To say that I am not feverishly mad shall be an understatement. I want to lay waste to all that I see in front of my eyes. I want to rip everything by the seems apart. God forbid the one that shall cross my path, I shall tear their skin off, each layer by layer until they are but only bone.
And as for Trinity, as I enter the room again, the mere sight of her repulses me. It burns a hole through my heart just having to face a woman that I have given my all to, and now she wants nothing to do with me.
"Princess, please, can we talk?"
"Colton, get out!"
Her voice rumbles in vibration as she demands for me to be gone, but I leave her with one parting thought.
"You will never get out of this house, so best you get used to it. You can push me away for as much as you like; I am not going anywhere.”
With that, I leave the room, shutting the door with such great force that the paintings along the wall vibrate.
As I descend the stairs and
The deafening sound of a bullet snapping from a barrel has brought a sting to my ears. It has left the room with nothing but dead silence, with air so thick that it is near impossible to breathe. Have I achieved what I have come to set out?Well, no.And it fucking annoying.I was mere seconds close to blowing this man's brains all over his marble kitchen counters when his bodyguard decided to make an entrance, and with one rather sloppy hand, he managed to miss my shoulder by only inches.Taking my stance, I look at him with only but a smirk on my face. "You are going to pay for that.”I watch as he stands only but a few inches away from me, with hands by his side; I hear the most hideous laughter coming from his mouth. “Oh, what are you going to do, Cruz?”His eyes seem wild with fire; there is a fury and determination behind them as he starts to close that gap between us. He is going to ram me, and god, he is going to ra
I have learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment, and making the best of it without knowing what's going to happen next.Why did I not learn to treat everything like it was the last time? My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future. The truth is that unless you let go unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward.It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone, the more it wants to getaway. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong, and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn't come
It is 1 AM.I am in the Stone Mansion.Seven dead around me and one terrified Vic Stone lying at my feet.Now I was very ready to blow his fucking brains out, then the goddamn guilt I would need to face when I see Trinity came haunting at me.So here I am deciding if taking Vic’s life is going to save my relationship with Trinity? I know that it will give me great satisfaction, but it will break the heart of the woman that I love.But I need to remind myself that if I let this one go, that it will only be a matter of time, and he will come for me, and god knows that he will not be experiencing the hesitation that I currently have.Though time heals all wounds, and where Trinity finds herself, she will have nothing but time, but it is also the perfect recipe to build up anger and, most of all, hate.So as I stand here before I take the life of the man that my fiancé love, I need her to know why I am doing this.Prin
It is 2 AM.I am standing in my room; the flood of emotions that are running through my mind is clearly said in hands that are trembling.Did I act hastily?Did Colton Cruz make a mistake?I did what I thought was right at the time, and the only right thing is to make sure that Trinity and I can be back together again.Yet, I think that I have strayed so far from reality that I might have doomed our relationship forever. It is one thing to lock her up, but another for what I have done to her father.I don’t think that she will ever forgive me again.How can I have been so fucking stupid6?I need to fix this.If she does not wish to talk to me, I will do my best to put down in words how exactly I feel.Colton Cruz is writing a goddamn love letter. Things just seem to be getting stranger by the day.So here it goes…“Princess,I can imagine what the look in your eyes will be w
I have been standing outside of Trinity’s room, waiting. I don’t know if she knows that I am here, but I guess by the nervous pacing that she has a good idea that I am lingering outside here. See, this is the thing…I am tired. I am tired of playing this game. She comes, she stays, she leaves…round one. She comes, she stays, she leaves…round two. And that is how our relationship plays. Now frankly, I am fucking tired of it. I have gone above and completely beyond what any man should do for a woman. Ya, I fucking love the woman. But she is now driving me insane. She, exactly in Mason’s words, threw a total tantrum when he brought her some lunch. She and he has the mark on his forehead, but she flung the plate at his face leaving him with a rather ugly gash on his face. Now, I have a temper that will come out when you have tested me beyond my patience. Yet, I can control it to a certain extent, the extent being when it is not Trin
Trinity left last night.There was a piece of me that hoped that she would remain by my side; I guess forgiving one for doing such a big wrong is too great of a thing to have asked. My sole intent when I went to Vic was to kill him, but then I saw that I would only be foolish and cause Trinity to hate me. Though the moment that Vic had his gun drawn on me, I knew that it was going to be either him or me. So yes, I can be said to be a monster, but in a way, I was also just trying to defend myself.Now there is no turning back from this. I have made the woman that I love hate me with such great pain. And not only this, she has now become my rival. How did this all become so fucked up? I was so blinded by love that I lost sight of what is right and wrong.But if you technically look at it this way, what was Vic’s should be mine. Now the question begs, do I want to walk into the Stone Mansion and claim what should be now my turf? Do I truly want to upset Trini
Fate is what takes you down that road you ever so often avoid taking. Take, for instance, landing on Vic’s doorstep that fateful day when I become the detail for Trinity Stone. At the time, I had no idea that it was where I was supposed to be, with whom I am meant to be, doing what I should be doing...falling in love.I wish I could have blamed gravity, but the truth was I fell in love. I fell deeper and deeper until I reached the deepest point. In the middle of all my chaos, there she was. You can call it destiny, or you can call it fate; the point is you will fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time.Now that unexpected love has brought us to this point where both our lives, our love, and our future depend on what will happen the next.So as I am standing faced by this very woman that I fell in love with, I know that there is only one way that this will end. But this is not how I want it to be; it should not have come to t
…Trinity POV…I have never felt such extreme anger towards a single soul in my life before. To say that my heart is not raging with hatred would be a lie. All I feel towards Colton Cruz now is the desire to end his life.Did I love this man before?If you ask me now, then I would say no. I feel betrayed, and god knows I feel hurt. The pain that he has inflicted on me is one that you can never forgive. How can you walk into the home of a man with the intent of killing him? Can he even dare to say that he has done this all for us?”What us?There is no such thing.I hate the man.Yet this man thinks that he can underestimate me; it only takes me but a snap of a second, and I have my wrist away from him. Not being able to resist, I only but burst into laughter, “Do you truly think I am just a fucking pretty face?”“Oh, little princess, I know that you can handle that thing. But do us both the