Goof I knew Silvy thought I was acting odd all day. I was. I suck at hiding things from her. Even good things. But she figured it real quick and forgave me. I think feeding her helped. After Xavier left to go with Erin to play with the other kids Pocket came over to us. “ I know this is your baby shower but I was wondering if you would you mind if I gave Xavier a gift?” she asked Silvy. “ Pocket, what are you up to?” Pocket explained that when she first met Xavier he said he wanted to join the hockey team at her rink but Gena couldn’t afford it. So Pocket got everything ready to get Xavier a scholarship so he could join the team. Silvy smiled “ They are going to love it. Yes, do it.” Silvy called Gena, Tony and Xavier over to her. Once they were with us “ Guys Sabine has something for you.” “ But it is your shower.” Tony said. “ I know but Sabine asked permission and I gave it.” Silvy said. Then Pocket proceed to explain what she heard and what she did. “ All you have to do is sho
Silvy I didn’t remember falling asleep, so I know I didn’t put myself to bed. Since I was in my room I knew it was Goof that had put me here. It was always Goof. How he can still pick my big ass up amazes me but I figured out a few months ago to stop arguing with him about carrying me. I lose every time. He told me once he likes holding me that's why he carries me. See why I lost the argument. I roll over to see Goof’s side of the bed to see it empty. I place my hand on it and feel it is cold. The question is did he take a nap with me, something he does once and a while or did I sleep alone. I turn back over and grab my phone from the night stand to see what time it is. Only two hours have passed since we left Speed’s house so I’m going to guess he never came to bed. If I take a short nap he will leave me to sleep alone. I thought back to the surprise shower Goof had a hand in. It is good to know he can’t keep a secret worth a shit. Not that he would ever lie to me. Renegades live
Goof After we had dinner, we ended up ordering pizza, and we sat on the couch and watched a tv show. Swamp people. Silvy’s pick. I remember the first time she turned it on. It was when I started staying at the house more often. Getting close to moving in. We were relaxing like we are doing now and she turned on the History channel. I didn’t say anything. I figured I would just play games on my phone while she watched her show. I peeked up from my phone a time or two and before I knew it I was wrapped up in the show with her. I have even found older episodes to watch so I can catch up. It is pretty cool for a history channel show. Some of the people on it have a similar accent as Lug Nut. He is from the area where the show is filmed. Or somewhere close to it. And the more I watch the more I can see Merigold, Speed, and Lug doing something like on the show. Alligator hunting, living off the land, and helping out neighbors. Yea, those three would definitely do that. Silvy has her b
Silvy It is my last week of work before I go on maternity leave. And tonight is my last evening shift. I get out of here before ten tonight and I am thrilled. I’m so tired of these nights in the ER. I swear that is when all the crazies come out. My boss told me when I come back from leave I get to go back to working in the ICU. I am beyond happy about that. I was not built for working in the ER. I have serious respect for the nurses that do but they can have it. The number of drug seekers seemed to have increased and it is really bothering me. I have two weeks until my due date and can’t move very fast. If things get violent there is no way I could get out of the way quickly. And we went from having one or two seekers a week to three and four. That is just my shift. There is no telling how many of the seekers the other shifts are getting. With the help of the club and Bradford, there are a few more safety measures in place. For hostile repeat offenders, we discretely take a photo
Goof Since it was Silvy’s last night shift and she would be off early I figured I would hang out at the clubhouse tonight. Shoot a few games of pool and try to beat Ace. Have a few beers with my brothers, and catch up with them until Silvy was getting off work. I knew after the baby was born I wasn’t going to come to hang out first the first few weeks. All the brothers stayed close to home unless they had to come to the club for business. And for the first week after the baby was born the brothers did club meetings through a secure video conference. My brothers are hands-on dads and I plan on being the same way. And visiting with my brothers while Silvy is at work doesn’t take away time I could spend with her. Not that she ever said a word about me going out. Hell, she encouraged it. That is just the type of woman she is. She doesn’t need me by her side all the time. And we are out together she doesn’t hang off me like a lifeline. I am leaning over the pool table, I have my shot li
Silvy Goof didn’t get a chance to say anything because my dad was yanking me out of Goof’s arms into his. Dad patted me all over like he was checking for broken bones. “ Princess, did they hurt you? If there is a scratch on you I will kill them.” my dad said. A typical dad wanting to kill anyone who hurt may have hurt his princess. Normally I would calm him down and tell him I had it handled. This time he can have at it. Those bastards threatened my baby. I want them to feel pain. I don’t get a chance to answer my dad because I was hit with another contraction. I have been having them steadily for the past ten minutes or so. I grab my dad’s shirt with both fists, lay my head on his chest, groan, and take deep breaths in through my nose and out my mouth. My dad rubs my back as I breathe. “ Princess, are you in labor?” Dad asked. All I could do is nod against his chest. Dad starts barking orders at whoever is close while I ride out the contraction. “ Goof, grab a wheelchair. We need
Goof Five hours. Five long hours is how long Silvy has been in labor. For the first three hours, I had to watch my girl in pain and the was nothing I could do about it but hold her hand. As she headed into hour four the pain was too much and Silvy got an epidural. I held her as the doctor put a needle in her back. We had gone over it in birthing class and I knew it was one of Silvy’s wishes but it wasn’t easy to watch. I chose to lean my head down by Silvy’s ear and whisper words of encouragement instead. When the doctor was done Silvy was able to get some rest. DR. Ross our obstetrician said Silvy was going to need her strength for the next part. The delivery itself. When Silvy fell asleep Gena came in and told me the waiting room was filling up. Tony watched over Silvy while I went out there to give an update. When I got out there Meathead was waiting with Viper, Lilly, Tank, and Axel. I gave them a quick overview of what was going on so far which was pretty much waiting for the
Silvy Most would say that giving birth was the hard part. They are wrong . It was going to happen afterwards that is going to be the hard part. Goof and I have to figure out if we can parent together and make our relationship work. It is still in the beginning stages and when you add a new baby to the mix. Everything could go to hell and I could loose Goof and be a single parent. That was the original plan anyway. So it will be alright. I could do that. I still have everything in place for that to happen. But the lose of Goof and little Anthony’s, Ant for short, father. I will deal with that tomorrow. Right now I just want to hold my son again. Gena hasn’t brought him back yet. Mary helped me change out of my gown to a clean one after making sure all the birth fluids were cleaned off me i’m still pretty numb from the epidural.. Dad stepped outside while this was happening. I had just laid back down when Goof and my dad walked in. Goof came and sat beside me. “ Everyone says to cong