I shouldn't have done that to him after what we did. The mark of his kiss would always be an impression for me, how he kissed me was full of passion and had a deeper meaning.
I didn't want to hurt him but, when I remembered how he didn't push Moorah and let her kiss him, my heart cracked. My happy feelings were shattered, and everything was so erratic.
After that incident, I couldn't stop crying. Haytham was always there for me, but he also couldn't do much when it all happened.
My intention to hurt Barra in return had materialized, then why do I keep crying and regretting it? Besides, I already knew that our relationship would never have a beautiful ending.
Sooner or later he would find out the truth about me.
Every time I thought about it all, my fear had risen to higher levels.
The shadow of his disappointed face always haunting me. I was terrorized by a painful reality.
"I'm sorry." He whispered as his man opened the car's door.We were on the back seat, my head on his lap, "I'm really sorry." His eyes reddened with tears slowly falling to my face.I held his cheeks and stared at him for a long time. He cried because of me.I didn't know what to do with this man, but he always had his way to win my heart all over again. Not just that, but surely he was knowing how to make me crazily in love with him.He would always got me even when we were apart.He lowered his head as his eyes were staring at my lips. I also raised my head to make it easy for him to reach what had captured his attention.I parted my lips as he got closer. His arm wrapped around my waist, as he pulled me in, claiming my mouth greedily like he had been starving for the taste of it.I felt butterflies was flying in my stomach. His lips felt so soft and wet over my m
The news last night spreaded widely on the internet. The photos of our kiss in the car were spread so that my mother was even busy calling me to find out the truth.I didn't expect things to happen like this. Everyone was busy sending me congratulations but there were also some Barra fans who didn't like it, usually it came from female fans.Even worse, someone asked us when our wedding would take place. Like... our relationship were just in the beginning.And now I was sitting with Barra in the living room, watching a movie together. I felt so happy over all these conveniences, but on the other hand I was still thinking of Haytham.He was helping me to get Barra back."You're busy thinking about something." I gasped then turned my head, just as his face approached mine."There is something bothering you." He whispered with his breath that now collided right in my face.
Jazzlin is my best friend since childhood. She never hid anything from me even though the things was hurting me. Then why, what had happened recently making me not sure she was still the same woman.She kept a lot of secrets nowadays, such as her secret of the accident that happened to the poor girl friend of Haytham.So what now? I couldn't believe she was still hiding something from me even after I told her what I was really feeling.Was that so hard to tell me? I just wanted to know every inch of her, her problems, her feelings, what her thoughts were, or how her point of view worked."It's kind of weird because we're finally having a meeting with Haytham." Jake talked to Ronald. They must had thought that I fell asleep.I just closed my eyes for a moment because my head felt dizzy. My mind never stops thinking about Jazzlin. That woman kept
I was shocked when I saw Barra in Haytham's mansion. Since when had they been secretly reconciling and holding meetings together?The thought of my father faded from my mind as Barra threw his first punch at Haytham. This was really not what I expected.They came back into a fight again.I was scared to see Barra who was so angry with him and Haytham seemed to give in because he already knew what my secret was, while Barra, he didn't know anything about it."Barra, cut it out!" I screamed as I grabbed his strong hand to stop him sending more punches to Haytham.He did not listen to me and instead he let go of my grip and sent Haytham his next shot which was even harder.Jake got rid of me from the two of them then he tried to relieve their fight especially this time Haytham did not stay silent and started to strike ba
Two months passed without her as I kept myself busy again as before. I intended to move back to my father's place to calm my mind, but business affairs always preventing me from leaving.People kept saying that my attitude turned cold after her departure from my life. I didn't care what all the media said or even calling me like that.They didn't know how messed up I was even though two months had passed. All her memories left behind all deep wounds that had no cure.I was still thinking about her, but I got so much pride after my words. I got it, she wasn't my Jazzlin but, her character and the way she cared so much about me, making me believe even she was a stranger... she truly loved me.I told myself eyertime that I hate her but, I couldn't. My feet always wanted to find her and my arms always missing the warmth of her body.Every day felt the same, there was no change whatsoever. Only meetings,
Two months had passed, I knew it, because every day I was busy counting the days. I wanted all this suffering to stop. My only hope was for a good days to come.And from a distance I kept praying for him.Days passed, did Barra miss me like every day I was thinking about him? It so cold when there wasn't his touch. My body ached for him.Even though Haytham was always with me, I still couldn't deny that he couldn't give me the feeling and flying butterflies that Barra gave me.It was not Haytham I wanted, then why does fate keep bringing me back to him when my heart has stopped elsewhere?A few days ago, I went to sleep and had a dream, a very strange dream.In that dream I met the real Jazzlin. She told me that it was her destiny to let my life live in her body, as a retribution for what she had done.Her face was happier than when her soul was still alive. She lef
Now we were at The Ozza's penthouse. Her mother and her father were now sitting at the living room, ready to hear the story from Jazzlin. As for me and Haytham, we were just watching them.It was Ozza family business, so only Jazzlin could explain everything from the start. I had no right to interfere.I could clearly see Jeremy Ozza's discomfort. Naturally, because it had been a long time since he had sat across from his old family. Rose Ozza and of course her first daughter, Jazzlin Ozza.It was such a conquering sight. They got a little awkward, but still trying to get along.I leaned towards the door, I just looked at them from here while Haytham was silent with his own thoughts. I never thought I would be with him here, standing next to each other.Maybe if Janielle wasn't reborn, we would still be enemies."Looks like we have to wait for them outside." Haytham said then walked
I had to tell my truth to Jazzlin's father, so he would forgive his daughter. He used to love her so much, but because of this ... everything had changed.Haytham insisted on joining us to Jeremy Ozza's penthouse, even though at first Barra didn't want him there. They both tried to dominate each other, but they just ended up falling in a cold war for a moment.When I was right in front of the penthouse, my palms got cold. I rubbed my itchy eyes then prepared myself once more.I was so restless and it really made me want to pee. Before the others got inside, I had already rushed in there to find a restroom.I went into one of the restrooms and immediately peed. The sound of footsteps made me stop my next action."Jazzlin, are you in there?"My lips pouted when I noticed it was Moorah.For God's sake, I don't like her so why does she keep walking around in my life ?