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Doesn't feel alive

TRIGGER WARNING — SUICIDE ATTEMPT

Back at the resort, Eleonor assured her friend that she would be fine. But in the silence of the room, she detached herself inside her mind.

She reaches out to the balcony, looking up at the starry night sky. Do stars feel like this? Do stars feel lonely even though they're surrounded by so many others? Eleonor realizes how small she is, how unstable she is, and how insignificant her existence has been.

She sighs and leans against the fence, watching the calm sea waves meet the dark sky on the horizon. How long has she been there? Ten minutes? An hour? She can't tell. Time seems to be moving at a slow pace. The moon doesn't seem to want to go away, and the sun doesn't seem to want to rise. And what if it doesn't? Would it make any difference?

Eleonor tries to find a reason to wait for the dawn, but she can't find one. What's to look forward to, anyway? Her family doesn't give a damn about her. Her ex-boyfriend cheated on her with her own sist
Esliee I. Wisdon

Writing this chapter was so hard. I've fought with hard times myself, like many others... So, I could really relate to these words. I didn't intend to trigger anyone, and I hope everyone could feel the pain our poor Elle feels at this moment without bringing any hard feelings to y'all. PLEASE GUYS, stay strong! If you're with those thoughts, remember that you're precious, and you're loved. As my reader, I love you as well!

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