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57.
Xavier's P.O.V.
"Don't be sorry Cole." I say softly, laying the side of my head against his chest.
I gently hold his arm and inspect his cuts and bruises with a concerning eye.
"Ow." He winces as I accidentally press too hard on a bruise.
"I'm sorry." I quickly step back.
"It's okay." He replies.
We don't say anything.
"Did you do these to yourself?" I ask, dreading the answer I presume he will utter. It seems like a lifetime before he does anything. Imagining Cole harming himself would hurt me ten times more.
Cole's expression changes.
"No Xavier, I would never do this to myself, knowing how much I would hurt you if I did." He replies.
I exhale a sigh of relief but worry still consume
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