Chapter 131 - (Lana/Seth) – It Just Feels Right…

LANA

From the moment that I set my eyes on him. This baby was something else. I know that Seth has been worried about me and has been walking on eggshells since Calvin mentions the orphanage/daycare.

But the truth is, I was fine. Although I have to admit that a small part of me felt guilty to even think that I was fine when my own son is missing. But there was a small hope inside of me that always assured me that he was alive somewhere.

And just because I have accepted the fact that I lost Nathaniel, does not mean that I have stopped looking for him because the truth is, Seth and I never really stopped.

It’s funny how even though we lost our own child, Seth and I were able to perform our best for the babies of Purple Hill.

We both learned how to remove, clean, and put in new diapers for the babies here. I also learned how to be able to feed and know if the baby I was holding was indeed hungry and not crying for any other reason.

But there is this one baby among the bunch that had