Chapter 23HabbabI already knew Melek trusted me, but for her to tell me she didn't need me... I don't know, it made me feel horrible, it was like a punch straight to the chest. And now I have to watch her father take her away, take her away from me. I thought I could get her out in time, hide her from her family, but I didn't succeed, I was a fool.Three days ago, the doctor had removed the sling and I began the plans to take her out of the country, the first thing was to make her a false passport, for two reasons, first, I was not going to take her to a public place and risk someone recognizing her. And second, if I registered that Melek was leaving the country, her grandfather would be able to find it.I had everything ready, our flight was leaving tomorrow, and then Hazar arrived to ruin everything, to take her away from me. I did not believe his words, it was not possible that my mother was in love with the man who murdered her... Although I could not know his side of the story,
Chapter 23 / Part TwoWhen I finish reading, I notice that there are tears on Melek's cheeks. I reach up to wipe them away and she turns away, I grit my teeth, I'm sick of this dance we're both having."Why did you write that, Habbab, what do you think I'm going to say to you now?""I wrote it because it's my way of saying goodbye to you, I want you to be happy again, to smile again. May you find someone who loves you with all his heart.""I thought I had done it, I thought you loved me. I thought I would spend the rest of my life by your side, that we could be happy and have our own family.""I do love you, Melek, with every fiber of my heart.""No, no, don't be a liar, no more than you already are." She shakes her head from side to side, as I watch her heart still hurting, all her body language letting me know she wants me away and she is hurting, beyond any kind of reparation. "You don't love me, Habbab, because if you loved me, you would have put our life together, over your grand
Chapter 24HabbabI try to look away, turn and leave Melek behind. But I can't help but hope that she turns to look at me. She walked away from me just like that and I'm hurt by her indifference, I deserve it, it's true, but that doesn't mean I don't feel hurt. I sigh resigned, she's not coming back, and maybe it's for the best, my mother needs revenge, I need to fulfill my grandmother and my family.No matter what Hazar said, I don't trust him, he's a liar, his words can't change my mind, nor cloud my judgment. I am going to take revenge on his whole family, their suffering is not over.I am about to turn around and go back to the house, when I hear several cars coming up the hill."Erdem, they have found us!" I shout as I jump the fence and get my men ready, Çakir won't leave without a good fight.In the distance I watch as Hazar and Melek hide behind a tiny wall that used to be a house, now there is nothing but ruins."Don't be ridiculous, there you go to see them." I shout at them
"Can you tell us how? Because we're running out of options." Erdem says."Yes, yes I can. You guys go out the back, there are only two men guarding the back door, take care of them. While I go out and stop my father, I will be your distraction.""Father, no, please don't leave me alone again.""Melek, though I don't want to admit it, Habbab has been hiding you so that no one will hurt you. And so, Habbab, I will entrust you with my daughter for the last time. Take Melek, away from here quickly.""Papa?" she asks between incredulous and frightened."He will only be the vehicle, my daughter, I am entrusting your life to Ala. If anything happens to you the Arslan will pay for it. Honey, I promised your mother, I swore I wouldn't let your grandfather kill you.""But I don't want to leave you, Dad. I want to go home, to Mom and Gul." His voice breaks and his eyes water. He hates me and it's more than obvious he doesn't want me by his side."Melek, please understand me, they are here now, t
Chapter 25HabbabThere are some lights over my eyes, they pass over me with a flicker, I think Melek managed to bring me to a hospital. The pain is gone and I begin to dissociate between reality and fiction. While my brain is millions of light years away, I imagine a life where Melek and I could be happy, far from so many conflicts.A life that has never existed, but that could have been and was not....***The following is a dream Habbab had during the surgery to remove the bullet from his body:Second gradeI stand watching the girls play hopscotch wondering what they find so funny about it. They giggle as they jump across the chalk lines and repeat it over and over again. I only care because every time Melek makes the sound it gives me a funny feeling in my stomach. At first I wasn't sure if I liked it, but after hearing her laugh a few more times, I decide it's not so bad. She looks at me and smiles before it's her turn again."Habbab, come on, we need you on our team. You're the
(This part is narrated by Melek, but it is still Habbab's imagination).MelekFourth grade..." Why weren't you at school today?" Habbab asks as he walks in the door of my house."I have a cold." , I say and look away from him, trying to hide my embarrassment."You don't look sick." He closes the door and follows me as I go into the small living room."I'm fine now," I tell him, looking at the TV."So, it was like a six-hour cold? I don't understand.""Your mom is going to start yelling at you.""No, I told her I was going to visit you and bring you your homework." He puts my backpack on the couch and then sits down next to it."Mrs. Sahin said we have to read four chapters tonight and I thought we could do it together to make it less boring." He pulls out the copy of Bridge to Terabithia, issued by the school, and starts flipping through it."I'll read it later," I tell him as I get frustrated and walk back to the front door."Maybe you should go" He looks at me and his eyes narrow.
MelekSeventh grade...I open my eyes as a shadow blocks the sun. I look up to see Habbab standing over me with a cupcake in her hand and a single candle lit."Happy birthday, Dimples," he says, and I smile at him as I join in. It's summer vacation and Habbab and I have been lying by the pool. When we're not with the horses we usually hang out here. Too bad summer is almost over and we're both going back to high school. The same fear I always have is ticking off my mind."Did you remember?" I ask in surprise and he drops to his knees beside me."Do you think I would forget your birthday," I shake my head?"Of course, you wouldn't. You never forget anything," I laugh, but he doesn't. Habbab is not only handsome, popular, and sweet, but he's also very smart. His family is exactly the same and is almost too perfect to be real."Not when it comes to you," he says, and it makes my stomach churn."Now make a wish." He holds up the cupcake for me and I close my eyes. I think for just a seco
Desmond Garland I make a mental note to increase my physical labor. My feet hurt after a long day's work and that is simply unacceptable for a man as young as I am. I need to talk it over with my trainer and make sure we do the necessary exercises to strengthen my limbs. I plop down in the swivel chair behind my desk, then turn on my computer and check next month's projections. After that I can finally go home and take a strenuous bath. The numbers begin to flash before my eyes, making sense in my head. I make some notes and make sure to put in my diary that I need to communicate with Elena, one of the businesswomen I'm going to have to let go, due to the poor performance of her latest income. The intercom on my desk buzzes, letting me know that Andrea, my assistant, is trying to reach me. I look at the time and am surprised at how late it is. It is two o'clock in the morning and I find it strange that she is still in the building, I have to stress to her that she can leave when he