*Tristian's POV*
I was very happy with how my relationship with Haven was escalating. I'd been so close to having actual sex with her. She lets me go down on her whenever I wanted, which was basically every day. I loved pleasuring her like that. Making her shake and squirm. She was saying my name, not God's. I felt accomplished.
My mission was going perfectly.
I wasn't even really worried about her returning the favor. I didn't really need it. I just wanted to be inside her and make her go crazy. I wanted her perfect legs around me as I made love to her. I wanted to hear her heavy breathing right in my ear, let her moans overload all of my senses. Go so deep inside her that all she can think about is me.
I just knew Haven would love sex and she'd want to do it like crazy. I
*Tristian's POV* Why is time going so fucking slow? We're still three days away from Saturday aka the day I make love to Haven. It's like God knows the sins we're gonna commit and was punishing us ahead of time for them. I had everything planned out. I was taking her to one of the nicest restaurants in town. My parents were letting me use the credit card. I told them I was dating a nice Christian girl (but not to bring it up to my grandma) and I wanted to take her on a nice date. They're so happy that I seemed to be turning over a new leaf. It was the first time since that horrible night that they actually seemed interested in me and what was going on in my life. We hadn't spoken much since I had moved here. Just a few forced phone calls courtesy of my grandma. She was always working so hard to keep our family together.
~Haven's POV~ My relationship with Tristian was heating up much faster than I had anticipated. I realized that's completely on me. I never realized how much I needed a sexual awakening until Tristian. Of course I liked his personality and mind and all of that but I am obsessed with how much he turned me on and how much I got him going. I cannot wait for him to be inside me. It's practically all I think about which is why I let him go down on me whenever he wanted. Who knew orgasms were so incredible? I couldn't believe we're actually having sex on Saturday. I never pictured this day happening like this, but I was so glad it was. Even though I felt slightly guilty about all the things I had been doing recently it wasn't enough to stop me. Besides, is it really a
~Haven's POV~ Tristian and I made out for like twenty minutes when he dropped me off at home. I entered my house feeling high and I didn't think it was weed. "Haven, is that you?" Mom called. "Yeah." "Can you come here sweetie?" I went to the living room. Mom and Dad were watching Jeopardy as usual. "Hey!" I smiled. "What's up?" "We just wanted to check in on you." Dad started. "We've noticed some...changes since your break up with Gabriel." "What kind of changes?" "Well, you don't straighten your hair anymore and your clothes are...different." Mom pointed out. "I mean you are a beautiful
~Haven's POV~ "Hey, guys. What's going on?" I asked. "You tell us." Abby stated. "Why are you two kissing? Are you rehearsing for a play or something?" Tristian laughed. "No, we're not. We're dating." "Dating?" Gabe stammered. "You-Haven!" "Yes?" I asked. "What are you doing with him?" "Well I was kissing him until you guys interrupted." I shrugged. "Wow, I really underestimated you, Tristian." Abby shook her head. "I didn't think you were smart enough to trick Haven, and yet here we are. You got her real good huh?" "What are you t
~Haven's POV~ It was finally here! It's the day I lose my virginity to Tristian. I was nervous and yet completely ready for it. I knew this was the right decision. "You nervous for your date tonight?" Heath asked. I nodded. "Kind of. But also I'm not. I mean it's Tristian. I don't have to be nervous with him." "Good. Um, Grace and I heard what happened with the others." "They don't know him," I whispered. "They had no right to say those things." "I agree, Haven. But you called Abby Godless?" "It's true. God is love and she does not spread love. She spreads hate all over the place. That's not right."
~Haven's POV~ Tristian kissed me once again, softly and purposefully. "If at any point you want me to stop, just tell me." He brushed his lips against mine. "Okay," I whispered, trying to prepare myself. "I'll go slow," I held my breath as Tristian eased into me. Aleecia had been right, it did hurt, but it also felt incredible. My face scrunched up as Tristian slowly thrusted into me. His moans were low and his eyes were rolling back into his head. Finally the pain subsided. Absolute pleasure spread through my body. I could feel myself losing all control. A moan slowly escaped my lips as Tristian's fingers found their way into my hair and he pressed his forehead against mine.
~Haven's POV~ Waking up in Tristian's arms the next morning felt absolutely perfect. He was holding on to me tightly as though he thought I'd slip out in the middle of the night. I felt his lips on my shoulder and then my neck. "Are you awake baby?" "I am now," I sighed happily. "How are you feeling? You didn't wake up with any regrets, did you?" "Actually yeah I did," I felt him tense against me. I suddenly felt bad for even teasing. "I'm kidding babe, no regrets. Except I guess not telling you I love you more." He sighed in relief. "I love you too, Haven." "Last night was
~Haven's POV~ Sex was the most thrilling experience of my life. As much as sex was taking over my life, I knew I had to make time for other things, such as Jonah's painting lessons. "Well, I think Monet is rolling in his grave looking at my painting," Jonah laughed. "I've seen worse," I assured him. "Here," I scooted closer to him on the floor and put my hands on his. "When I started painting I did short strokes so there's less room for error." "Short strokes," Jonah repeated. "Hey that is looking better," "Exactly," I giggled as my phone rang. It was Tristian. "Hey babe,"