When Brick and I were talking I forgot there was anyone in the kitchen with us.It got pretty heavy. That was not my intention when we were talking but Brick just kept going along it was too fun to stop. I didn’t notice we had gone too far until Viper got up and walked away. But when he said I needed to be careful how I talk around the brothers I was confused. “ Did you think Viper was picturing what I was saying? Is that why he warned me?” Brick, who was already laughing, laughed even harder. When he caught his breath and calmed down “ Two girls rubbing on each other.Yes he was. He is a guy. Comes with the territory.” I was a bunny. I know this shit. I have heard the brothers talking about watching porn with girls fucking. It’s a biker club. It is normal for them to do that. So I didn’t think to watch my mouth since there are no
Speed I have been hanging out with Brick and Gretchen for a week now. I have to say it has been even better than before. After I broke down in Tim’s office each day I feel lighter and lighter. And I have been more open with those two. And Merigold. And more importantly, I have been more open with myself. I have made my needs and wants known to Brick and Gretchen. They are being respectful of my no sex rule I made. Which I liked very much. I have a reason for putting a stop to sex for now. I rushed into sex with them before thinking it was a fling. If we want something stronger and more meaningful we needed to take a step back from the physical for now at least. Don’t get me wrong I want to have sex with them both. Maybe even at the same time. Now that sounds like fun. But I’m getting ahead of myself. We haven’t had no physical contact at all. There have been some heavy make-out sessions a
Brick Today is our first therapy session with Speed. I can tell she is nervous because her leg is bouncing like crazy. Gretchen already put her hand on one leg to try to get her to stop but it hasn’t worked. I don’t know if she is nervous because she is afraid we might run after we hear what the therapist has to say or us just being here. I can’t stand to see her like this. I grab her hand and turn to look at her.” Little girl, calm down. You don’t need to be so nervous. We are here with you. We aren’t going anywhere.” I say. Speed looks at me then to Gretchen. “ I know that. I do. But in there you might hear some things you won’t like. That might make you angry. I just don’t want you angry at me.” Speed says. I can hear the vulnerability in her voice. I’m sure this is one of the few times she can let it out. Most of the time she has her guard up. There is only one other time she le
Gretchen When Brick came to me after Speed’s session he told me he had an idea of what we all needed. He wanted to bring me into his and Speed’s other world. I had to admit I have been curious about Club Reckless. But not enough to ask about it and I never thought about going there. I figured that would be something for just Brick and Speed. And I was ok with that. I would find something for just me and Speed. But when he said he wanted me to go with him to the club tonight I was a little surprised but happy he was including me. He said he thinks it will help us bond more. And I’m all for anything that will strengthen our bond. Add getting Speed’s mind off today’s session before she thinks herself sick. Sign me up. He told me what time to meet him. He said he would leave my name with the bouncer at the door. He said to dress nice, comfortable, and easy to remove. I laughed at that.
Speed It has been two days since the magical night with Gretchen and Brick. The way they worked together was a dream. When we first started this together I was worried about how they would get along. In the bedroom mainly. But I just figured we would do things separately. Although I have fantasized about the three of us being together. I pictured something a little different than what they did. But their version was so much better. And it did get my mind off what Tim has suggested about me confronting my parents. But it did bring up something different. Gretchen told me she loved me. And Brick showed me. But I didn’t say anything to either of them. And I’m puzzled by it. So I’m doing what I normally do when something bothers me. This is a Merigold type of situation. I even brought her favorite coffee as well as enough donuts and Danishes for everyone. I knock on the door waiting for her t
Gretchen I am at Speed's house in the kitchen where Speed is going to teach me how to make chicken enchiladas. Ratchet’s favorite. We have the chicken ready and are working on the sauce that covers everything. We are having a family dinner which includes Matt. Speed is going to talk to Ratchet and get his opinion on confronting their parents. I’m chopping some jalapeno peppers for some homemade salsa when I feel Speed’s arms come around my waist. I have to fight not to lean back into her embrace. I always melt in her arms. She places her chin on my shoulder. “ Brick is working tomorrow night so it will be just us.” she says. I knew this so I had planned to do a simple dinner for the two of us and maybe watch a movie. “ Yep. I'll get you all to myself for a while.” I say. I don’t mind the times when it is all three of us but our alone time is special. “ So I was thinking that I would take
Brick While the girls were out on their date I was at Club Reckless looking over days of security footage. Was I jealous the girls were going out without me? No. They needed time alone. I will have my time with Speed when I’m not working. Or I will bring her to the club so we can have some time together. And we will have nights we are all together whether it is just enjoying dinner and a movie. Gretchen and I figured from the start that it was the only way for this to work. I may have also gone to Axel and Rowdy to ask for some advice. They told me that one-on-one time is just as important as time together is. I just hope they have a good time. So that is why I’m sitting here in front of a screen trying to find some clue as to who has been vandalizing my building. It has escalated since the first incident. But it all le
Speed We had just finished dinner with Ratchet and Matt. I was looking forward to relaxing and watching a movie with my big sexy and my girl. But there is something I need to talk to all of them about first. “ Guys, I want to talk to you for a second,” I say. All heads turn to me giving me their undivided attention. “ I have thought long and hard on this. I have taken everyone's opinions into consideration. I have even talked to Tim again. And I have made my decision.” I look around the table at my family’s faces. “ I’m going back to Alabama. I’m not asking anyone to go with me. You all have lives and jobs. I can take you away from that. Tim is going to talk to a friend down there and see if there is a way to bring the fuckers to one location so I can do this once and get it over with. But you guys are right. I need to confront them.” I say. I don’t expect anyone to say
Gretchen It has been a month since our trip to Alabama for Speed to confront her parents. Parents, I hate using that word when thinking about them. There are wild animals with more parenting instinct than those two people did. But Speed got what she needed and that is the most important thing. A lot has changed since we got back. Let me catch you up. Brick and I cleaned up his house. To be honest it didn’t need much. Since Brick rarely spent time there it was just dusty. We ordered a new much bigger bed. We added two more dressers for Speed’s and my clothes. We got new linens for the guest rooms in case Ratchet wanted to come stay here. I replaced all the towels and linens. I gutted the kitchen by getting rid of all the pots and pans, how few there were. I even got rid of the few plates he had and replaced it all with new sets. Then we did a deep clean of the house. He even cl