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Ella's POV

I was in a panic all through the day, afraid of what was going to happen at the end of it. I couldn't sit still. I knew Kevin and Liam were also afraid but they didn't have their fears boldly written on their faces like I did. They were masters at pretending to be calm and I didn't think I could ever get to that level that they were in. I just couldn't, no matter how hard I tried to reach it.

I should have known this was coming soon when Nathan had flown into a rage and beaten up that boy over his refusal to apologize. I should have prepared for this day if not that I had been distracted with finding the girl as soon as we could.

I wondered what kind of mother I was becoming if I was willing to let my kids be a nuisance around here. I was a werewolf mother with werewolf kids living in a mortal world, I shouldn't have forgotten about a day like this.

"What was wrong with me?" I muttered softly under my breath.

"Now, you are being too hard on yourself." Kevin said.

I glanced