Chapter 44. Since when have you been so perverted?

The next morning, I woke up in his arm, still tangled up in the sheets. For a brief moment, I mentally replayed the previous night's events, feeling the heat of his body against mine.

I looked at his face which still looked peaceful, his breathing very smooth and regular. His words from last night are spinning in my head.

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"You were the one who found my heart for the first time after more than two decades."

I didn't know what else to do after hearing his answer. I honestly didn't prepare anything. I wasn't prepared enough for all the answers. Was I supposed to feel proud and special? Of course! After twenty-plus years, I was River's first woman. I should feel happy, feel proud to have him and have my ego boosted. But why was my heart even more constricted? Why do I wish River had played with more women before getting into a relationship with me? What kind of stupid thoughts are these?

“Is there something bothering you in your mind?" he asked, noticing the long silence.

“Does that me