The next time I open my eyes; three days have past. I look around at the unfamiliar room. The closet door is open and I recognize some of my clothes. There's a knock at the door as my father let's himself in. "Hey sweetheart. It's nice to see those big beautiful violet eyes." "I want to be alone. I need to be alone right now." "Tell me what to do to fix this. I don't want you back in that dark depressed state. I can't stand by and watch you isolate yourself again. You built a wonderful life, Remi. You can't abandon it. There are people that love you. A business you love and that needs you to run it. There are friends and family waiting and wanting to see you." "Nothing you say or do can fix this. You lied. Gunner lied. Aiden lied. My life is built on freaking lies. The only thing I want to do. Is get as far away as possible. As far as the club; Shade and Myka can run it." "318 is your responsibility. It's not fair to Shade and Myka to dump the club in their laps and just lea
All of Aiden's emotions and certain memories assult me; coming through the thread that connects us. It's too much all at once. I clutch at my chest and stomach gasping for air. I can't breathe. I can't speak. A sound like that of a wounded animal comes from my chest. Tears sting my eyes. My heart bangs against my chest as if trying to break free. "Remi! Remi, I need you to calm down and breathe. Listen to me. Deep breath in. Now slowly breathe out." I shake my head trying to shove my father away. He's crowding me. The walls are closing in on me. Dark spots invade my vision. It feels as though my lungs are collapsing. "Remi, deep breath in. Exhale slowly. Come on sweetheart. In. Now out. In. Out." Kieran rubs circles on my back as he coaches me on how to get my breathing under control. Eventually I no longer feel the panic. As soon as I feel as though my world isn't collapsing in on me; I throw up a shield blocking everything and everyone out. I don't want to feel anything. Not my em
"She's mated! They sealed the fucking bond! Then he destroyed her. Aiden will answer to me! Not for sealing the bond. But for leaving her wanting death afterwards!" My father's anger causes his voice to slightly raise. Something slams against the table. I'm assuming it's his hand. "Keep your cool! And keep your voice down! Remi will hear you. She told you to leave him alone!" Gunner scolds my father. "I don't understand. They were happy together. I know they sealed the bond. I seen the marking on her arm, and the bite mark on her shoulder. Why would she want to die? What the actual fuck went on that day?" Xavier talks cool and calmly to the Dragon King. "Apparently they sealed the bond accidentally. Then he got a text about his baby. Remi lost it. Her dragon was forcin a shift. It was brutal to watch. Can't imagine the pain she felt. She was begging for death." Gunner summarizes the situation leaving Payne out of the equation. Everyone isn't privileged enough to know that Payne is
Minutes pass by as I shuffle through Aiden's memories. Female after female passes before my eyes. None of them resemble each other. It's as if Aiden was at an all you can fuck female buffet and he sampled the whole damn buffet. They all had two things in common. One, they were all beautiful. Two, they all wanted to bare his children. A few of them had a child before they got with Aiden. It was heart breaking to see how he interacted with their children. Treating them as if they were his own. After seeing this; there's no way he could tell me he was fine with not having children. My heart broke all over again. I want to stop digging. But I owe it to myself to look for the truth. I continue to flip through his memoried like a rolodex. I figure out how to skip through them until I find the ones with Savanah. Like so many others; Savanah is a clingy attention whore. The night he tells her about me; she totally loses her shit. Like full on batshit crazy. She throws stuff around the house
Riding my bike used to calm the raging beast inside. Now it does nothing as I speed down the highway. When I reach the residential area of my destination; my anger begins to spike higher. The closer I get to the faded yellow split level house; the more restless Rage gets. We both know this trip is a mistake. But we both want to see the look on that lying bitch's face when we call her out on her lie. I ease into the gravel driveway and kill the engine. The front door flies open hitting the wall inside. I watch as a petite blonde haired heavily pregnant Savanah pushes the screen door open. It takes her a minute, but she realizes its me. Savanah freaking Clark rushes down the step. I climb off my bike. Her scent leaves a foul taste in my mouth. She runs straight into my unaccepting arms. Savanah flinches when I grab her arms a little tighter than I should and pull her off of me. "Aiden, I can't believe you made it. I've been waiting for you." This delusional chick puckers up her lips
It's been weeks since we last saw Aiden. Weeks since that morning my life came crashing down around me. It has been one week since I accessed Aiden's memories and seen for myself that he hadn't cheated on me. Just when I was ready to talk to him to try and fix things. He shattered my cold black heart all over again. It nearly killed me when I linked into our bond only to find out he was thinking about going to her. I gave up. I didn't fight Remi or lash out. I didn't have to because Remi did. Then she put up a shield so strong; that even if I wanted to take a peak at what he was up to. I couldn't. I've come to the conclusion that even if I can't have all the things I wanted out of life. I still have Remi. And she has me. All we need is each other to get through this. Yeah, she keeps me locked away most of the time. But she does it for our own good. My need for violence and vengeance seem to have tapered off. The anger that's always brewing and storming inside my veins is calmer. I'
Two guards stand at the end of the hallway. I thank my lucky stars that my feet don't make a sound as I hurry down the hallway. I'm standing right behind the two guards. I'm so close they should feel my breath on their necks. Static comes over their radio. "Be vigilant. The Dragon King and his crew have made it onto the property." The guard closest to me twirls around to face me. My smile widens at the fact he can feel me, but can't see me. Goosebumps coat his arms. The succubus takes a deep breath. He inhales my essence. His smile widens when it coats his tongue. I pull out my mother's angel blade and swing. The succubus' head rolls towards his companion. I just over his body and slice at the second guard before he can fire a shot. Shots ring out in a farther section of the warehouse. Payne, get out! Right now goddamnit! Blaze yells in my head. But the pleas of the Fae girl are louder. I'm not leaving without the girl. She's the one we were sent in to retrieve. Hold on sweetie! I
A bomb goes off on the east side of the warehouse. The ground shakes beneath our feet. Kallista screams and clenches at my hand tightly. I run faster. I'm practically dragging the child behind me. I try to at least partially shift, but it's a no go. I try to cloak us both, but that doesn't work either. My magic well is running on fumes. It will have to build back up. Payne, where are you? Mendoza's men are getting ready to set off another explosion. Blaze yells in my head. Between his yelling and the explosion my ears won't stop ringing. As we take a right down the hallway that will leads us back to the hallway for the rear entrance; another smaller explosion goes off. We duck and dodge the falling debris and struggle to breathe through the dust and smoke. Just as we enter the hallway to the exit a fist collides with the side of my face. I fall to the ground bringing Kallista down with me. "Run to the end of the hallway the door will be unlocked. Blaze and my mate Aiden will be wait