Two days had passed over what happened at the ball and I had never been the same. I was constantly scared of the day I had to give myself to Eleanor and whoever that person who paid her a lot to get me to him. I hated how I became so clingy to Adrian, but I wanted to get enough of him before I got snatched away forever; it seemed like I could never get enough of him though. I wanted to savor each second I was allowed to have with him. I wasn’t ready to say goodbye at all.
Leave me? She wanted to leave me? For who? For what? What mistake did I make to make her leave me? Was I a bad boyfriend? Did I hurt her? Ever since she came back, I made sure to make her as happy as I could. I did everything in my capability to see a smile on her face. Why would she want to leave me? Why would she say that I gave her the life she wanted and start to list every good thing I did for her, only to say later that it killed her that she had to leave me? What damage was she talking about?
The day came faster than I imagined. It was a day I dreaded, a day that made myblood freeze in my body. I wanted to lock myself in a room and not let anyone near me. The night before, I failed to sleep. My mind was in a state of war that I could put no end to. Adrian could feel me tossing and turning beside him and I knew I was the reason behind his sleepless night. How was I supposed to close my eyes and let peace take over me when e
Adrian fulfilled his promise. I did sleep in our bed that night. Neither Tyler nor Eleanor was able to take me away from the people I loved. My mind failed to comprehend the disaster the world was about to encounter. Was I the reason behind that? Would it have been better if I was dead? I kept thinking and my mind settled on only one conclusion: if Adrian did not find me then I would have probably been dead from being tortured 24/7 then Eleanor would not have gone crazy and everything would have been the way it had always been.
"No! You're not going alone! I won't let you go alone!" Rayne exclaimed as she followed me around the suite while I packed my bag.
Ten of the werewolves empires joined us. They were all allies of Atticus and since he was with us, on our team. That was enough to convince them to join us.
I looked out of the window of Adrian's study and saw Roland and Olivia sitting in the garden. They looked so cute together and I truly wished them an eternity of happiness because they both deserved to be happy. Roland was playing with her long blonde hair with one hand while she held his other hand in hers as she talked to him about something I definitely could not hear from where I was.
War. War is something dreadful. Lethal. Brutal. War takes from people their loved ones, it may destroy the whole world. War has many consequences and I wish I can pull away everyone I love from this cruel battle. I wish I can lock them away in a safe place and never let them out until it's all over, but I can't do that. My fiancé, my everything, the man I love the most is doing whatever it takes him to ensure my safety... If only he knows that all I care about is him now.
"I will return, I will find my way back to you. I will never leave you alone," I whisper as Rayne wraps her arms tightly around me. We are in front of the front door inside the house, Roland is hugging Olivia while Rayne is in my embrace. "Goo-,"