Chapter 53: Having your support

I try to process what my mother has told me, but the news falls on me as if freezing water were thrown at me, being scantily clad in the middle of winter. I froze to the bone and although a part of my body felt relieved because I didn't do something so cruel to my children, my life itself gets more complicated.

If they really managed to escape, it means that my children are less safe than they were and that only makes me worry more without knowing how I should face all this.

“It can't be possible.” I say in a voice thread.

“I've asked them to check everything, but they keep saying there's no body.

“They were probably close to the explosions and that's why his body disintegrated to the point that they didn't find the body.

“Rain, I understand that you want your life to be less complicated than it already is.

“Of course, he already is, Mother. I am treading on too thin ice and if it breaks, I will fall to the bottom of