Don’t panic, don’t panic. I’m stern with myself. Fighting against my own rapid breath. I can breathe, I remind myself and I close my eyes once more. Blocking out the world. I wish this was just a bad dream. But it’s not. I’ve felt like this before, when I was Banished from my pack. I breathe a little easier. That was worse. That felt so much worse, physically. As though my soul was pulled out of my chest. As though I was bleeding from a hundred different stab wounds. This doesn’t feel like that. I feel panic, I’m in pain. I’m under the affect of whatever drug they gave me and the dehydration. But I don’t feel as though the very essence of my soul has been splintered. Breathe, I remind myself. Separating someone from their Wolf. I’ve heard of it happening but pain usually kills both parties. I’m not in that kind of pain, and for the first time in my life, I feel grateful for the pain of Banishment. It gives me something to compare my current agony with. It’s not that. So Seren isn
I feel under pressure from the time that’s been slipping away. I know that I need to do something, but tactics aren’t my strong point. I’m a Doctor, not a battlefield officer. I know I could stand here all night, trying to decide what to do. There isn’t time for that, so I take the risk. I move forward, slipping down the rocks that border the edge of the pool beside the cave.I try to keep to the shadows, sticking close to the ground. I still can’t feel Seren and I can’t hear anyone else approaching. So I take my chance and sink down, I dive forward into the water. Wading carefully, trying not to splash until I’m deep enough so that I can sink under the surface, holding my breath.I straighten up, pushing my hair back from my face. My hands and wrists are stinging, but at least the open wounds are clean, or something like it. The water, from what I can see is clear. It’s fresh and it’s running so I cup my hands, taking a deep drink. Anything to take the edge of my dehydration.Then
I expected some kind of reaction from the other Wolves surrounding the pool. But there’s nothing. I landed after rolling off the male I dropped and remained crouched on the ground. Dry sticks tickling the underside of my belly. My breath was heavy and hard as I twisted and caught my balance. Nothing.I can hear the next male off towards my right, going further into the woods. As Seren I can hear the fright in my son’s voices more clearly over the waterfall. I can pick out Marie’s panicked shout.‘No one’s going to get hurt!’ The elder has a hand on each of my sons, shielding them from the dark haired woman with her body. Damn right they’re not. At least not my boys. I’m bounding, running across the ground in strides that feel like flying. I don’t remember crossing around the edge of the pool but it doesn’t matter. The dark-haired woman has her right hand outstretched to Marie, her gaze fixed on Kayce.‘He’s the oldest twin, you have to give him to me,’ she beckons, but gripped in her
I grip the boys tightly, then loosen one arm then the other. So that I can slip into the jacket. Thankfully the dark-haired woman is far taller than I am, and as I stand it covers my behind. Not that I can at this moment, but I would prefer not to display my naked ass to the entire pack. Or worse. Each twin reaches up, and I hold their little hands. ‘What is it Marie?’ I demand softly. Reining in all of my fury. Kylar stands between us, the rest of the pack fanning out behind him. I can see that they’re dragging the woman up. Luca and Kyle have a hold of her, they’ve stuffed her mouth with some kind of rag. She’s bleeding from the chest, kicking and trying to lash out as they drag her away. Kylar looks between the pair of us. He’s managed to pull on a pair of khaki pants that are hanging dangerously low off his hips. Wordless, Sasha approaches and passes a pair to me. I let go of my sons, long enough to drag them over my bare legs. He looks beyond angry as he keeps his gaze on Mari
I’m carrying Rowan and Kylar steps up beside me. He reaches down before swinging Kayce up into his arms. I can’t look at him, feeling my heart in my throat. My thoughts racing as I relive the experiences we’ve just been through. It’s shock, I remind myself. I’m in shock.I concentrate on putting one foot in front of the other. My arms are tired and I’m aching all over, but I won’t let Rowan down. I can feel that he’s fallen asleep on my shoulder, and a quick look at Kayce and he has done the same to Kylar. The future Alpha feels my gaze and glances at me.I look away, rather than risk coming undone. We walk through the forest with part of the Pack behind us. I can hear Marie sniffling as she walks, escorted by some of the older men that I don't recognise by name yet. They’re all wearing stern faces. I heard Kylar giving orders, sending the rest of the party to scan the area for more bodies, or any evidence that might need to be collected.We walk a short while before a truck catche
Kylar vanishes for a moment and I stand, watching the children from the adjoining room. He returns after checking the lock on the entrance door and comes through their room, seeing the door out to the suite corridor is also closed. All that’s left is the adjoining door between the bedroom. I’ve turned off the main light, leaving the soft glow from the lamps either side of the bed. I feel better, so much more alive now that I’ve had a bath and washed my hair. I’m grateful for the simple pajamas but after the heat from my shower is wearing off, I start to shiver again. I back up as Kylar steps into the room, dropping down to sit on the bed. He hasn’t taken his eyes off me, not since he started walking back in my direction. I feel my heart racing once more and I know that my body can’t take this stress. The emotional rollercoaster that we’ve been on over the last few days, it’s too much. He stops walking, resting his hands on his hips as he looks me over. ‘Did you find everything
His question seems to hang in the air between us. I shift backwards in the bed, making sure that there is space for him to rest. But he doesn’t move, he lingers and I touch my tongue to my lips. They’re dry, and I know that I’m still dehydrated. I swallow, trying to line my throat with anything as I attempt to speak.‘Please,’ it's a husky murmur that scraps my vocal chords. There’s another moment of hesitation before Kylar climbs onto the bed beside me. His weight dipping the mattress. He props himself up against the pillows, pulling the blanket up, over his waist to his chest and lays back watching the ceiling. One hand resting on his middle, the other behind his head. He wanted to join me in bed, yet I get the feeling that he’s doing everything he can to separate himself from me. As though he’s my friend and has never been my lover. But that can’t be true, if we had never been lovers we wouldn’t have the twins. We wouldn’t have been through the ordeal of the last few days. I t
It’s another strange night where I don’t think I’m going to sleep. I lay on the bed, hands tucked underneath the pillow. Painfully aware of the man lying beside me. My gaze is fixed, determined on the adjoining room and the twin beds. I can just make them out in the dim light cast from one of the lamps.I close my eyes, they’re aching. I can hear the sound of the twins breathing. It mingles with Kylars own steady breath. I dozed off during the journey in the truck and waiting for Kylar. But now it’s time to sleep, and make the most of the last few hours of darkness, it feels impossible to return to rest. My heart and mind are heavy. Going over all my mistakes from the last few months. I haven't been acting like myself. Or is it just more recently? I let out a soft sigh and hope that sleep will come and claim me. I know I haven't been myself since we arrived in Silver Stream. I kept Kylar at a distance before we went, but that was the turning point. I should have been thinking what da