trying to get pregnant, and things with Hayden are lovely. Everything in my life is going great, except for a tiny detail that irks me."Throw me more of your money! Don't be shy! If you want to see more of my body, then give me a fifty!"Humiliation burns my cheeks. My sister, who likes to be called Kat, is dancing on top of a table. She is wearing a bra and a pair of black low waist shorts—stolen from me.Hayden raises his glass. "You go, Kat!"I glare at him. "Are you serious?"Hayden flashes me a sheepish grin. We are inside the local bar on Playa island, and the men are crazy, throwing her money as if their lives depended on it."Dance for us, Katja!" A man shouts. "You're beautiful—don't be shy to flaunt it, darling!"Katja spins around the pole and the men whistles in excitement. She might not have any curves, but her moves are great."That's it, b
KatjaI enjoy the breeze outside while Fred, the guy who approached me inside the bar, watches me in silence. He is handsome, all muscular and tall, with a bald head, but I realized he was different from the start.His eyes glow in the dark, and he smells weird.Fred is probably a monster, and the only reason I led him into the forest is so that I could waste his time until Hayden figures out these villagers aren't normal humans but vile creatures themselves."So..." I smile at Fred, showing a glimpse of my teeth. "You got me outside—now what?"Fred freezes and sizes me up with suspicion. "What do you mean?"I roll my eyes. "Don't play dumb with me, Fred. You're not a human, are you? You were watching me too intently inside the bar with eyes said, 'I wish to eat you,' and you were even licking your lips."At first, Fred only stares at me while processing my words. But eventually, his lips turn in a vicious smile, and I'm not an
KatjaThe only person who has ever been a loyal friend to me is dying, and I don't know how to save them!Fuck this shit!I want to help John. I'm ready to battle the stupid, gigantic bird to death. Tears are falling down my face, and I'm in chaos. Every part of my soul wants to fight for the man I love.But someone grabs my arm and pulls me deeper into the forest. I shriek and try to fight the person, but I'm hushed."Shh! It's me!""Natasha? W-We have to save John!" I turn around, crying. "Please."Her eyes travel to the harpy digging its beak into John's back, and her expression turns dark. A hundred thoughts seem to flash in her eyes before sadness washes up to the surface."No, there is nothing we can do to save him..."My lips quiver. "B-But—"The bird screeches, and Natasha tugs on me again. John isn't moving, and the harpy focuses its intelligent eyes on us."SKRIIII!!""We have to go!
KatjaAlmost two months later and we are still sailing the ocean. Scarlett has changed her hiding place and wasn't in her cave. Kaiju has risen from the sea, and Hayden has killed about two of them.I'm closer to Natasha now, although she still hasn't forgiven me for what I've done in the past. But she trusts me enough to know I spoke the truth when I said Scarlett must be the one commanding the kaiju to attack islands and villages.We no longer hunt for Scarlett's blood and have traveled so far she can't find us. Natasha is finally pregnant and beyond the moon. She is excited; we all are, especially merman-dad-to-be Hayden.I constantly watch them kiss and hug each other around me, and my heart squeezes every time. The sweet couple's affection held for one another makes me miss John even more.John.I wipe away a tear and keep peeling my potatoes, pretending that I'm okay even though I'm a mess.I wear John's t-shirts every day, and
Katja The next day, I'm filling five different buckets with leftovers. The entire kitchen smells like potatoes, chicken, and gravy, but I don't care. Only the best is good enough since I want to make friends with whoever saved me yesterday. I'm on the top of the world, one hundred percent determined to get personal with my savior. Not even Natasha can bring me back down to earth again. There is a heavy sigh from Natasha. "Are you sure you didn't imagine that hand swooping down from nowhere yesterday? You've been acting weird since John died, and I'm worried about you. Kat, you barely talk to anyone and—" I turn around to face her, unwilling to make the concern on her face kick me down from my height. "You don't have to believe me." She sighs at me, rubbing her eyelids with her digits. "Hayden left this morning to find new hunting grounds, and he won't return for a while. But even he came up to the surface and said he saw nothing in the ocean.
John I'm not feeling too well after meeting the love of my freaking life. Kitty Kat. Blue eyes, perfect smile, and that laugh, that damn laugh—my heart is in shambles. I can barely breathe. When I enter Scarlett's cave, I'm seriously torn. I remember little from the day I almost died, but Scarlett, the one who turned me into a monster, told me Kitty Kat abandoned me. I now realize Scarlett must have lied. She said a life-threatening event would turn Kitty Kat back into a mermaid, but maybe Scarlett made that up? I'm unsure. Kat sounded sincere when she was on that boat. She cried and told me these beautiful things while I stayed hidden. And when I finally appeared, despite me looking hideous, she touched me and gave me this beaming smile. Kat, the most extraordinary woman I've ever met, said. "I never told you before because it would have gone straight to your head, but you're the sexiest man I've ever seen—you still ar
Katja The ship is swaying back and forth. Natasha is sleeping in her bed, snoring with her hand on her belly. She doesn't have that big pregnant body yet, although the fortuneteller on the ship said she is having twins. I glance at my sister while wrapping my hand around the door handle. The light is dim inside the room, and the darkness has fallen outside, but the storm is calming down. "I will be back in the morning... Sleep tight, sis..." My eyes land on the corridor after I've closed the door behind me. I know it's safer to stay inside, but my heart wants to head outside and see my dolphin friends. The lifeboat has become my hideout, and I feel more at home where I can smell the saltwater. Sometimes I miss being a mermaid. I think about it often, how great it was to jump through the waves and feel total freedom. Nothing could stop me as I swam through the currents. Adrenaline pumped through my veins, the fish surrounded me, and I loved tha