Valerie I had to speak to Alpha Xavier in private. The chances that the Princess chose one of the other maids was simply too high. I couldn’t put all of my eggs in that basket. And besides, a glimpse wouldn’t be enough. What if Alpha Xavier had forgotten who I was? Then doing all of this would be for nothing. His eyes would graze right over me and he’d never know anything was wrong. He had to be here somewhere. I just needed to find him. I waited until the other girls fell asleep, then I crept slowly from my bed and slipped out of the maid’s quarters. Earlier in the day, I had heard the guards chatting about standing post for a late-night meeting regarding the Alpha and the Northerners. They mentioned the meeting rooms, but I hadn’t any idea where they were. I tiptoed out of the maids chambers and closed the door silently behind me. Then I glanced around, expecting to see guards posted at every edge of the corridor. Thankfully, there was no one. Adrian had mentioned a heightene
Xavier I can sense her. The human girl. She’s close. Ares was panting within me, awoken with a sudden thrill. I felt him pacing, back and forth, back and forth, desperate for escape. Desperate to take hold of me and follow the trail of her scent. But there was no way that was possible. Valerie should have left Salmere by now. Certainly by now, she had taken her coin and vanished, just as we agreed. Though, I had hoped she would stay. I had hoped she would agree to work as a servant in the castle instead. I had hoped she would find comfort…with me. I never expected she would make that choice, but I could not help but hope. Of course, she chose freedom. And freedom meant I would never see her again. Which was…better. Surely, it was better. It had been quiet in my study, before Ares’s obnoxious wailing. The Northerners had just left after hours of discussion about the celebration tomorrow, and I was enjoying the absence of their nagging voices in my ears. It was difficult to pr
Xavier “I came to tell you something,” Valerie said, her chest heaving. She seemed to be having a hard time catching her breath. I had probably scared the life out of her, but it was for good reason. This place was far too dangerous for a human girl to be venturing at night. But still, I did not like to see her shivering in fear at the sight of me. I would not harm her, and I hoped she knew that. A slight regret twinged in my gut. I shouldn’t have been so harsh. “I was looking for you. I heard you had a meeting with the Princess and her family. B-but, there were two wolves…” she began. Her eyes darted to the meeting room, and it didn’t take much effort to put two and two together. “They saw me. I’m certain. I think they’ll come looking for me.” She had nothing to fear with me around, but I was too angry to tell her so. I was going to wring Lucas’s neck for allowing her to do something so stupid and dangerous. I snatched her by the hand and pulled her along, speaking not a word un
ValerieI had not thought at all about the mating season. Not in terms of the Alpha. I had been alert regarding other werewolves, but I suppose I had always set Alpha Xavier in a different category than the others.I had never considered that perhaps…he couldn’t control himself, either.It was not something I would have worried about, even if I had considered it. After all, I had settled on the bold assumption that this was the only way to save Ava—by seeing him directly. By asking for his help.I thought of the wolves I’d seen in the meeting room, their body moving against one another. The vigor of the male werewolf’s hips, the roughness of his hands. Of the sounds of their breath and the glaze of ecstasy written on their faces.I imagined Alpha Xavier moving that way. I imagined him naked and rough, fingers biting into skin and hips driving forward. A heated, animal look in his eyes.It was only for a second. Only for a second, I imagined it. A trill moved down my core. Chills scatt
Valerie In the morning, I was sent to the kitchen to prepare for the large feast tonight's celebration. Several other girls flutter around me, some washing dishes, some cutting carrots, some preparing the base for a large and luxurious cake. I was sat in front of a large bowl of potatoes with a tool to skin the peels. I had done so many already that the task was becoming mindless and uninspiring. Over time, I couldn’t help but allow my mind to drift. I thought of Lucas, and our kiss in the moonlight. I thought of the anger on his face when I chose to seek out the Alpha. I thought of Ava and where she might have possibly gone. I wondered if she had seen me back at the auction, or if her eyes had passed over me, assuming I was anyone’s pet. Then I thought of Alpha Xavier. Heat rose to my cheeks as I recalled our kiss in his room. The way he leaned over me, hungry and rough, his kiss nothing like Lucas’s was. It was heavy…consuming. And whereas Lucas’s kiss was innocence, Xavier’s w
Valerie Marigold swept in, producing a notepad from her apron. “The engagement party has been canceled,” she explained. “The princess has fallen ill. That means there will be no cake to prepare. No three-course-meal as planned. However,” she went on, “the celebration is still in effect. We will continue with the hors d’oeuvres. You girls here, drop everything you’re doing and go bake some bread for finger sandwiches. You, cutting tomatoes—the Northerners request a platter of roasted vegetables be added to the spread. Cut some of those into quarters while you’re at it.” The entire kitchen seemed to let out a unified breath of relief. We had been short-handed, and still had dozens of dishes to produce in a matter of hours. The Northerners were insatiable people. They seemed to want every luxury in the book at this celebration: live music, fine eatery, liquor from foreign lands—even candles carved into artistic shapes and used as center pieces. I couldn’t imagine how gaudy and overwh
Valerie The garden was everything I’d read about in the books. I’d only ever seen it in photos taken from above, and once I was actually inside of it, it felt like I’d stepped into an entirely different world. It was large—a labyrinth of wild, beautiful flowers the likes of which I’d never seen before. Lush, colorful things that bloomed larger than the size of my head. I walked with the princess as she led me to the lake. She seemed keen on disguising herself when outside of the palace—though it was not difficult to tell who you were looking at when you took in her appearance. She was petite and slender, her cheeks rosy and her lips full. She fit all the boxes a princess would require. However, she hid herself in a thick coat, her face half-veiled by lace. I wondered who she might be hiding from. Or if she simply didn’t want to be seen at all It was a silent and awkward walk through the roses and to the lake, where Alyssa led me to a bench and gestured for me to sit. We stared
Valerie “You must be mistaken,” I tried to explain. “The Alpha only invited me to his chamber for a discussion. He had questions to ask me, and nothing more.” “Nothing more?” Alyssa gave a light snort and smiled at me. “There’s only one reason why a man would invite a woman to his room,” she said. “There’s no way you just talked. I saw the look on his face when I walked in. Something else was going on.” A heat climbed up my face. I opened my mouth to speak, but what could I possibly say? She was right. We had kissed. It felt like we had done far more than that. She took in a long breath and gazed out over the vast lake. “Xavier never seemed interested in women. Even before I met him, he was notorious for rejecting women. I’m almost certain he never invited women to his chambers.” “How do you know so much about his love life?” I asked. “My father,” Alyssa said, with another discomforted sigh. “He’s a bit of a snoop. He did a lot of background research on Xavier before arranging