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Edited.NATHAN
I cleared my throat, "come on, Nat, you can do it!" I whisper to my reflection in the mirror. I cleared my throat once again and set my tie. "Hey Melinda, I've been wanting to tell you something, i-i Dammit!" I ran my fingers through my hair.
I speak everyday for fuck sake! why can't I say this little sentence! I need to ask her out! I just find out she was free, I can t
CHRISI felt really bad for what Nathan said, I cried for two hours, normally I don't care about the horrors my brother said to me. But this time it touched me deep inside, where it hurts. They all wish I was dead! They hate me! My brothers hate me! Is not my fault, I can't help but feel guilty.I didn't mean to snitch on Nathan, it was all a mistake. What happened was Mrs Felix asking me to identify the signature on the detention slip, I told her it was fake, I swear I didn't know Nathan forge, I thought ugh! Now that doesn't matter anymore. I need to fix it all.I grabbed my phone and did what I have to be done, I called Melinda, I got her number from one of my fan girl. in exchange of a kiss on the cheek. Disgusting huh?"Hi Melinda.""Hello who is this?""Is Christopher Jackson.""Oh the brother of Stephen right?" She spoke with so muc
Edited.CHRIS I walk in my room shutting the door with a heavy heart, and I threw my backpack on the bed.Everything is going bad, today I saw Brian with his three new best friends, it took me all not to walk up to them and punch the living hell out of him, how could he befriend Gabriel, yes, Gabriel had stolen my best friend! This is the first time in my life I feel like skipping school, I couldn't bare to see them, laughing and talking like nothing happened!But thank goodness, I've got someone that still make me smile, TINA! She is the best girlfriend ever! I love her so much!I pull my training bag from under the bed, with my riding stuff in it.I speed walk out of the house after locking my room. I got in my car and drove off.~~~~~~~~~~~~Riding practice was just formidable, I did great Tina too, th
Edited.CHRIS Life sucks for me, but everything seems okay so far. I obeyed the rules and stay out of trouble which means avoiding some people and some stuffs, I'm in a total isolation, no friends, nobody, just me, my pet and objects.I spent my week locked up in my room, I only came out when necessary, like to eat. I'm grounded for one whole month, and I only speak when spoken to, I do whatever I'm told without protesting, if I go against the rules I'll be severely belted, and that's not what I want, so I prevent it by all means."Here is the result of your history test," Mr. Tom the history teacher said as he distributed the papers, Brian and some other students groaned when they saw there results, while few of them sigh, and some just rejoice silently.Mr Tom walks to my desk, "you did a good job as usual." He smiled as he gave me my test sheet. It had
Edited.CHRISI scroll through the computer while sighing, I've been searching for a solution to my problems but I can't find any, then I spotted a video, I shouldn't be looking at this but who cares?It was a video of a girl cutting, she said is helps you feel better. A video rated 18+I think I'm running into depression, I can't sleep, I lost all apatite, I only study and study and study.I got up from my desk chair and head to the bathroom, I grabbed a razor and walk back to my desk.I rolled my sleeve up as I sigh, my hand shook. "Do it! No don't do it! Do it come on! No don't do that!"I drop the razor while sighing, I can't hurt myself, it won't solve anything, other than make me a psychopath. I don't wanna die maybe yes just a little bit, but still I don't want to commit suicide! I'm I crazy! What was I thinking!
Edited.FRED I pace back and forth as I waited for the doctor, this can't be happening, what is going on? There is a piece of the puzzle I'm not getting, something is going on between the boys, something terrible."Mr Jackson?" The doctor called out as he walk to me."How is my brother?" I blurted out."He is fine, just a little shaken but fine, the height at which he fell was not that high, he is extremely lucky to come out whole, the impact on his head with the floor was not strong enough to cause any fracture or loose of memories or any cerebral problems." The doctor smiled assuredly.I sigh in relief, "can I see him?""Yes, he'll be discharge in one hour, some headache might occur during his time of recovery but do not panic, it normal, he'll have to take some pills.""Fine, can I see him now?"
Sorry for not updating earlier....CHRIS "Chris I'm still waiting!" Fred called out from downstairs."Yeah, just a sec!" I called back, my jacket, breeches, chest protector, glove, sleeves, Épée and my mask, I grabbed them all and shove them in my sport bag, I threw it over my shoulder and raced out of my room.I stop dead in my track when I saw the stairs, I feel dizzy and nervous all of a sudden, since I fell from the stairs three days ago I'm so deadly scared of heights, my therapists said I was suffering from acrophobia. I'm currently going through some therapy, I don't think that will help but I loose nothing to try.I slowly back off from the stairs, it looks high! My heart is pounding!
Edited.NATHANThe music was blasting on full volume, and everyone was dancing and showing off, except Melinda, she hugged herself nervously looking around, her hand flew to her ear every now and then.I walk to her pulling her close and we went to the backyard."Babe what's wrong?""I think it was a bad idea coming here." She bit her lower lip.I know Melinda is not a party person she is the beautiful, smart and innocent type."Come on, I promise you'll have fun I'll teach you how to dance break dance." I proposed."Uh..." She covered her face with both hands. "What if I can't and the others make fun of me?" She said nervously."Come on I'm sure you can do it." I smiled while brushing some of her hair locks off her face."Do you think?" She chew on her index finger.
Edited.NATHANThe rays of the sun came disturbing my sleep, I groan as I rubbed my eyes, 6:30.I took some time to be fully awake, I immediately drove home, Fred's car is pack in the garage, I quickly pulled over and got out, I tip toed upstairs and shut my door.There was a soft knock on the door, I quickly pulled the door open."Where have you been?" Fred asked, before I could say anything he spoke up, "where is Chris? I can't find him anywhere. The library, his room, the garden and the basement.""He must be somewhere around, I'll help you look for him." He nodded, I dragged my feet to Jack's room.He was sound asleep on his bed with his messy hair over his face."Jack! Jack! Jack!!!" I put my fingers in his ears.He groans while holding his ears "stop Nathan! I'm tired."