Forty five

RAVEN’S POV:

I breathed out as I stepped behind one of the trees at the entrance of the field, keeping the clothes I would wear later there. After returning from work a few hours ago, I took some rest and decided to try coaxing Sage into appearing.

So I asked Bethany if I could take a run in the woods, which she agreed to before attempting it. I was rather optimistic when I did all that, but now that I stood there under the moon that was bright and full, tonight, I felt discouraged.

I still wasn't feeling Sage anywhere close, and I tried calling out to her in my mind again. But there was no response, so I tried to prompt myself to transform at will. Even though omegas weren't trained for such because they were termed a useless asset to the pack, I had seen countless omegas do it well.

But, I couldn't do it.

I didn't feel anything, not even the pain I felt the other day when Camille attacked me. The powerlessness I felt rushed to my brain, and I suddenly felt annoyed, punching into th