KATE ROSEDark Louiz wanted to drive me home, but I refused to him. It was late when we left the hospital to go back home. Auntie Rosa and I were both quiet inside her car until we got home. She didn't ask any questions at me. I went straight to my room and rest. When I was already in my bed, I remember what happened earlier. I didn't expect that I would kiss him on his lips. I'm so embarrassed for myself because I didn't expect I would do it to him. Until now, I still don't know why I did it to him. I don't like him, but I kissed him. Aren't doing it when you want someone? Is it right? Yes, I kissed him and he kissed me too. Why did he do that to me? Is it because I'm his girlfriend and he's my boyfriend? And we can do it anytime or anywhere? If it's always like that, I don't know what I should do next. I don't know if I could endure it.I tried to close my eyes, but I can still remember what really happened to us. It's hard to forget it, especially it's unexpected for me to kiss him
KATE ROSEDark Louiz accompanied me to the church. It's very quiet in the church because there were no other people inside. I knelt down and prayed while he sat down and I don't know if he is praying like me. I have a lot of prayers. I prayed for His forgiveness for what we did, especially lying to those people around us. We made them believe our lies. I hope He forgives us our sins.After I prayed, I sat beside him. He looks at me. I stared at his eyes, and a few minutes later I speak to him."Did you pray? I think you didn't pray. Don't tell me you don't believe in God, do you?" I asked him and he gave me a frown. He gasped loudly."Do I still need to do that, huh? You prayed already," he said sarcastically. I looked at him irritably."Yeah. I prayed already, but I want you to pray by yourself. My prayer is different from your prayer," I said quickly."Then you have to pray for me," he said. My eyes got bigger as I heard his answer."W-what? What did you say? You want me to pray for
KATE ROSE"Thanks for keeping me company this afternoon," I said, thanking him for accompanying me at the church this afternoon. He gave me a sweet smile on his face."It's my responsibility to accompany you as your boyfriend. You're always welcome, sweetie," he replied. I looked at his handsome face and smiled at him, too. "I have to go now. I'm almost late," I said. I was about to get out of his car when he held my left hand. I turned to him and gave him a frown. He took a deep breath."W-what? What do you need?" I asked him."Can you kiss me before you go out of my car if you want? If you don't want to do that there is no problem with me," he said as he smiled at me."A kiss from me, huh?" I hissed. He quickly nodded."I don't force you, sweetie. If you just want to kiss me, you can do that. If you don't want to kiss me, it's really okay with me," he explained. I don't want to kiss him, so I thought of what I could do not to kiss him. As I finished thinking, I started to speak. I l
KATE ROSE"I made up my mind. If you want to stay away from each other for two weeks, I'll give it to you. We can go back to the way we were before, but promise me you won't hurt women again. Don't be a playboy again, please. You promised me before, but it doesn't mean you can continue what you started before we meet each other. Is that clear to you, huh?" I said. I made up my mind and I agreed with his suggestion. I think it's good for us."Is your decision final, huh?" He asked me. I shook my head before I speak to him."Yes. My decision is final. Why are you still asking, huh? Don't you believe what I said to you?" I inquired. He rolled his eyes and took a deep breath before answering me."I'm just asking you, sweetie. If that's what you want, I should respect your decision. I will not oppose," he said bitterly. "But you don't need to worry because I will never do what I did before. I will not be a playboy again. I promise you that, and you can trust me, sweetie." He eyed me intentl
KATE ROSEIt's very hard for me to sleep seeing him with a woman earlier. I tried to close my eyes for several times, but my mind thinks what I have witnessed which I didn't expect as I walked towards the library. My blood still heated up because of it. I opened my cell phone and dialed his number to call him, but I was failed. He's not even answering my call. What's happening to him? Did he forget his promises to me? I need to talk to him tomorrow. I'm pissed off. I'm gonna kill him tomorrow.I came out of my room and went downstairs to drink a cold water. I turned on the lights there. It's already one o'clock in the morning, but I'm still awake. While sitting on the wooden chair at the kitchen, I remember him again, I remember his foolishness. I won't forgive him. I was late the next day. I woke up six o'clock in the morning. Luckily, our dear professor didn't scold me, but instead she let me enter our classroom without saying anything. I'm twenty minutes late and it wasn't good.We
KATE ROSEWe kissed only for a few minutes. Then after that I looked angrily to him, and he's wondering why I was like that. He doesn't even know I saw him with another woman the other day. That woman kissed him, and he kissed her too. What a shame for him! He had promised that he wouldn't do it again, but he broke his promise to me. And now he's acting like he's so fucking busy. I'm gonna kick his ass! "Why do you look like that, sweetie? Are you really okay?" he asked me. I rolled my eyes."Stop calling me sweetie!" I scowled at him. His eyes widened. Meaning to say he was surprised when I said that to him."What's happening to you, sweetie? Why don't you want me to call you sweetie, huh? What's wrong with you?" He asked me."I should be the one who could ask you that question! Stop calling me sweetie, please," I scowled at him again."Answer me please, sweetie. Why don't you want me to call you sweetie now? Do you want to change it? Is it bad? I told you before about it, but you di
KATE ROSEI tried to avoid him, but we met the next day. I was walking alone in the hallway when he held my right hand. I was surprised as I saw his handsome face. My heart starts to beat faster. He gasped."Sweetie, we need to talk, please," he begged. I took off my hand from him and gave him a disgusting look."Don't touch me! You have no right to do that," I said, sneering at him. "Why? Why do I have no right to touch you? What is the reason, huh? I'm your boyfriend and you are my girlfriend.There's nothing wrong with that, right?" He answered."That's what you think. Stop asking why! You already know that! Don't be stupid!" I snarled at him. He grimaced as he looked at my serious face."I'm not stupid, sweetie. Please, let me speak to you again. I want you to hear the truth," he replied."The truth, huh?" I asked him. He nodded."Yes. The truth," he said, "but let's talk about in a private place where no one can hear us."There's an empty room near us, so we entered that room. He
KATE ROSEI'm sweating and catching my breath when I woke up in the middle of the night. I tried to remember what I saw in my frightening dream. My two friends found out about us. They attempted to kill me because they believed I had betrayed them, but my boyfriend came. I thought he would rescue me, but I was wrong. He's holding a knife and he wants to stab me. I ran so fast as I could until there was no place for me to go. All I can do is jump on a cliff, but I was afraid. I don't want to die. I had no choice, so I jumped. Then I woke up.I closed my two eyes and bit my lower lip. I took a very deep breath and closed my eyes again. I can still remember what happened to me in my dream. Thank God because it's just only a dream. But if it happens to me in reality, I don't know what to do. I'm hoping it won't happen to me. My friends will never do that to me. They'll not kill me. I hope my dream is not a bad premonition for me, especially for us. I have prayed before sleeping earlier, bu