The seat is a comfortable settee, grey in colour and plush to sit on but that doesn't help at all with the unease I feel. Now that I'm here, in front of a whole media team, with the camera rolling in my face and their attentions fully on me, I finally begin to doubt if this was really the best course of action. Baxter on the other hand is suddenly repackaged into a three piece black suit that fits his frame perfectly. He's sat in front of me, giving a few last minute orders before the cameras officially start rolling in. When he's done, he turns to me and lightly grazes his palm over mine. I allow myself to look into his beautiful eyes. "Are you okay?". He asks. In this moment, it's quite easy to forget that he's just like every other person here, bloodsucking and information hungry. In this moment, he really makes me feel like I could pour out my mind to him and I can't even tell if that's really his personality or just an effect of the job. Regardless, I tell myself I can't let myse
I push up from the seat stiffly, my mouth set into a hard line. "Let's talk outside". I say coldly to Baxter who's still seated in front of me. He looks at me plainly but I don't even wait around for him. The media team are busy giving each other back pats when I push my way through them, expression cold and unwelcome. It's a good thing none of them has attempted to speak to me after the interview. I'm this close to losing it. I walk out of the studio room and out into the hallway and almost instantaneously, the door opens behind me and Baxter steps out too. "Let's go grab a coffee". He says. He turns to go but I don't have time to waste on him or his watery attempt of stalling. "I'd like to talk now". I say stiffly. He raises a brow at me and I'm just about to say something again when I hear a voice from behind me. "Miss Webster?". I stiffen. Slowly, I turn around to see Alex's driver. He's dressed in his usual suit uniform and he stares at me grimly. I swallow nervously, he's
Alex's eyes follow Baxter's car as he backs out of the hangar, his mouth set into a hard line of distaste. He's not happy at all. I stare up at him plainly, even though my heart races in my chest. What do I say to him now? When Baxter's car finally disappears, he turns to me and as hard as I try, it's impossible to read his eyes behind his sunglasses. "What have you done?". He whispers angrily. I don't know what I expected but honestly, I don't think any reaction of his would particularly surprise me now. This one doesn't either. I take in a deep breath and square my shoulders. "Let's talk on the flight". "Nicole….". I don't stand around to hear his words as I walk past him and towards the jet. The pilot waves at me respectfully and I force myself to offer him a stiff smile in return. I hear Alex back some orders at some people behind me but I don't turn to look as I make my way stiffly inside the aircraft. There's a smiley attendant on standby and she leads me to my seat respectf
I don't see Alex for the rest of the trip and I hate how much my heart yearns from him. More times than I can count, I'd startled awake when I heard footsteps, thinking it had to be him. It wasn't. It always turned out to be one attendant or the other. After an exhausting 6 hours, when we finally land in California, I'm damn well ready to be done with the trip. A sweater had been provided for me on the flight and I wrap it around myself protectively as I make my way down the jet. It's already evening here, the sky already darkening above us. Many steps below me, I finally catch sight of Alex as he issues some quick orders to some of the employees in uniform. I'm still staring at him when my luggage is taken from me and I'm led to a car on standby. When the driver opens the door for me, I sigh softly and glance back at where Alex is still standing. And finally, he looks at me. I hold his gaze all the way across and finally, he sighs and takes out his phone. I watch him punch in a text
I don't know how I make through the night but finally, it's morning. I push up from where I had fallen asleep on the floor of my sitting room. The first lights of dawn are just starting to sift through the window but otherwise, it's still pretty dark outside. I'm stiff from sitting all night but I push up regardless, my bones creaking in the process. It's disheartening that it's a Monday, this is not the kind of condition I like to approach a new week with. My hips are stiff but I make the best of what I can and hobble to my bedroom. When I get to the door, I sigh softly as I take in the scene that had been in a state of massacre just yesterday night. It's a surprise that nobody in the neighborhood had actually called the police on me. I would have thought the scream would have penetrated a fair amount of doors and walls. After the initial shock and despite my quavering nerves and wobbly legs, I had walked forward into the room and taken in the scene properly. The cat had been a ging
He's dressed in a dark blue classy three piece today, looking all dapper for work already. I give myself a moment to wish I had his devotion. I glance down at myself nervously. When I had gone through my closet earlier in the morning in search of an outfit, my usual style of coordination had been the last thing on my mind. I had ended up going for a trimmed pair of suits pants and a matching black shirt. I zero in on my shoes and see that I'm wearing red, had I really chosen that? I…. I had been so weighed down that I don't even remember. I see Alex's eyes flit to my feet too and back to my face. Under his close scrutiny, all the last shreds of strength I've been using to keep myself together threaten to loose free. I'm mentally exhausted from all the work drama and bone deep exhausted from the cleaning yesterday night. Not to talk of the weight of the knowledge that I still have that sick bastard out for me, probably constantly watching me. For the first time in a long time, absolutel
I do end up leaving work early. I glance at my watch as I make my way to the car and see that it's barely a few minutes past 5. I sigh exhaustedly as I get in. Today was a pretty exhausting day but....in a good way if that makes any sense. I had kept taking on more and more work, just anything at all that would get my mind off the ongoing events. I had spent most of my time in my office too, seeing nobody and meeting nobody. Once in a while, I had gone into Alex's office to retrieve some documents and at some point, I had even met Carina. As usual, she didn't do a good job of masking her hatred and disgust towards me and on my own part, I had done a good job of pretending she didn't exist. Finally, a few minutes ago, I had received a text from Alex telling me that if I didn't get off work, he'd shut the building down. With a small smile on my face, I had packed up and texted him back wishing him a goodnight. I glance in my mirror and smile at my reflection. My face has definitely brigh
I can practically hear the wheels churning in my own head as I desperately think of the most convincing lie to give. But it's taking too long, and Alex is beginning to get suspicious. There's definitely nothing I can say now that's going to sound good enough. So I stand you straighter and swallow nervously before taking a step further into the room. "It's nothing I can't handle". "This is it? What you said you could handle.....". He glances around at the knife, cameras and locks in disbelief. ".....if it's serious enough for all these....Nicole, don't you think you should talk to me?". My heart thumps in guilt and I avoid his eyes as I reach for the knife on the floor and put it back where it belongs in it's compartment. "Alex, let's go talk then". I say quietly, finally looking up at him. He stares at me in disbelief at first and then all of a suddenly, reaches over and pulls me into a tight hug. How is it that he's so able to unravel me and my emotions without even doing anything