Chapter 38 (Lana) – A New Beginning…

There’s a saying, that I had heard somewhere, about how crying. It basically says that after crying you will see things differently and sometimes even clearer than before. And that’s what happened to me.

Seth let me cry. Honestly, I don’t know how long I cried. All I know was while I was crying Seth never let go of me. His presence comforts me, in ways that I can’t explain. It’s like everything will be okay as long as I have him beside me.

When he was finally sure that I have stopped crying, he let me go and went to the kitchen to get me something to eat. That’s also when I realized that I wasn’t dreaming at all. He didn’t mention anything about catching me while I was pleasuring myself. He was so focused on making sure that I was okay and well-fed first.

After I ate, I know that it was time to face the music. A very big part of me is praying that there is still hope for us. Even the slightest sign of hope would be enough for me. I also know that in order for me to get that hope, bot