ok I know I made it a lot worse, but stick with me here. These were some of the hardest/easiest chapters I've ever written. My heart breaks for Raven and Embry. It will get better and all work out.
“It’s me, Raven, it’s Lily,” I whimper, staring up at her placing my hand on the side of her furry muzzle making her look into my eyes. Raven slowly lowers her hand and gently grabs my shoulders as her entire body shudders. “I know, I’m here,” I whisper, closing my eyes trying to ignore Clover, my near pixy like double, urging me to step away from Raven. ‘She’s lost, you can’t help her,’ Clover cries, trying to protect me as I wrap my arms around my twin in her even larger lycan form. I can’t help crying, feeling how lost she is in her pain from feeling the deaths of her mates and their bonds snap. “She will never be lost to me,” I argue with Clover, unwilling to give up on my twin knowing I’m the only one who can get through to her. ‘She doesn’t know who we are,’ Clover whimpers, pulling at her lavender colored hair, showing more fear than I’ve ever seen in her. “I’m right here Raven, I’m not leaving you,” I whisper, trying to calm her down, wishing I knew how to take her pain.
Maturity Warning: Sex, BL, MMMF “Take us home,” I whisper, reaching out and grabbing Jonathan’s hand making his stern face soften. “No place I’d rather be,” Jonathan admits, with Osric’s arm snaking around his waist when they begin following Embry who carries me. “Good, you’re never leaving again,” Osric chuckles, walking side by side with Jonathan holding him close. “I never plan to,” Jonathan agrees nodding while reaching his arm around Osric’s still naked waist, making me smile glad to see how naturally the four of us come together. Embry carries me all the way home, taking me straight down to our den, and to the shower with Osric and Jonathan right behind us. “You cut your hair,” Embry comments as I drop the cloak and pull the tie from my hair knowing I need to wash it. “Right before you arrived,” I smile, watching Osric step into the steaming shower as Jonathan starts to undress. “It suits you,” Embry admits, helping me pull out the braid that is soaked in blood. “Goddes
Maturity Warning: Sex, BL, MMMF “I missed this,” Osric groans, lifting me, pulling my thighs around his hips and thrusting into Embry’s hand. “Me too,” Embry teases me by rubbing Osric’s cock against my clit and soaking wet entrance. “Raven do you want Osric?” “I want all of you,” I whine while grinding myself against Jonathan behind me feeling his cock against my sensitive lips. A loud lewd moan escapes my lips feeling Osric’s large cock slip into my tight pussy as Embry kisses his shoulder and rubs my thigh. “Fuck, you smell so good,” Jonathan groans, pressing his lips to the back of my neck teasing me, rubbing his cock against my pussy and Osric’s cock. Embry chuckles at my whimpers, so I pull him closer by his hair pulling his lips to mine needing all of them touching me. “I fucking missed you,” I whine, feeling Jonathan easily slip his large cock into my pussy alongside Osric. “I missed you too, I missed tasting you and watching our mate fuck you,” Embry sighs, kissing my
“You look happy,” Liliana teases with Anarchy in her arms, when I walk out of my den with my mates behind me.“You have no idea, it feels good to have all of them home, where are my pups?” I ask, looking around for them, hearing a young girl giggling.“Eya has them, and has been getting help from Dolly,” Liliana answers with a smile, when Freya comes in holding Aiden on her hip as she comes over with a burp cloth for Liliana.“Dolly?” I question, looking to the living room to see Eya and Gideon with Gunnar and Roan in their arms, as a small girl with wet red hair sits on Gideon wearing one of his shirts.“The little hybrid girl Embry brought home before joining the battle, they found her in a cave on their way home,” Freya answers, as I look back to Embry and Jonathan who are watching the little girl with sweet smiles.“My men say she wasn’t in great shape when they found her, apparently she really likes Jonathan and Embry,” Freya adds making me smile and nod, knowing Embry is great w
“You’re quite the young girl, do you know what being yours means?” Osric questions Phoenix, making her smile and growl playfully. “He neber goes away, he here all times when I sad and hurt, he saves and protec us. Roan lil sister too,” Phoenix answers while reaching up and grabs Roan’s tiny hand. “You’re so amazing, it’s a good thing my mates brought you here, most people would use a little girl with your abilities. It’s our duty to keep you safe and give you a real childhood,” I softly speak while brushing my fingers through Phoenix’s long hair, and she blushes. “You keep promises, you find my daddies and keep us safe from the weally bad man,” Phoenix reassures, making my mates chuckle and nod.“I have no doubt Raven will keep you safe, she’s very good at protecting those she loves, and being our little boys mate makes you family,” Osric smiles as Embry relaxes in his arms, clearly having missed being so close. “I know,” Phoenix replies matter-of-factly, making me giggle and
*** Vision Continued *** “Raven it is enough I let you name our son after my bastard of a brother, get your ass over to the table and eat before I call Jonathan in here to force you,” Orin snarls in my ear with his fingers digging into my shoulders while tears stream down my face. “After you killed him for trying to save me from you. Call Jonathan in here, he can’t make me do anything and you know it,” I look him dead in the eye knowing he has hardly anything to bargain with anymore. “Fine if Jonathan can’t get you to eat then you can stay in this tower away from our son and daughters, and I’ll put your pet out in the cold cells and let him freeze,” Orin chuckles turning away from me. I grow tense hearing his shoes on the stone floor knowing I’ll have to give in. I might hate him and what he’s done to me and my family, but I can’t turn my back on my children, and I will do what I can to protect the two mates I have. “I’ll eat, but he and Jonathan stay in the tower,” I look over i
“Jonathan, Raven, look at me,” I hear Embry’s near frantic voice, when I hear a soft sob coming from someone near me.“It’s ok Phoenix, it’s not real, it never happened,” Embry’s voice continues to pull me out of the vision and back to my current surroundings.I’m still sitting with Jonathan while Phoenix sobs into Embry’s shoulder, with a death grip on him.“You, never apologize for what you did again,” I hug Jonathan as tight as I can wanting to be in the arms of all my mates.“I won’t,” his voice comes out rough, like he has been crying.Osric’s arms warp around us making me wonder who has Roan and Gunnar.“I can’t lose any of you,” I whisper, letting their scents relax me when I feel Phoenix’s little hands pulling at my arm.“Come here, I’m ok,” I reassure, feeling that she is upset and anxious from seeing me so broken in the vision.“I sowy Raben, I saw it bad. I didn’t knows it be dat bad, pwease don’t let the weally bad man win. If he wins it eben worse,” Phoenix sobs into my
“Alpha Oswic can I hold Gunnar?” Phoenix asks watching Osric take a drink of a beer with Gunnar laying against his chest.“If you sit down with you dads,” Osric answers while walking over to them as Phoenix situates herself on her dads laps sitting on each of their legs.“Mine,” she giggles while reaching up for Gunnar, making my mates chuckle at how obsessed she is with him.“He’s not yours, he is theirs,” Benjamin chuckles, brushing her hair from her face and she shakes her head letting out a growl as she pulls Gunnar closer when he hits her lap.“No, he mine! They hers, Daddy yours,” Phoenix scolds Benjamin, making Ares snort and cover his mouth to avoid laughing. Phoenix continues to let out a low grow as she shakes her head, giving Benjamin a dirty look that would frighten just about anyone if they didn’t know better.“Gunnar is your mate?” Ares questions, making Benjamin’s brows shoot up into his dark hair line.I nod my head as Osric sits next to Jonathan, who is sitting closes