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Chapter Forty
*Tristian's POV*
Being back with Haven was amazing. I was actually glad she knew about everything. There was no weight on my shoulders anymore. I wasn't freaking out about whether I would lose her anymore.
I now knew what losing her was like and I couldn't go through it again. Honestly I didn't remember much about our week long break up. I was drunk all the time, trying to drive out thoughts of Haven. I was absolutely pathetic.
I had never cried so much in my entire life. I just wanted her back again so my life could make sense.
I was determined not to feel like that again.
I planned on having Haven forever.
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As much as I really missed all
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Repent Chapter Forty-One
This is my fault. My sins are what led to this. I had made so many mistakes and veered off the path of righteousness.I was not treating my body like a temple. I was treating it like a place of sin! Sex, drugs, piercings. I had defiled my temple in most ways. Is that why this happened?Is that why I'm in the waiting room of the hospital praying someone I love will be okay?Did my sins get us here?48 Hours Earlier"Are you sure you want to go through with this?" Aleecia asked. "I mean your mother may die.""She'll be fine! It's a tiny stud in my nose, I'm not getting a face tattoo.""She's gonna flip."I s
Repent Chapter Forty-Two
"What does that mean?" Dad asked."Along with the video, Gabe also mentioned that Tristian blew up a building and killed two people.""Oh my goodness." Mom breathed, still rubbing her head."It wasn't like that, man." Tristian said. "It was an accident.""He feels awful about it." I added in."What, you knew?" Grace asked. "All this time I was telling you he was bad news, and you knew it and acted like I was crazy!""He's not bad news! He's a good person! Tristian has changed. He-he's not like that anymore and he's not this demon you are all making him out to be!""Haven, you are not going anywhere with this boy." Dad said firmly
Repent Chapter Forty-Three
*Tristian's POV*It had been almost a month since I had kissed her.I barely even saw her. She had decided to take a semester off to take care of her mom, so I couldn't have hidden moments with her at school.At church she was always strictly with her family. Sometimes her eyes would wander over to me during service and then when our eyes locked she'd get this look of immense happiness that quickly turned into sadness.It was like she was remembering how much she loved me, but then also remembered that things were incredibly complicated between us right now.We text a lot. Let me rephrase that; I text her a lot. Sometimes she answers, most times she doesn't. I tried not to take it personally. She was going through so much shit
Repent Chapter Forty-Four
*Tristan's POV*I was laying on my bed summoning the courage to call Haven and tell her what happened with Viola when my phone started ringing. My heart soared. It was her! She was actually calling me!"Hey baby." I answered. "How are you?""Not great." She said. "It's a shitty day.""I'm sorry to hear that. I um...I miss you so much.""That shocks me.""Why is that?" I questioned."Well it seems you have Viola to keep you occupied." Haven said."What do you me-""Trevor sent me a picture of you two kissing.
Repent Chapter Forty-Five
~Haven's POV~ Getting to the hospital all felt like it was in slow motion. We couldn't drive fast enough and I couldn't run fast enough to get to the right floor and the right room. Heath was waiting in the hall when I arrived. I ran into his arms. "What happened?" I asked. "Dad went out late last night to get something for mom. A car hit his on the way back home. The car...it flipped over Haven. They said the car was completely totaled. The other person drove off. They don't know who did it." "What about Daddy?" "They're in there with him right now. But they said his injuries were severe." Heath sobbed. "It's all my fault. I should have been the one to go out for her."
Repent Chapter Forty-Six
~Haven's POV~I gaped at Grace."What?! You-you lost your virginity the night my father died?"She cried harder and shook her head. "We've been having sex since New Year's.""You're kidding me! So you two yelled at and judged me for having sex with Tristian but you've been doing it too?!" I yelled."I'm sorry Haven! But he's not good for you. It's different with me and Heath! We're gonna get married." Grace said."You don't know that! You two are hypocrites! You made me feel like I was the lowest person on earth. You kept me from Tristian for a month!""Please forgive me!""Ask God for forgiveness
Repent Chapter Forty-Seven
*Tristian's POV*"Viola what the fuck are you talking about?" I asked."Trevor had been drinking okay? He got drunk and was driving home even though I told him not to! He hit the car and was gonna stop but he kept going!" She was crying now."Were you in the car too?""No, I swear. But he told me what happened. We got the car fixed the next day. I-I didn't know what to do, I told him I wouldn't say anything, but I can't do it anymore. Haven doesn't deserve this.""Fuck Viola, why would you tell me this?" I groaned."I'm trying to do the right thing!""But on the day of her dad's funeral? You couldn't wait one day?"
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~Haven's POV~I think Tristian knew something happened between me and Logan.He was not answering any of my calls and texts even though I said I had to talk to him.It was making me anxious, so I decided to go to his house.His car was in the driveway, so that's a good sign. I knocked on the door and Viola answered."Hey Haven." She smiled. "Um, I was sorry to hear about your father. He was a very nice man."I was taken aback. Viola being nice to me was definitely out of character."Um, thank you. That means a lot, Viola. Can I come in?""Oh of course!"
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